54: Leaving her Behind
Before they knew it, Amelia was 9 months old and it was Zosia's first day back at work which meant the weekend away. They were both packing that morning.
"I'm worried about leaving her" Zosia sighed
"She will be fine my love the boys are good with her, and she knows them, shes in her home still"
"I know…everyday I've been with her…I'll have to phone home 3 times a day"
"You can don't worry…Now have you expressed some milk for the lads to use for the night feed?" Ollie asked
"Yes theres three bottles…Clearly labeled"
"Okay have you got everything?" Ollie asked
Zosia nodded "I think so"
"Good lets go do the handover" Ollie said lifting the case. Zosia lifted Amelia and went downstairs into the lounge.
"Right" Zosia said making both Arthur and Dom look up and turn the tv off. "Amelia has formula feeds, apart from the bedtime one which is in the fridge clearly labeled that needs to be warmed. Any problems you call me okay" Zosia said kissing Amelia "You be good princess"
Ollie leaned over kissing her "See you soon princess" he said kissing her too
Zosia passed her over to Dom
"Don't worry Zosh we will take good care of her" Arthur said
"Were going to start weaning her next week so no solids okay, Shes starting to explore food and is making a grab at mine and ollies plates…don't let her yet" Ollie said
"Also shes teething so be in for some crying" Zosia said
Both nodded
"Right we will see you on Sunday" Ollie said getting to leave
"Have fun!" Arthur said
"We will!" Zosia smiled walking out to the car
Both of them got in and Ollie pulled out the drive. As he did that Zosia broke down into tears.
"Babe…its alright" Ollie said moving one hand to her leg rubbing it gently
"Its fine its fine…Mom moment" she said getting a tissue wiping her eyes
Ollie smiled "I know its horrible leaving her I was like that when I had to go back to work"
Zosia sniffed "I know"
Ollie pulled into the hospital and into a space she saw the car that Jac was driving and were going to use to car share. Jac and Mo were waiting by the car already.
"You okay?" Ollie asked before they got out
Zosia took a deep breath and nodded "Yeah come on lets enjoy this weekend" she said and then got out with Ollie.
"At last" Jac said with her arms crossed "Zosia good to have you back"
Zosia just nodded getting her bag out the boot. "Should I take the crutch?" Zosia asked Ollie
"Do you need it?" Ollie asked
"Oh come on its not that difficult to get your stuff out one boot to another is it" Jac sighed
"Really?" Zosia said to her "Just shut up" and then turned back to Ollie "I'll put it on just in case I do anything"
Ollie nodded getting the case out and closing the boot locking the car.
"Do you really need the crutch?" Jac asked
"Its just in case anyone fancies throwing me down stairs" Zosia said putting it in and getting in slowly.
"Ladies!" Mo said getting into the car "If I'm going to spend a weekend with all of you the bickering stops now understand…anyone that interrupts Mo's sleep will know about it"
Mo got into the front next to Jac. Ollie and Zosia were in the back.
"Anyway what's up with Zosia?" Jac asked driving out the hospital
Zosia sighed.
"Jac ever thought that she doesn't want to talk about it, clearly if its upsetting her she doesn't want to talk about it" Mo said
Ollie kissed her cheek as he noticed tears straying he wiped them away gently. "She will be okay" He whispered and entwined his hand with hers.
"Its just hard" She whispered back
"I know but it will be alright, just get through this and then it will be over"
"Hows Amelia doing?" Mo asked
"Shes doing alright, teething and starting to discover things" Ollie said as Zosia sobbed once more.
"Is she okay?" Jac asked
"It's the first time shes left her, shes been with her everyday and now shes got to leave her for two days, its affecting her a bit"
"She'll get over it" Jac said
"hey…I remember you cried the first you left Emma" Mo butted in
Jac ignored her and continued to drive. Zosia noticed milk was coming through her top, Ollie noticed too.
"Can we stop at the next services?" Ollie asked
"I'd rather just get there valentine" Jac said
"Look okay the bitching stops here" Zosia butted in "I've got milk leaking through my top, now if you want me to make your car smell like milk then you continue but if not I suggest you pull off at the next services okay!" Zosia said leaning back
Mo looked out the window and smirked.
"Fine" Jac said pulling in at the next one and parking. "Don't be long"
"I could do with the loo so I'll come with" Mo said
Zosia nodded and left Ollie in the car.
"Valentine can I trust you to stay with the car whilst I get a drink?" Jac asked
"Of Course" He said
She also got out and followed them.
"I won't be long" Zosia said going in.
"Jac" Mo said seeing her behind them
"What Maureen?"
"I thought you two had both apologized whats with the bitchiness?"
"Need you really ask?" Jac said giving her the look
"Right so because your on your monthly everyone else has hell to pay…leave her alone shes got enough to deal with" Mo said
Jac sighed and nodded "Didn't you need the toilet Maureen?" Jac asked
"yeah…remember what I said" she said going over.
Zosia came out and over to the shop where she bought a bar of chocolate and some mints for Ollie, she went to join the queue behind Jac. They both paid for their items and left together without saying a word, they both waited for Mo.
"Everything sorted?" Jac asked
Zosia just nodded
"Do you need any help with anything?" Jac asked
"Yeah I need help with replacing my boss with a newer and understanding one, im fed up of you having ago at me…if you don't want me here I would rather be at home" Zosia said walking out and over to the car leaving Jac to wait.
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