I opened Evelyn's envelope with Ian over my shoulder, "What the hell is it?" Ian was getting impatient, "Give me a minute!" I snapped, he calmed down. I tipped it upside-down and Wally, my old stuffed elephant, slipped out. I stared at him for a minute trying to figure out why Evelyn would give him back to me. Then I noticed the piece of paper sticking out of the envelope,
Wes,
I'm so sorry, I just wanted to tell you that I love you, and Ian, and that I'm unhappy and really need this because by the time you read this I'll be with Alex. Remember when you gave me Wally? Well I'm giving him back to you, I hope you do well in college and please, always remember that your nutcase sister loves you, I think you should give Scarlett a chance, she likes you too.
I love you,
Evi
I felt the blood rush to my head, my first instinct was to cry my eyes out, but I sprinted to the house instead, Ian ran next to me in the same state of panic, "DAD!" I hollered over and over againIan did the same, I ran past Carlisle and Esme, they looked up startled, "Ian Wes, what on earth-" Ian stopped while I ran upstairs banging into the wall as I slipped on the rug. I heard him explain to our grandparents what Evelyn was about to do to herself, was she really that depressed? Why couldn't I see it before! "MOM! DAD!" I yelled all the way to their door, Edward and Bella opened the door, "Wes, we heard you the first time!" Edward said, he was annoyed I probably disturbed a private moment. "Evelyn, she, she, kill herself!" I stuttered trying to catch my breath. Edward was downstairs before I finished but Bella stayed, I think she was in shock. I pulled at her hand like I did when I was younger and she followed me. About halfway down the stairs Bella got a grip on herself, "Wes! Let go of me! I have to get through!" she said finally, I was pretty slow compared to her and she didn't want to hurt me.
I obeyed, and Bella was already in the living room when I got downstairs, The room was completely quiet, Ian informed everyone about the situation. Alice had her eyes closed, looking into the future to find Evelyn, after 10 minutes I heard a little mumble, "The cliffs." Alice said. Everything was completely silent, "The cliffs." Bella repeated, "The same cliffs I jumped off of?" Bella said panicked, Alice nodded ready to burst into tears, I looked around everyone was ready to burst into tears. "Lets go!" Ian yelled, "What the fuck are we waiting for! My little sister is about to jump of a friggen cliff, GODDAMNIT!" Ian was in hysterics, and nobody paid attention to his cussing. If this were a normal day and Ian burst like that Edward probably would have growled really loud and yelled at him I could hear it now. "What about the treaty?" Rosalie asked quietly, all eyes were on her, "I don't give a damn about the stupid treaty!" Edward growled, "Bella lets go get Evelyn!" Edward was out the door in seconds with Bella following him. "Wait, were coming too!" Alice announced pulling Jasper along, Emmett pulled Rose to the door with me, Ian, Carlisle and Esme behind. "Would if I don't want to get in a fight with the wolves!" Rose spat at her husband, "I don't give a living shit, Rosalie this is my niece!" Emmett growled and let go of her hand. Rose sulked along behind our frantic party Emmett hasn't talked to her like that in years, Ian and I got into the truck and drove off towards La Push.
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Tears streaked my face it was raining and it was dark far out in to the ocean, but I didn't care I would be with Alex in a few short minutes. I felt as though I was on a cloud, floating towards the edge of the cliff. I thought I heard voices down below, I just ignored them, "I'm coming Alex." I said to the darkness below. The rain pounded down on my head, my tee-shirt stuck to me and my jeans were uncomfortable on my legs. I stopped at the very edge looking all the way down, dark, completely dark. At least I wouldn't see the fall down, I would have been scared if I'd seem it. "Promise me you won't do anything stupid." Alex's tired voice breathed in my ear, this wasn't stupid, I needed him so bad. A few rocks went down into the pit I was about to jump down in. I nodded and jumped, I was done. That sickening lurch was at the pit of my stomach, I enjoyed it. I barely felt my body bump and scrape against the many rocks, I didn't feel the hot blood flowing out of my scalp, but I did feel the icy water. So cold, I was drowning and I didn't even try to find my way back up again.
