Chapter 53

Liv rolled over sometime later to find that Alex was naked next to her. She didn't remember striping her down before they had gone to bed, but then again, she didn't remember going to bed. She snuggled closer to Alex.

Alex felt her snuggle back into her. She rolled a little and faced Liv, who just smiled at her. Alex reached out and caressed her cheek. She returned Liv's smile.

"Hey," Liv told her.

"Hey."

"Sorry about falling asleep on you," Liv replied.

"Don't worry about it. It is understandable. We've have a long few days and some very emotional conversations. It was bound to happen. You needed some uninterrupted sleep and you finally got it," Alex told her.

"I only got that way because you exhaust me woman. But, I promise you that it won't be that way for long, Princess. I have plans for you that include this bed, me and you. Do you think that you can handle that? Or, am I going to have to convince you?" Liv asked her.

"A little convincing is always nice."

Liv smiled at her and kissed her hard. Alex smiled into the kiss. She knew just how to push Liv's buttons to get the reaction she wanted. They had both needed the sleep and she was proud that she had pushed Liv so far that she passed out, but now her own needs were very real and very much unfulfilled.

Liv could tell that Alex was still wanting. Hell, she couldn't explain it but she was as well. She had never been so thoroughly loved. She was enjoying every minute of it.

"What are you thinking about?" Alex asked her, breaking the kiss.

"You," Liv answered truthfully.

"What about me?"

"I have never really felt this way, with anyone. I am not sure what that means for you, but I know that it means something. I love the way you feel next to me. I love the way your lips feel against mine. It is exotic for me," Liv replied.

"Hmm…that sounds like some good convincing," Alex said.

Liv kissed her again. It was chaste at first and then it moved deeper. She didn't let Alex take control. She wanted to lead this to something more. Alex relaxed in her arms knowing that Liv needed this as much as she did.

Liv broke the kiss and leaned back just enough to look into her eyes. Alex didn't know what she was looking for, but she tried to show her how she felt with every expression that she could. It seemed to be enough for Liv because she kissed her again gently. There was plenty of passion behind the kiss and there was want, but she could tell that Liv was trying not to rush things.

She reached out and touched Alex's face. It was a soft and endearing gesture and one that was not lost on Alex. She knew that Liv would need to ground herself in something in order to process what was happening between them. If it was looking into her eyes then way that she was, then she would make sure to keep them open for as long as possible for Liv. She didn't feel like she owed Liv anything and that was amazing in itself. She actually felt precious in her hands and it was something that Alex hadn't felt from a lover or anyone for that matter since she was a little girl. So, looking up into Liv's face and seeing all the emotion there between them, it was enough for Alex and it would be enough until Liv could realize that she meant what she said when she told her, "I love you."

Liv was afraid of the roughness of her hands, but she couldn't stop touching Alex. There was something about her delicateness and pristine skin that made Liv have to touch it. She couldn't explain it. Nor did she want to. She just wanted to make Alex know how she felt.

She caressed her cheek for what seemed like minutes but was really only a few seconds. She looked down into her sapphire eyes again and her mind broke. She pulled Alex into her naked body and held her there. She needed to feel her. She needed to know that the warmth they were sharing was something real. She wanted to make sure that she wasn't dreaming.

When Alex realized what was going through Liv's head, she rubbed her back. The simple gesture pulled Liv back to the fact that they were both naked and in bed. She smiled down at Alex before kissing her thoroughly. All thought was gone except for the thoughts about Alex and how she could love her. She gripped Alex tighter, but Alex didn't say a word. She let Liv do what she needed to do and she knew that she would enjoy it.

Liv moved back just enough, but never let her go. She dipped her down to the column of Alex's throat and nipped at her pulse point. She heard Alex's gasp but didn't stop. She moved her hand from Alex's cheek to her throat, moving her auburn hair out of the way. She began to kiss up and down her neck, enjoying the little gasps and pants that Alex was making. But, for Liv, it wasn't enough. She needed more of her.

