Brock was a match and the sugrey was set for tomorrow, he was flying out here tonight and we'd meet at the hospital, unfortunately Vince was making mark go back for a couple of days "This is bullshit mark, we need you here" I snapped at him pissed at the whole situation, as I was putting his laundry up, I felt him wrap his arms around my waist, I put my head against his chest "Look you got tomorrow with out me, the day after the sugrey and then ill be home for three weeks I promise, it'll be OK" he said, I sighed nodding "I still don't want you go" I mumbled making him laugh, I throw a shirt at him making him stop and give me his undertaker look.
"You wanna go?" he asked seriously, I smirked staring at him "Ah!" I yelled running into the hall away from him before he got me both of us falling to the floor, he turned me over kissing me passionately making me moan.
The next morning after a round of love making waking him up, and again in the shower and again on the bedroom floor I dropped mark off at the airport, I bent in the truck kissing Abel "Be good for mommy and grandma little man" he said making the toddler boy giggle ruffling his hair he focused on me "She will be OK I love you" he told me kissing me I moaned "I love you" I watched him walk off into the airport and sighed, I really needed him these next few days.
"K little man lets take you to grandma's so I can sit with sissy" I told him he nodded serious, he missed his sister "Sissy sick" he said sadly, I smiled "yea but mommy's friend is going to make sissy better" I told him, he just nodded, mark at first wasn't OK with Brock, now he just ignored the fact it was Brock and was OK with it. I dropped Abel off with marks mom and headed up to the hospital just as my phone ring "hello" I answered as I turned into the parking lot "Hey im here" he said, I nodded "Um I am trying to find a parking spot and ill be in the lobby OK, Brock thank you" I said again hanging up.
I actually felt nervous walking up to him in front of the hospital, he had his black track pants on with a white t-shirt, I groaned, oh what are you doing Brock I thought to myself and shook my head, no Samantha no hell no stop it! I thought to myself.
"Hey" I said softly hugging him "Hey and stop thanking me" he said I looked up at him and shook my head "wheres Rena?" I asked, he sighed "Uh my parents are going to be here in few hours, Rena didn't want to come" he said, I nodded "Oh" I said getting it as we walked in.
"Hey Sam before I do this, you don't have to introduce me as her farther but can I see her please" he asked, I nodded "Yea" I said quietly as we headed for the elevators, we stood there for moment quiet I looked over at him "your wife when your about to have invasive sugrey refused to come?" I asked him, he sighed rubbing his forehead "Dont judge her Sam" he said looking at me I shook my head "Shes not you OK, shes not all stand by your man though you don't agree with what his doing" he said, I shook my head and looked at him "Brock this isn't, this isn't buying a new car or changing a job, this is invasive sugrey to save your daughters life" I told him just as the elevator doors opened letting us know we were on abbys floor.
"Ah good morning Sam, this must be Brock, Brock thank you so much" Abbys doctor said shaking brocks hand, Brock just nodded as we walked into abbys room I smiled seeing a nurse playing with her "MAMA!" she said happily, I laughed smiling hugging her "hows my girl this morning?" I asked "Dad?" she asked , I sighed " Mr. Mcmahon needed daddies help, but Auntie steph promises he'll be back in two sleeps" I told her holding up two fingers "But mommy's here, and I wanted you to meet someone, Abigail, this is Brock Lesnar, Brock meet Abby" I said looking up, he looked pale just staring at her.
He walked over and sat across from me, I smiled holding her hand "Hi Brock, mommy says your going to help me feel better" she said smiling at him, he cleared his throat "Uh yea sweet heart I am, im sorry you been so sick" he told her, she leaned up wrapping her arms around his neck "Thank you Brock" she whispered and kissed his cheek.
"Hey sweetie I'll be right back, im going to go help Brock here check in and then we can start to get ready OK?" I asked Abby, she nodded laying back down with her stuffed Harley Davidson pig, I shook my head "Daddy snuck that in to you I see" she giggled, mark had won it last year for her at the fair and she slept with it every night, I leaned forward kissing her forehead "Sit back and rest princess I'll be right back, I love you" I told her she nodded yawning "I love you mommy" she whispered.
Brock was already in the hall when I walked out closing the door, I nodded to the nurses to let them know as I walked over to Brock, I noticed his face was red and he wiped his eyes, he pulled me to him hugging me tightly "Thank you Sam, she's so beautiful and smart, god she looks just like Mia at that age" he said all in once, I nodded pulling away "Shes a good kid, happy" I told him, he nodded "She sure loves mark" he said putting his head down I nodded "His her daddy" I told him, he shook his head "I should be her daddy Sam, I should be the one sneaking stuffed animals in for her, why did I have to fuck it up so badly with you huh?" he asked, I sighed, UN sure what to say to him.
