Hey guys! Everyone's Favorite Danganronpa Author (at least that's what my ego is telling me to say), letting you all know I'm still alive ^^!
I know, i know, it's been awhile, and right now you're just like "Awww c'mon, I dont want this stupid update, I want another one of your sucky chapters!"...*sniff* you don't have to be so harsh on it X*... But still, I know what you're all wondering: "Where have I been, whens the next update, why haven't I posted for awhile, when's the next chapter, whats going to happen, do you have any future plans, are you gonna do something else, is this still being worked on, etc., and etc." And i assure you I have a very very good reason for my long absence...
Anyway, I'd like to report 2 possible things, one of which I promise IS going to happen: One, I've been playing V3 so far, and it's AWESOME ^^! I love the game, the characters, and everything going on through it (minus some details I will mention in a minute). It's fun, the characters are memorable (granted names are a bit hard given everyone's long freaking name), and the trials are rather inventive- the 3rd one alone had me failing at least 4 times as in game overs ^^...BECAUSE THE STUPID LOGIC WAS COMPLETE BULL-*deep breath*. One thing everyone who's played can't deny is that the hardest part about the game half the time in the trials is "knowing what the answer is", but not "knowing what exactly the game is asking for" if you know what I mean, but regardless, it's a lot of fun. I'm omw to do the 4th trial now, and looking forward to what mystery there is behind it.
With this this renowned vigor, and encouragement from my friends, I am going to see myself finishing this fanfic ^^!
*HALLELUJAH*
*HALLELUJAH!*
And now I need to discuss the second point of my report. I will warn right now- I am about to spoil the entire first chapter of the game, and anyone who's playing right now should leave immediately. Please note I am continuing the chapter and leave it off from there. For anyone else wanting to know what I'm discussing, I'm going to space out the spoiler between here down to the bottom so you don't see it by skimming it by accident or anything.
For those of you done at this point, feel free to leave and leave your thoughts and feelings. Hope you enjoy V3 just as much, and continue to like it as much as I do ^^!
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You still there? Ok, so here's the thing: WHAT THE FUCK WAS WITH THE OUTCOME OF THE FIRST TRIAL?!
I mean oh my god, I've never literally felt myself so torn apart LITERALLY from the inside of my heart from the outcome of a trial- I don't even think the 5th trial of the 2nd game tore me up this much X*(!
For those of you who know, Kaede ends up becoming the culprit and dies by the end of the first chapter- this factor alone pisses me off for too many reasons to count.
1. I was always dreading this because I heard rumors of people getting upset about this possibility from the demo or something. I never looked into it too much but some jackass posted the spoiler to my reply on a danganronpa video. It only got worse cause I started believing the rumor coming true as I noticed her and the now-main character becoming a little too "buddy-buddy"...it was like watching them go back and forth saying "I like you so much! I'm so glad nothing bad will happen to you!", so it was a bit humorous to me, till the end.
2. The change of character itself was BULLSHIT! I mean don't get me wrong- I know what the developers were thinking, and to their credit, yes, I do believe it was a great plot twist! The greatest I'd yet to see in Danganronpa, much less any visual novel game (then again considering I've only played this and phoenix wright, that's not a large margin XP). But that in itself is the problem: WHY THE FUCK COULDN'T WE HAVE HAD A FEMALE LEAD THIS TIME?! I would go on to talk about how like "we've yet to have a female lead so far in Danganronpa", but obviously despair girls disproves it, though I will comment how we've yet had a main in a danganronpa-danganronpa game, not a first person shooter.
But beyond that, she was amazing! She was sweet, she was caring, she was kind...WHY THE FUCK KILL HER OFF?! Or at least don't give us control of her perspective at first! And seriously, WHY?! I mean why not keep her, she could've developed so much character! She was optimistic and kind, she could've developed her character so much to the point with flips and flops back and forth, showing her the harshness of reality like I try to do with my fanfics-!...
...oh dear god...maybe that's why they couldn't...I took the idea of a female lead first so they couldn't do it either to avoid copyright O_o...JESUS FUCKING GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE?! I KILLED KAEDEEEEEEEEEEEEE X*!
*commits seppuku/suicide*
*sniff*...I'm serious i just literally thought that while writing this, now I'm depressed again. I finished the first chapter 3-4 days ago and it literally tore me up to nearly crying- It was nearly 2 in the morning though so i was too tired to cry despite the heart pains I only just recovered from a short few hours ago...
*sniff* I'm sorry X*...