She ran her hand down her neck and to her shoulder, never once breaking the kiss. Her fingers ghosted over Alex's skin. She came down her arm to her elbow and then found her hip. She felt Alex moan as she continued to touch her. Alex's hands on her back were kneading her flesh and keeping her grounded. She went up from her hip to her ribs. She ran her hand delicately over her ribs, feeling each one like it was the most precious thing, until her hand came over onto her breast. Liv squeezed slightly, teasing her gently.

Alex moaned louder and Liv broke the kiss. She moved down her throat to tops of her shoulders. She placed kisses from one side to the other as she slowly laid Alex on her back. She didn't get on top of her. Instead, she lay there beside her touching her and enjoying what it was doing to Alex. There was so much that she could say with just her hands that words could never express.

She looked up into Alex's eyes. She was spellbound, but she reached up to move her hair out of her face. As she came around her cheek, caressing her always, she ran her thumb down Alex's mouth. Alex needed some sort of communication with her bit it gently and she watched as Liv's eyes dilated. Liv then gripped her chin, pulled herself to Alex and kissed her hard.

She didn't wait this time. She thrust her tongue in Alex's mouth and claimed it. The gentleness was still there, but there was something more, something that Alex couldn't exactly name at first. Then she felt it. She understood it. Liv was claiming her. It was something that Liv could do. She could lay claim to Alex and Alex wouldn't feel like a possession. No, Liv's claim to her made her feel wanted, desired, precious and like the one word that she secretly smiled about when Liv called her it. She was Liv's princess and she was beginning to love it.

Liv wasn't going to stop making her feel wanted. That was her mission now, to make Alex feel desired and precious. And, for Liv, she knew that it might take a lifetime to prove it and she was okay with that. She was more than okay with it, she was happy to do it.

She kissed her way across her shoulders again. While she was slowly and methodically kissing her alabaster skin, Liv started moving her hands. She ran both of her hands up her sides over her ribs and rested them up on the top of her breasts. Alex sighed and Liv drank the sound up like it was a good bottle of wine. She couldn't wait to make Alex make more sounds.

As she was enjoying the feeling of Alex's skin beneath her hands, she leaned over onto her elbows to keep part of her weight off of her. The bonus of this position was it lined her up perfectly with Alex's luscious mouth as well. Her need for passion needed to be sated and it seemed that Alex was the only thing that could do that. Alex moaned as she leaned just a bit forward and kissed her.

She kept the kiss light and passionate. Alex decided that she had enough of Liv being nice and easy with her, so she deepened the kiss. Alex smiled into it as she felt Liv's moan on her lips. Liv returned the favor by thrusting her tongue and massaging Alex's tongue with her own. She was rewarded with a moan from Alex.

Her hands didn't want to remain idle, either. Liv realized that her hands found the twin peaks of Alex's breasts and were kneading away. Alex didn't seem to mind. In fact, she seemed to be delightfully happy about it. As she kneaded the flesh, her thumbs grazed over the hardening nipples. Finally unable to contain herself any longer, Liv broke the kiss and descended onto Alex's left breast. She lavished it with her tongue, teeth and lips.

Alex reached down and held her head against her bosom. She arched up slightly off the bed and Liv took the moment to wrap her arms under and around her, pulling up into her mouth. Alex moaned as she continued to elicit sounds from her body with the wonders of her mouth. Liv's strong arms held onto her like she was made of porcelain, but her lips ravished her like she was the most delicious thing that Liv had ever tasted.

Holding her up in the arch, Liv kissed her way down Alex's torso. When she found her navel, she swirled her tongue around it and dipped inside for a second before returning to swirling. Alex gasped at the new sensation and tried to push Liv's head further down.

Her own need was becoming too strong and she didn't care if she came quickly. All that mattered was that she was sharing this moment with Liv. She could care less about why they were there or Sanchez and Cole could come back any time and catch them. No, at that moment all she was worried about was Liv, her mouth, and getting her release courtesy of Olivia.

