Chapter 44 LOGANS story...
"uh!... Fuck!... Fuck me kenz!" I yelled out as she rode me like a horny pony.
"Logan!.. Lo- ... OH MY FUCKING CHRIST!... I'm coming baby... Fuck I'm coming! ... Uh... God... Uh" she screamed as she came, I came... We came.
Mackenzie then rested her head on my chest, I saw her sexy back rise and fall as she caught her breath from our mornings sexual activity.
I stroked my hand along her spine as I heard my heart beat going crazy from the amazing sex she had just given me.
Her skin felt like velvet, it was so soft, her entire body was perfection, I loved every inch of this beautiful girl.
I listened to her breathing as it softly came and went, slowing down as she relaxed herself.
I saw her body shiver as I once again ran my finger lovingly down her spine, I could clearly read her tattoo "its not who you are to the world, its who you are to me." It gently danced over her back as she breathed.
I kissed her head and she looked up.
"I love you kenz" I said now giving her another kiss but on the lips this time. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life.
"love you too logues" she smiled, her green eyes twinkling with lust at me.
That was the first time we had properly had sex in almost two weeks, with everything that had been going on with Sheriden, Mitchell and all the sex tape shit... Not to mention Mackenzies scrap with that retard fucking photographer, there just hadn't been a right time.
Until an hour ago that was. When I woke up to my brown haired beauty stroking my chest with the look in her eye to say enough is enough... Lets fuck!
She got that look a lot.
"oh my God... You have no idea how much I needed that Logan Henderson!" She giggled as she rolled off my body and cuddled in to the side of me, I wrapped my arm around her, pulling her in close and pulled the bed sheets over us to keep warm.
"I think I have a rough idea" I smirked.
Mackenzies mobile then rang, she rolled her eyes at me for the bad timing as we had just got cosy in each others arms, then got out of bed and strutted her naked self to her chest of drawers over the other side of the room where her cell phone sat.
I watched her as she chatted away, in all her nakedness, all her beauty... She was the girl of my dreams.
I had been with a LOT of girls in my time, but not one of them will ever compare to the most beautiful thing to grace my life that stood in front of me right now.
She made me smile as she chatted away to the person on the phone totally oblivious that I was in awe of how she moved, how she stood, how she twirled her hair around her finger.
I had never been in love before I met kenz. but now she had me hook, line and sinker. I would never be without her now she is my world.
the first time that she flew over to Cali for james' thanks giving party I wasn't able to get her out of my head... I didn't want her out of my head.
Ending up in hospital for her after Carlos beat two tons of shit from me was worth every second.
For this girl... The gorgeous angel that stood in front of me right now, she was the sole owner of my heart. And that would never change.
She hung up the phone and snuggled back in to my shoulder in the bed.
"oooh its freezing out there" she said tucking her self back in tightly with the bed sheets.
"who was that? Savannah?" I asked, as I entwined my fingers with hers, her wedding band gleaming.
"yeah... She asked if we wanted to go to the zoo with her, Sean and Carlos. I think she is nervous about it being public again." She said.
"well I've got to go to help James sort his kitchen out for my two wheeled princess, but if you want to go then that's cool.. You deserve a little break from reality kenz" I said once again kissing her on her head. Her hair smelt like cherries.
she smiled up at me, "it does sound nice, but sav needs to do this on her own... Besides I'm going to see Tammi today now we are talking again, I'm gonna ask her what's going on with James!" She replied.
"I don't honestly think that anything is going on with her and James, she was probably just there that night for a shoulder to cry on" I said softly.
"Hmmm... I expect so, but I'm just gonna ask her. I mean who knows what goes on behind closed doors, right!?" She said winking at me.
"which is all the more reason to stay out of it Macks... Come to bel air with me, you can see the twins then" I said running my thumb just passed her eye to free some hair from her face. "I know Sheriden will be pleased to see you... Do you think she has come to terms with being in a wheel chair a bit to easy? I'm not sure if I should be worried? I love Sheriden to bits but she is good at covering her real feelings up huh" I said .