So cold, was all I could think, Cold, Cold, Cold, Cold. Kill me, I thought, please, just kill me. I couldn't feel anything, completely numb all over. I saw a mental picture of Alex behind my closed eyes, he was happy and in the meadow he brought me to, before I slowly lost consciousness I felt a pull at my waist, I supposed it was upward but that was a guess, with my eyes closed and with my body so numb I didn't have a sense of direction. The thing kept on pulling me somewhere, I hoped to god it was a shark or something, I didn't want to be alive, I wanted to be with Alex. I tried to move, but I had no air to fill my lungs, so I had no energy to fight back either. Then I was falling again, falling back into the darkness, but a different darkness, it was dry there.
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I saw the girl, Bella's little girl and I ran. I ran so fast it almost killed my legs, "Jake, where the hell are you going?" Sam called after me angry now, I've been doing this a lot to him, running of. My mind was so jumbled up, what with Billy sick again and Bella being back. "JAKE!" Sam hollered, I ignored him, I had to save this little girl, she was so small she'd ruin herself. I was doing this for Bella, and only Bella, that bloodsucker Edward was dead to me. "Hey!" I called up to her as I ran, I don't think she heard me, damnit! I couldn't remember her name, Eva, Eve, Evi, something like that. Then I clicked, "EVELYN!" I screamed up as I ran, but she already jumped. I sprinted to the cold water and swam, just like the night Bella jumped a thousand years ago, but I don't think this was for pleasure, I heard about the Alex Conner kid, they were boyfriend and girlfriend. I finally found her in a clump of seaweed some 10 feet under, she jumped so close to the rocks so she wasn't that deep under, but I could see the blood. How could a vampire have blood? I wondered, something else clicked, Bella had her when she was still human, half a vampire.
I pulled the little girl up by the waist and we reached the surface, sometimes I loved being a werewolf just for the capability to do extra special things, like to go without breathing for a while. I reached the shore and dropped little Evelyn onto the sand, and I pumped at her stomach with my strong hands until she couched up the salty sea water. I was very careful, she had many cuts, they were brutal too, "Is that the bloodsucker's daughter?" Paul asked disgusted, I nodded, "Help me, Paul, she's not looking to good!" I commanded, Paul and Sam helped me lift her delicate figure and we walked towards the fire Sam was building, "What the hell?" Sam asked when he saw us, "Little Evelyn Cullen has come to join us." I said sternly, Sam took one good look at her, "Lets get her to the hospital that Cullen works at." He said shortly, "What about the treaty!" Paul shot at him, "this is a matter of life and death of a little girl!" I yelled at him, Paul laughed in my face, "Bella's little girl!" He spat, and walked off, I yelled after him, "You son of a bitch moron!" Paul just walked away, this was for the girls life, not my almost nonexistent relationship with Bella. "Jacob!" A familiar voice shrieked, I looked up, It was Bella and the bloodsucker and their boys running toward us, "I thought I smelled an awful stench!" San growled, "Quiet!" I hissed, Bella looked terrible, she was shaking with hysterical sobs, but no tears. 'You found her!" She said, over and over again, "You found my little girl!" I could see plainly that both parents were immensely relived, "But she jumped, I don't know about the damage." I informed them I stayed away, the smell was too much, bleach and sickly sweet. Bella and Edward leaned down, Bella's hands fluttered over her daughter's face helplessly, "Lets get her to the hospital." Edward said quietly, I completely forgot about the treaty. Edward ran at lightning speed with his wife to the car not far away, I supposed the other Cullens were at the border. One boy walked off behind his parents, but the other that looked shockingly like his father stayed, "Thank you." he said sincerely, "You really, Evelyn, she," I raised a hand to quiet him, "I heard about the Conner boy," I said quietly, "She was so depressed," he confessed, I nodded. "Thank you so much," he looked ready to cry, "go to the hospital." I said, he nodded and ran, Bella brought him up nicely.