"Liv…"

"What, my Princess?" she asked in reply.

"Please…"

"Please, what, Princess?"

"I need more."

"You need more what?" Liv teased.

"I need you."

"You have me…"

"Liv…"

"Yes?"

"Take me," Alex demanded.

"Where would you have me take you, Princess?"

"For the love of…Olivia Benson, if you don't make me come soon, I swear…"

"Yes?"

"I will never forgive you and I will never touch you again," Alex warned.

"Do not worry, Princess," Liv teased. "I will give you what you want. And, what you need."

Liv punctuated the last sentence with her fingers. Alex didn't feel her arm let her go, still being held up in the arch, but she certainly knew when Liv's fingers found her core…deeply. She began a slow and torturous rhythm that Alex followed immediately. Her body arched more with each up stroke and she took a deep breath with each down stroke. She was completely enjoying it. Liv was watching her face.

"Liv, more…" Alex begged.

"More?"

"Please," Alex replied.

Liv pushed deeper and stroked her harder. Alex erupted and came off the bed. Liv held on to her and waited for her to lie back down on the bed. Alex's hands that had been gripping the bottom sheet rushed up to Liv's back and pulled her down on top of her.

Lips clashed as Alex kissed her hard. Her fingers dug into Liv's flesh as she tried pulling her closer and closer. Liv finally broke the kiss with a laugh and took to her neck again, kissing and nipping. Alex moaned loudly. She had been quiet before, but now, she couldn't help herself. She moaned out with each touch, each caress, each kiss, nip, and bite. She wanted Liv to know how she made her feel. She couldn't stop her body's movements and she arched up into Liv.

Liv took each moan and sound to heart. It was a wonderful feeling knowing that she could elicit such sounds and wants from Alex. It was something that she thought that she would never have or never have again. She knew that with Alex the feelings were real, with Yulia not so much. That is why being with Alex was so much more…just more everything.

Her hands danced across Alex's back holding onto her. Alex's eyes were blown when she finally opened them and let Liv see her eyes again. She watched Liv's eyes, seeing the full blown emotion of what their love making did to her and she smiled. Liv wasn't about to stop. She could see the happiness in Alex's eyes, but she wasn't done. She wanted Alex to feel more.

Before Alex knew what she was doing, Liv scooped her up off the bed and reversed positions. Once Alex was on top of her, she thought that she would be able to dominate Liv, but she was wrong. Liv moved her into a sitting position and held her there on her own hips. Alex looked like she was about to question her when Liv ran her thumb across her bottom lip and simply shook her head "no." Liv's other hand shoot out and pushed all the pillows off the bed before finding its way to Alex's body.

One of Liv's hands stayed on her hip while the other was toying with her breast. It seemed like an easy way to occupy Alex's attention, until her hands found their way to Liv's breasts. If Liv was shocked by her touch, she didn't show it. Instead, she squeezed Alex's body tighter. She didn't sit up. She stayed on her back and began playing with both of her breasts.

Alex leaned her head back and moaned when Liv teased her nipples. She swiped her roughened thumb over them, several times, before she decided to tweak them with her fingers. Alex threw her head forward, auburn hair flying and fell onto Liv. She smiled and kissed her, but Liv wasn't going to let her stay like that for long. She helped her back up and had Alex settling on her hips, before Alex could protest.

Her hands steadied her there for a few moments. When she was sure that Alex wasn't going to fall again, she brushed her hands up over her hips and on to her stomach. Alex just looked down at her in awe. She wanted to touch Liv, but every time she tried, Liv would just brush her hand away. Liv however knew what she wanted and she knew how she was going to get it. She let her hands wander over Alex's stomach before her thumb graced downward and found its mark.

Alex yelped in surprise but held herself up. She didn't know what Liv was going to do next and she really didn't care as long as she didn't stop touching her. Liv's thumb brushed against her core again and Alex let out a deep contented sigh. It was enough to push Liv further. She slid her hand down further to get a better angle. As she did this, she wrapped her other hand around Alex's hip to secure her hold on her.