"I need to know though Logan, James screwed savannah behind all our backs, so if I can stop this then I'm going to try, and no! I honestly believe that Sheriden is happy with how she is, she is amazed at how enjoyable a pain free life is, she said that just because she is sat down for it now doesn't matter. She was even saying that she is thinking about having a natural birth seeing as the risk on her spine has gone, but I said she shouldn't because of her blood pressure... Sooner that baby is out the better!" She replied with a gasp of breath and a giggle at her long speech.
"you love Sheri don't you Macks" I smiled.
"I do yeah, underneath it all she is the most amazing person that I've ever met... She said that if she does have a natural birth she wants me to be there with her" she grinned smugly at the fact that her best friend loved her back as much as she loved her.
"well that's weird... Nice but... Weird. I will drop you off at Tammi's then go to bel air... Did you want to read the comments of our internet sex scandal yet?" I joked, knowing full well she would never want to read them.
She rolled her eyes at me and then kissed my lips. "I never want to lay eyes on that tape ever again for as long as I live... Honestly Logan I think I'm your bad luck charm! Ever since we got together its been one thing after the other" she said now burying her head in my arm and stroking my chest.
I chuckled "I've always thought it was me being 'bad luck Logan' for you... Its been rough baby hasn't it" I said moving her on to the pillow next to me and moving my body down so I could look at her beautiful face.
"logues they... Them... Whoever! can throw as much bad luck as they want our way. As long as we have each other that's all that matters. I love you so much Henderson!" She smiled as she looked in to my eyes.
"I love you too... So much! I just feel like I'm waiting for the sky to fall on us all the time." I said as I ran my thumb across her lips, she kissed it as I went, making me smile.
"I'm never gonna be without you Logan... So let that sky fall!" She replied. "logues... Do you think we will get another dog one day? I know nothing will ever replace Dude but... I miss him" she said quietly.
I gave her a sympathetic smile, while my own tragic thoughts reminded me of what I saw had happened to Dude the most amazing Great Dane any one could wish for. I let out a sigh. "one day... Maybe get two dogs this time... I'm not ready yet though. I called the lady we got Dude from to tell her what happened to him, she cried... It was awful. But she said she is still gonna be breeding Danes so if we do ever feel we are ready then give her a call" I said with a sad smile.
"that was kind of her" Mackenzie said now with her eyes filling up.
"oh fuck, come here, you soppy thing before you get me going" I said now wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her in close.
"I'm sorry" she sniffed.
I swept her long hair out of the way, the smell of cherries hit me again, it was the most beautiful smell I had known. "don't be sorry kenz, he was our baby boy huh" I soothed trying to suck in my own tears.
We both showered and got dressed. Mackenzie treated me to the delights of a burnt breakfast. It amused me, I happily ate every bite though. Her cooking was terrible but I loved it, I loved everything about her.
Her cute laugh, the way the sun shone off her hair, the fact she was so delicate with her asthma. The sexy mole she had on her foot, the tattoo that ran down her spine. And the way that she loved me back. She was my everything.
My Mackenzie.
"did you want me to pick you up later?" I asked as we were driving to Tammi's house.
"erm... I'm not sure, depends on how this goes... I might go out shopping, get some naughty panties to show you tonight" she smiled with a blush.
"that sounds like an amazing idea kenz" I grinned and gave her leg a gentle stroke as I drove.
"so don't go doing your back in moving this kitchen about today... I need you in full working order now things are looking up for us" she beamed, knowing how much she was turning me on.
I pulled up just out side Tammi's house. "I think we should just go straight back home and make mad passionate love to each other all day" I said raising my eyebrow to her.
She looked at me for sometime, she was seriously thinking it over in her head. "would you prefer red or black lace panties to remove tonight?" Was her sexy reply.
I laughed, she was good at not turning me down but making the wait worthwhile as she tried help her friends. "red! Its always gonna be red Macks" I replied.