But let's get back to the main point: IT WASN'T FUCKING NECESSARY TO KILL HER OFF! In case it wasn't obvious, this outcome SERIOUSLY PISSES THE FUCKING BULLSHIT OUTTA ME XO! And I probably wouldn't have minded so much if the main character we do end up taking control of was more interesting. I mean don't get me wrong- he's interesting in his own way and everything, but unlike the past two games, we don't get any backstory of our main character directly (at least up to the point I'm at right now), we only learn about the people around us and us as a whole up to this point. I mean I'm sure I'll hear more about him towards the end but he just doesn't interest me, at least not to the same degree as the last 2 characters.
On top of that, he's the "Ultimate Detective"...we already had Kirigiri for that so it's really unnecessary and boring. That's just practically like making a "superhero game you can be any one of as", and they just give you the strongest character off the bat. Main point: he's just not interesting, at least in comparison to Kaede.
And the other thing that ticks me off is the added rumor along with her death how the developers declared everyone who was outraged as simple pervs- while I admit my first thought was the possibilities of possible fan service we'd get from a female perspective, if the internet taught me one thing, and family guy, it's that the internet has porn. There is NO AMOUNT of fan service the game could provide that would overthrow that, so it's completely pointless saying people were just being pervs.
and FUCKING 3! Out of all of this, I maybe could've overlooked it in the end, forgotten the experience or at least put up with it like the last 3 trials, and maybe just move on with my life, but then the unthinkable happened: THEY MADE HER FUCKING DEATH THE MOST FUCKING BRUTAL OUT OF EVERY DANGANRONPA GAME I'VE PLAYED TO THIS DATE! I MEAN JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!
The game already acknowledges she wasn't evil in the slightest in this trial- she was one of the sweetest people and actually had a PERFECTLY LEGIT REASON FOR COMMITTING MURDER, and how do they show their appreciation? I CAN"T EVEN GO OFF TO DESCRIBE HOW THEY TOSSED AROUND THIS ANEMIC (oh, btw didn't feel sorry for her already? She has anemia, aka, can't survive if she loses too much blood or something like that), AND EVERY FUCKING THING THAT HAPPENED TO HER LiTERALLY MADE ME CRINGE WITH MY JAW DROP! I can't even describe how horrific it is, i'm trying to block it out (hence every time they do that stupid flash back of deaths thing, i always try to look away from Kaede's, its too painful for me X...)
In fact, to describe the pain I have, I have the following description a friend of mine decided to give me to sum up the pain perfectly (also it was a little weird they gave me it because apparently they literally ripped it out of their own rant when they could've just copied and pasted it and given it to me, but whatever XP):
This isn't ripping out your heart- this is ripping out your heart, beating it to death, cutting it into ribbons, sewing the heart back together with a rusty needle, FUCKING BEATING IT TWICE WITH A SPIKED BAT, and instead of pouring salt into the wound, THEY DUMP YOUR HEART IN A FUCKING SEA LITERALLY ALL MADE OF SALT X*(!
This is seriously the issue/pain I've felt from the game. Congratulations developers, you made me hurt so much emotionally from a video game unlike anyone before you...DAMNIT! I'm serious, the only reason I'm even forcing myself to continue after this is to kill that fucking bear, and discover a strange mystery the end of chapter one left me with, and see this whole game through...*sniff*...just like I promised Kaede X*...
Huff, so let's get onto the main point of this RAGEOUT-! *sigh* Huff, so you're probably wondering, what does this rant have to do with anything? Well, simply put, I'm going to make an Alt. Universe fic again. Unlike the current one, it will not be a genderbending universe (though I might add more or less characters depending on the mystery behind this game).
Thing is, I want you guys to decide/determine when I do this: Do you want me to do this immediately next, or after my Dgr2 fic? I should warn you, that one wouldn't come up after this: I plan on doing a despair girls fic first and then this one, and we ALL know how long this fanfic alone has taken to finish XD...sorry...
But seriously, the end of the chapter tears me up soooooooo much that i just NEED to figure out what's going on in this game. I won't be looking at your reviews or feedback till after I finish the game to avoid potential spoilers, but in the meantime I need you guys to vote: What do you want me to do, do that fanfic before the others or after cause dear god...until I either do that one or finish this game (depending on how it ends), I won't be able to sleep peacefully or write peacefully X/...
Just be aware I won't be looking at your feedback till after I finish the game, which will probably be within the next two to 3 days at this rate. The only feedback I will respond to are the messages from my fans, and only the people I know who are deep fans of this fanfic- you people know who you are so leave me your thoughts.
Thanks to those of you who followed my rant and I apologize to anyone who got spoiled here. Just know I DID warn you all this was going to be major spoilers, and even then, I don't care that much, the outcome of the first chapter just pisses me off and crushes me so much...
So once again, thank you for the reviews and feedback and for being my adoring fans up to this point.
Hope to have the next chapter up by next week ^^!
