Aizen POV

I woke up the next morning and stretched, accidentally nudging Kaori. I smiled looking at her naked body wrapped up in the sheets. Kaori finally gave herself to me last night and it was incredible. I took it slow, savoring every moment. She was scared but only for a second and then we were both in immense pleasure. I traced the bit of her tattoo that was sticking out above the covers. You were everything I wanted and more Kaori, there's no one else but you. I wanted to wake her up and see her beautiful smile but I resisted, instead wanting her to rest after a long night. But I couldn't help but give her a very gentle kiss to her forehead, soft enough that it didn't wake her. I sighed happily and got dressed, letting Kaori sleep, then went to the meeting with a giant smile plastered on my face. " Good afternoon everyone," I said from the throne. Everyone grunted in response, not noticing my over the top smile.

" Didja sleep well last night Aizen?" Gin asked knowingly.

" No I was up until very early in the morning," I said adjusting the papers. The others stopped and stared.

" Ulquiorra did Aizen have sex last night?" Grimmjow asked him.

Ulquiorra looked over at me and I just kept my smile. " Yes" he said simply and all the others turned to look at me.

" You and Kaori…" Szayel asked amused and I just sighed dreamily, making the others laugh.

" I guess my present helped ya" Gin said smiling.

" What present?" Starrk asked confused.

" Gin gave me an aphrodisiac to use on Kaori," I said glaring at him, " But I didn't use it. I would never do that to her," I said keeping the glare but Gin just chuckled.

" You were 'bout to lose it for a while there," Gin said.

" Yes I think we all know how much I have wanted Kaori. But using a drug to get to her would break her heart and it's not just Kaori's body I want but all of her. Because I... I love her," I said slightly embarrassed for saying such a thing in front of my army. The others nodded in approval, smiling and happy for us, then the meeting went on. The rest of the day went pretty normally until it was night. I hadn't seen Kaori at all today, not since this morning. I went to my room but she wasn't there. Then I went to the cafeteria, training room, and finally the bar. " Have any of you seen Kaori?" I asked stepping into the bar.

" We thought she was with you" Grimmjow said, taking a sip of his drink, " Why what's up?"

Something wasn't right. " Can you help me find her?" I asked. The others looked at each other but nodded. I ran to the video room where Gin was. " Gin look for Kaori please," I said stepping behind him.

" Okie-dokie" Gin said. The images from all of the cameras began flashing across the screen but no Kaori. " She must be in a blind spot," Gin said.

" No, she's not," I said angrily stepping out. I tried to find her spiritual pressure but I didn't sense it at all.

" Aizen she's not anywhere what the hell is going on?" Grimmjow and the others said coming back. I went back into the video room and the others followed.

" Play everything from noon starting in my room and follow her," I told Gin. She went to Szayel's lab and talked to one of his fraccion. " Stop the video. Szayel go get that-"

" Already done," Szayel said bringing in the fraccion.

" You talked to Kaori earlier today what did she say," I said sternly.

" She asked about the aphrodisiac Gin gave you. She didn't know what it was so I told her," he said simply. Oh no she didn't think…

" Play the video follow her again," I said. The video went on and Kaori went to her room. Kaori fell onto her bed and curled up in a ball of misery. She was in pain, all because of me. I should have just thrown that thing out when I had the chance. I hung my head in despair, unable to watch anymore.

" What is she doing?" I heard someone say. I looked up and she was opening a senkaimon. No she wouldn't leave, would she? But she did, not even looking back. It fell silent in the room, everyone in shock. I felt something inside me break. In a split second I had unsheathed my blade and buried it in that stupid fraccion's face.

" What the fuck Aizen?" Grimmjow shouted stepping forward. I exerted all of my spiritual pressure upon him sending him to the ground.

" Aizen it's not his fault!" Starrk shouted, showing real emotion for once.

I paused and turned. " No, it's not," I said then launched myself at Gin. "It's your fault," I shouted holding my blade at his throat.

His eyes widened, something that hardly ever happens. The others dragged me off of him. " Calm down and think logically!" Starrk said.

I started panting angrily and ran a hand through my hair. She was gone, Kaori was gone. I shouted at the sky and ran out. I sprinted to our room and yanked open the doors. Of course she wasn't there, why would she be? I stepped over to where she had been and felt the air. Kaori where are you? Where did you go?