"Brock listen your happy, and im happy, we both have spouses that we love and children that mean the world to us, and that's one thing that destroyed you and I, I was to caught up in the past, past feeling, past emotions, it worked out for me im madly in love with mark and our life together, but if you go down this road Brock it wont turn out for you, I'm in so much debt to you for this I truly am, but right now isn't the time for you to step into her life, she wont understand and she'll just be hurt" I told him, he nodded "Can I get a picture of me and her before the sugrey?" he asked, I nodded my head, I could give him that much.
We took the picture of her and Brock on his phone and then got Brock over to where he needed to be, I sat with Abby as they prepped her and she held my hand "Mommy" she said scared, I stood up running my fingers through her hair "its OK baby, you been through this once you just don't remember, I wish I could do this for but I cant" I cried, she wiped away one of my tears "I love you mommy" she said sleepy letting me know the anastics were kicking in "I love you my princess" I whispered and kept rubbing her head until her eyes fully closed, they nodded and I kissed her as they wheeled her off.
I sighed watching them wheel Brock out and wheel her in as my phone rang "Hey baby" I answered "Hey darlin did I miss her?" mark asked "you just missed her baby, she was asking for you" I told him leaning against the wall "I'll get her later on, how about you darlin how you holding up?" he asked, I bit my lip and sighed "I'm hanging in there" I told him "Hows Brock he behaving himself?" mark asked sternly I giggled "Actually yes he is, Rena didn't come with him" I told him
"Why?" he asked me just as the wheeled a sleeping Brock past me and shrugged "I don't know baby, im assuming shes not to happy about this is all I can come up with, I don't really care either" I told him
"yea well I gotta go darlin I love you" he told me, I sighed wishing he was here "Yea I love you to" I mumbled as we hung up.
I walked over to where they had Brock, about an hour later to see him, I hadn't seen his parents show up yet, I lightly tapped on his room door "Hey" his voice horse sounding, "Hi I just wanted to see if you needed anything, I hadn't seen your parents show up yet" I told him softly putting my hands in my back pockets of my shorts.
He hissed trying to sit up more "Shit, you don't have to be nervous" he said, I quickly moved my hands and shook my head, "Here let me help you" I told him walking over to him "Tell me when to stop" I told him as I pushed the button until he asked me to stop "Want a pillow behind you?" I asked, he just nodded as I leaned over him propping a pillow behind him "Thank you" he whispered.
I nodded taking his hand as I sat on the side of his bed "No Brock thank you so much, if it wasn't for you, I, I don't know" I told him looking at him, he squeezed my hand "Its the least I could do for you, after everything I did to you" he said, I started to say something but he held up his hand "no let me say this, cause I know as soon as abbys out, and my parents are here, I wont get this chance again, I am so sorry for ever hurting you, your are probably the only women I was ever madly in love with, and when you did that with mark I lost it, I was so angry over it for so long" he sighed taking a breath "Its not right, and the fact you feared me enough to feel you had to run and hide, hide our child from me, it made me realize a lot, and I just want you to know I'm so sorry, and I hope someday you'll give me a chance to be in that little girls world" he said softly his thumb rubbing up and down my hand.
I blinked back tears and cleared my throat "Thank you Brock, right now im sorry no, but maybe someday when shes old enough to understand everything with out major issues, maybe Brock, until then im sorry" I told him softly, he nodded "I know Sam, I fucked up" he said softly, I put my hand on his cheek rubbing my thumb across his cheek, he closed his eyes.
"Knock knock" I heard his mother, I felt Brock grip my hand as I went to let go and get up, "Oh I didn't realize YOU would be here" she said harshly, I looked at Brock and saw anger flick in his eyes "Mother knock it off or I'll just call Paulie to come help me out, this is the mother of my child" he snapped, she laughed "Oh yes the child she has no problem having another mine raise but when shes needs a liver your daddy" she snapped, I closed my eyes.
"And she had every right mom what I did to her" his mother shook her head "If she hadn't slept with greasy biker" she start I stood up "HEY that's my husband, and MY daughter and you can stop now, I know it took a lot for Brock to put aside his hurt and pride and do this, but he did and that's no ones business but mine and his and someday we will work this out, but you your just as much at fault for this as I am, if you hadn't ran your mouth about me that night I would've never ran that night, I started running long before I ran and your the one that gave me my first race!" I turned around to Brock "If you feeling up to it later on YOU are more then welcome to come check on her, I gotta she should be out soon, and again Brock thank you so much" I leaned forward and lightly hugged him walking out of the room, feeling relived, feeling as if I got closure to that chapter in my life, all of a sudden all my hate and fear towards Brock was gone. I sat in my daughters room waiting for them to bring her back in to me.