"red it is then!" She smirked. "I will get a cab home, have a fun day getting all sweaty moving stuff around" she said running her hand across my face.
"I will get all sweaty for you later Mrs Henderson" I winked.
she then kissed me, her beautiful soft lips pressing up against mine, her hand on my face as she slipped her tongue in. I could feel her heart beat as she leaned in close.
I pulled away "inhaler?" I asked knowing how she loved to leave it at home. I always worried about her.
"its here... See!" She smiled as she opened her purse up "oh shit I forgot my phone, its still in our room" she added. "ah never mind... Well I will see you later baby. Love you logie bear" she said.
I snatched one more kiss from her. "love you beautiful. Take care" I said.
She got out the car and walked up to Tammi's door, it soon opened, she hugged her friend and gave me a little wave as she went inside.
I started my engine up and made my way to bel air.
When I did arrive the kitchen was chaos, James had taken the cupboards all down.
"I thought you had work men in to do this last week?" I asked as he wiped his head, he was drenched in sweat. I think I would be needing a shower before my sexy date with kenz tonight.
"they were shit, total waste of money, Sheriden still can't get to a lot of stuff she needs." he said.
"James!offer Logan a drink first, I don't think he realised quiet how much work you had planned for him today. how are you logues?" Sheriden asked as she sat at the table, my eyes scanned the wheel chair first, it was still a shock to see, but she had a huge grin on her face.
"I'm fine, more importantly how are you princess?" I asked, she had Max sat on her lap.
"never better... Honestly!" She replied. Giving me a reassuring look.
"I'm glad" I smiled, nodding my head. I then clapped my hands together and declared it was work time.
James needed to rearrange the kitchen to make it easier for Sheriden to access the things she needed, it was easy enough done but it was thirsty work.
I think an hour must of gone by when the door bell rang. Even over the bang of James and his hammer you couldn't not hear the loud chime of the bell. James put his tools down and walked out to answer it.
After a few minutes he walked back in, Kendall and a police officer were now with him. James was crying.
"James? What's happened?" Sheriden asked.
I looked at Kendall, he just stared at me.
"is phee okay man?" I asked.
"Mr Henderson, could we talk?" The police officer asked.
as I walked out of the kitchen I saw James collapse to his knees and bury himself in to Sheriden.
I walked the cop in to a reception room and sat down, he sat down next to me and took his hat off.
"what's this all about... The court hearing?" I asked, thinking it had something to do with the paparazzi attack.
"Mr Henderson, I'm afraid I have some bad news regarding your wife." He said.
At that moment my stomach filled with bile.
My breath became staggered.
"is she... okay?" I asked... Scared to ask, not really wanting an answer at all. I tried hard to swallow down the sick that now wanted to leave my body as I waited for his reply.
"there was a gas explosion at a... " he looked at his note book. "miss Tamara Taylors property, a witness who was gardening said she saw your wife enter the property. Do you know if that's correct?" He asked.
I just nodded, hot tears now left my face.
"miss Taylor has been located in the remains of the house, she was unconscious but stable... Mr Henderson I'm very sorry but your wives body was found dead at the scene" he said.
It was then I felt my sky fall.
I searched the policemans eyes for some kind of a joke, a prank but only the seriousness of the situation shone through.
My Mackenzie was gone... Gone, just like that.
"can I see her" I asked as I sucked in tears.
"I'm afraid that wouldn't be advisable Mr Henderson, the close proximity that your wife was to the source of the blast means that a a dental identification will need to take place... I'm ever so sorry. Is there anyone I can call for you." He said.
"but... " my hands shook as I put them to my mouth to steady my voice. "but she can't be... Not my kenz... Not my beautiful Kenzie" I cried.
"I'm sorry Mr Henderson." The police officer said again. "are there any relatives that need to be notified?" He asked.
I nodded. "her mom... And her sister" I said Kendall walked in, I then completely broke down on him.
My world had ended.