"Liv…"

"Don't worry, Princess. I've got you and I'm not going to let go. Just feel."

"Olivia…"

"Enjoy it," Liv teased her as she turned her hand so that she could play with her clit and enter her at the same time.

Alex started to complain until she felt the soft stroking of Liv's hands. She needed more. She wanted more of Liv, but Liv wasn't allowing her to touch her. She tried to move, but Liv held her in place with her other hand and her eyes. Alex was lost and she knew it, but she was going to enjoy finding her way with Liv's help.

Liv brushed her thumb over her clit a few times, but never gave her the direct contact that she needed. She had plans for Alex, and she wasn't ready for her to go off yet. She could feel how close Alex was each time she clamped down on her fingers. She wanted a different view and she wanted it quickly.

She pulled out of Alex, much to her dismay. With her strong arms, she lifted Alex up off of her. Alex just stared down at her in wonder, but also pain because she was so close. Liv understood the look and moved faster than Alex thought was possible. When Liv resettled, she was still underneath Alex, but Alex was facing away from her. She was about to protest this maneuver when she felt Liv's hand guiding her backwards up Liv's torso. She wasn't sure what Liv was doing and she wanted to come, hard.

She opened her mouth to speak when she felt Liv's tongue dance across her lower lips. The gasp and the moan that followed came as a surprise from Alex's lips. She leaned back to change the angle slightly, to get Liv's tongue where she wanted it and Liv put her left hand in the middle of her back to hold her up. She felt Liv's right hand come around her right hip and squeeze down, silently telling her to wait and stop rocking. Alex didn't heed the command. She couldn't.

Liv pulled her tongue away and Alex groaned in frustration. She stopped moving. As soon as she did, Liv put her tongue back and nipped her slightly in punishment. Alex moaned at the contact but held herself as much as she could. She knew then that Liv wanted to draw it out and no matter what she did to try and make it happen at her pace, Liv wasn't going to allow it.

Liv made her tongue hard and flicked it over her clit. Alex ground into her mouth, desperate for the contact. She pulled away and pushed her tongue inside, stroking her gently, feeling the wall of Alex caress her tongue. Liv moaned into her font. Alex started squirming. The sensations were beginning to be too much and she didn't think that she could stop herself even if she wanted to, which she didn't. Liv could tell but she didn't stop. Alex was sure that she was going to break contact, but she didn't. She actually started to suck, while she licked. She nipped and flicked. She felt Alex begin to tumble into oblivion and she moaned into her core.

Alex lost the battle of trying to hold back and fell into the abyss. She cried out as she let go and Liv continued to moan into her. Liv's hand on her back kept her grounded but it didn't help her stay up. She fell forward across Liv's body and found herself face to clit with Liv's core. She smiled at this turn of events and as soon as she could see straight, licked her thoroughly.

Liv let go of her and cried out. Her hands found Alex's ass and smacked it playfully. Alex yelped out in surprise but didn't stop her tongue. Liv took her continued licking as permission. She returned her lips to Alex's mound and started her stroking anew. They both continued sucking, stroking, kissing, nipping and loving. Before they both knew what was happening, they came together with loud moans only muffled by their bodies.

Alex moved and curled up next to Liv as soon as she had the faculty to do so. Liv wrapped her arms around her and cuddled up to her. Alex put her head on Liv's shoulder and snuggled down. Liv reached over onto the floor and pulled up the cover sheet placing it on them. Once they were both settled, Alex fell asleep.

Liv hesitated to sleep. She kissed Alex's head and held her. She smiled at the ceiling. She was at peace. She was happy. But, her mind wouldn't let her stay that way for long, but before she did freak out, she would enjoy every moment with Alex. Finally willing her mind to quieten down, she fell asleep with Alex in her arms and hoped that it would stay that way for a while.