Chapter 53
" What?" I asked confuse because to me it just sounded like Embry said that he imprinted on Justin who happens to be a guy
" I don't know" he said sounding as confused as me. There was a huge part of me that just wanted to tell Embry to go talk to Jacob or Quill who are his best friends because there was no way that I wanted to deal with this drama that I knew was about to come. On the other side Embry was the first in the pack that I really trusted and didn't see me as an angry jealous ex-girlfriend that was bitter.
" Are you sure?" I asked letting the smaller side win
" Yes, I was talking with Bella when he came up to her to congratulate her and Bella introduce us and that was it, it was weird like nothing matter but him and his happiness, then he hugged Bella after he gave her his gift and I had to control myself from not hurting Bella" he said sounding ashamed of himself
" OK, maybe you need to sleep on it and think about it more tomorrow" I said
" I cant leave him" he growled at me
" OK Cujo" I laughed at my own stupid joke, but seriously Embry growling was one of the funniest thing ever. Embry is the quietest of the pack so to see him angry and growling was funny.
" Are you fucking laughing at me" he growled again which only made me laugh even more
" No" I said trying to hold my laughter in
" Leah why the hell are you laughing?" he asked
" No reason" I said trying to control my laughter
" What do you think I should do?" he asked getting more serious
" Embry I just told you, go home and sleep on it" I said
" What if something happens to him when he is walking home alone" said Embry looking terrified of Justin being hurt
" I'll make sure that some one takes him home" I promised
" Are you sure?" asked Embry skeptical
" Yeah" I nodded my head
" OK" he said walking away reluctantly and looking back at Justin at least a dozen times before diapering into the beach
I wanted to go inside my bedroom and sleep but I had just promise Embry that I would make sure Justin went home safe so I guess I was driving him home or something. I looked down at my watch and realize it was a quarter after midnight. I guess I better go look for Justin and see if he wanted to leave.
I was walking forward not really paying attention to anything when I bumped into someone. I looked up and my eyes meet chocolate brown eyes
" Sorry" I said quietly walking away
" Leah stop" said Charlie
" What?" I asked turning to look at him, I thought he was trying to ignore me
" I..I don't know" he said looking down at the ground
" What ever" I said taking a couple of steps forward
" Your just going to walk away?" he asked sounding hurt. I shook my head
" Charlie...I don't know what you want from me ...I am tire no scratch that, I am exhausted and the last thing I want right now is to argue with you or whatever is going to happen. The only thing I want to do right now is go to bed and sleep" I said walking into the house
" Leah stop" he said graving my arm when I was halfway up the stairs. I flinched slightly, it wasn't that he was hurting me it just that he was adding pressure to the bruises Sam had left in my arms
" Are you OK?" he asked noticing me flinch
" Yeah" I laughed a little crazy and kept walking to my room
" Leah" he called my name as I walked into my room
" What Charlie?" I asked sitting in my bed
" I asked if you were OK" he said a little annoyed closing my bedroom door
" And I said I was OK" I said reaching for my shoe to take off
" Leah am being serious" he said
" What do you want from me Charlie? You asked me if I was OK and I said I was just like I did at the grocery store and the only thing am waiting for is for you to walk away like you did before" I said harshly. Charlie looked completely taken back
" Leah-"
" What charlie, did you fucking expected me to be all smiling and laughing? I asked you if something was wrong and you said that nothing was wrong and just left me there calling your name like an idiot "
" I-"
" Then I go help Bella get ready hoping to see you and that we can talk about what ever was bugging you and your there talking and laughing with your ex-wife like you two are best fucking friends" I said sounding more angry
" You were wearing your old boyfriend shirt" he accused
" And you couldn't have stayed and yelled at me or done something other than fucking shutting me out like you did and walking away?" I asked/ yelled
" What did you want me to say?" he asked " If it was just and old boyfriend it would have been OK but it was Sam's shirt, the guy that you see everyday when your patrolling with him or go have dinner at his house" he said jealous
" You -"
" You talk more about him than anyone else" he said hurt
" So what now am fucking sleeping with him?" I asked out of anger. Charlie stayed quiet." Are you kidding me! You think am sleeping with Sam? Get the hell out of my room!" I yelled at Charlie angrily
" Leah I didn't say that" he pleaded
" You didn't have to just by your silence I know that you actually believed me capable of cheating on you. Get out! " I yelled again
" I was angry and confuse that you were wearing his shirt" he said " Cant you understand that?" he asked
" I can Charlie, I can understand that what I can't understand is why you just walked away from me like that, why you didn't talk to me, asked me why I was wearing it" I said
" Why were you?" he asked, both of us calming down
" I didn't realize I was " I said shaking my head " I got out of the shower and dressed quickly and put on that shirt that I didn't even realize that the shirt use to be Sam's" I said
" I.. I didn't know that" he said
" You didn't asked" I said
" Am sorry" he apologize sitting next to me on the bed
" I thought you were ashamed that I kissed you in public and that was why you left,you can't do this you have to talk to me when something is wrong" I sad holding back the tears . He cupped my cheek softly
" Am sorry that I hurt you, I have never nor will I ever be ashamed of you kissing me" he gave me a small loving smile. I started crying
I know that I was suppose to be happy that things between Charlie and I were fine and I was but by him smiling at me like that it made me angry and sad that I let Sam kiss me earlier, it made me angry that I wasted such a long time wanting Sam to want me back and that he would hurt me like he did just a few hours ago when I knew with all my heart that Charlie would never hit me.
" Leah" Charlie whispered softly in my ear concern. I started to shake my head, trying to form word that I would be OK but I count, only more tears fell from my eyes.
I sobbed into his chest for a few minutes, Charlie rubbed my back trying to sooth me with out speaking for which I was grateful because if he asked I don't think I could lie to him
Charlie placed a small kiss on my forehead sensing that my tears were subsiding, his thumb wiping away the tears. I heard Charlie gasp
" Charlie was wrong?" I asked. Charlie pulled my face out of his chest so we were face to face. It was like he was inspecting every inch of my face and that's when I felt his thumb run lightly over the skin where Sam had slapped me.
I want to apologize because my grammar and spelling aren't very good and I don't really have time to really fix it because I work in the mornings till 5 so that's when I get ideas to write the next Chapter and when I get home I write the chapter and post it because later I have other things to do and get ready to leave home in the next few weeks when I start my freshmen year in college.And honestly English was never my best subject it was always History and Math. I know that many have suggested I should get a beta reader and I did considering it and looked for one but I really couldn't find any that I felt comfortable with doing my story because I have really come to love my story even with all the I am thinking of writing another imprint story when am finished with this one,so if any of you want to beta read it for me I would be very grateful.
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