"What is it Spence?" He asked.

"I went to see today." She said.

"Why what's wrong Spence?" He said as he her hand.

"Ever since the night you got shot I've had these problems." Spencer said.

"What kinda problems Spencer?" He said.

"I been having nightmares and feeling guilty about the whole thing." Spencer said.

"What didn't you tell me?" Toby asked.

"I didn't know how to." she said.

"I keep thinking that what happened that night was my fault." She finished.

"Why would it be your fault Spencer?" He asked.

"I just had to have Panera …" But before she could say anything else Toby cut her off.

"Spencer look at me!" Toby said.

"What happened that night was not your fault okay? Who's to say that when he came home you wouldn't have been waiting for us." He said.

"I…" Spencer started to say but she couldn't speak.

"Spence It isn't your fault nothing we could have done could stopped the actions from that night from happening so please stop blaming yourself." He said.

It went quiet for a few minutes but Toby finally broke it.

"What did say?" He asked.

"She said that I should tell you because I shouldn't keep you in the dark." She said.

"She's right Spencer the only way we are gonna get though this is together." He said.

"She also said that I may have PTSD so she wants me to come in every week." Spencer said.

"Okay did she give a certain date that she wants you come in?" He asked.

"No but I think that Friday's would be the best for me." She said.

"Why Friday's?" He asked.

"Because it's your day off and if I'm going to get through this I need you right next to me the whole time." She said.

"I don't think I will be able to get through any of this without you by my side Toby." She finished.

"I'm really glad that you told me Spence." Toby said as he brought her into a hug.

"Yea me too I'm just happy I told you before I did something stupid." Spencer said as she put her head on toby's crest.

"I love you so much and whatever you need I will be there for you Spence every step of the way." He said.

"I'm glad and I love you too." She said.

"Oh and by the way junior is hungry." Spencer said laughing.

"And what does Junior want to eat." Toby said as he put his head down to spencer's belly.

"You are such a dork." Spencer said.

"What does she/he want?" Toby said.

'Ummm….pancakes with a lot of butter and some eggs." Spencer said.

"Coming right up." He said as he got and went into the kitchen and made her food.

"Why don't you put on your favorite show and we can watch some tv and then got to bed." Toby said.

"Okay." She said.

Spencer put on her favorite show and fifteen minutes later Toby came out with food.

They ate all of their food and finished watching tv together when the show was finally over they went into the kitchen did the dishes then went to bed. Spencer was really hoping that she wouldn't have any nightmares tonight.

Authors Note: So Spencer Told Toby about her PTSD problems do you think her PSTD is gonna get better worse? find out in the next chapter!