So I know I haven't updated for awhile, but I've had a busy couple of weeks, with my niece been taken to hospital and my uncle passing away it's been rough but I'm back now! J

Lost Then Found.

10 weeks had been and gone since Dean and David had been sent away for life and Libby was finally beginning to move on with her life. They had celebrated Ronnie's 1st birthday, which they spent in the park with the guys from the squad and some friends, they enjoyed a lovely picnic and playing games and just having a good family and friends day out.

Libby's sessions with Huang had been going really well the following weeks, but for the last 3 or 4 weeks it was like she was going backwards. Now she wouldn't lie and say it was a walk in the park now because it wasn't. she still had the nightmares, the flashbacks and nights where she wouldn't sleep. she would just lay awake staring at the fan on the ceiling. Playing her fathers words over and over again in her head like some old broken record. He couldn't have been telling the truth could he? She hadn't told her parents or anyone what he had said, she just tried to forget she heard it, hoping that he was wrong…but what if he wasn't? and that's were this new fear came into play, the fear that something was wrong. That they had yet to see the eye of the storm, that the worst was still to come. She couldn't explain it, she could just feel it.

"why do you feel like its not over yet?" Huang asked watching Libby intensely as she paced the floor of his office.

"I don't know, I- I cant explain it, I can just feel it. In the pit of my stomach."

"Libby Sweetie for me to help you, you have got to tell me what your talking about." George started. " contrary to what most people believe I can not read minds." he chuckled.

" I know." she said with a shaky breath. " it's not over." she whispered.

"what's not over Libby?" George asked, the worry starting to grow inside him.

"this with my… with David. It all ended to easily. He- he told me that this wasn't over, and I think he's right." she breathed, turning to George with tears running down her face. The fear and shear panic back in her beautiful brown eyes.

He knew Libby was dealing with everything to well. She hadn't fallen like most victims do. She just seemed to… act like it never happened, block it all out. Just like he knew Olivia had. But now He couldn't help but wonder if she was finally starting to break, if her damn of emotions was about to over spill, and if it was, were they ready to handle it… was she?… he didn't know. But he knew he had to talk to Olivia and Elliot and most likely Robert, just to give them some warning.

"what did he say to you Libby?" he questioned, slowly moving to stand beside her at the window.

She just stood there watching the city move below her. Collecting her thought, putting them into order, but failing miserably.

"he…." she sighed. " never mind… it- it doesn't matter." she whispered before turning to leave.

She didn't get very father before she felt George put a gentle hang on her shoulder, stopping her in her tracks. She didn't turn to face him, but she didn't try to move either.

"it does Libby… it does matter. If you matters to you then it matters."

"NO! it doesn't." she yelled, pulling her arm free from his hold. " just let it go George." said called over her shoulder as she slammed the door shut behind her.

George stood in his office looking in shock at the stop Libby once stood. He didn't know what was playing on her mind, but he knew he had to talk to the group, he just hoped that they could help him work it out.

Libby walked down the stairs, through the squad room, out through the doors, down the corridor to the elevator and out through the main door, ignoring her families voices calling after her. She was stuck with her mind on that one convocation. Question running wild through her mind, always coming to the same conclusion. 'why cant I just let it go, move on with my life, stop letting him have the control!'

Back in the squad room Olivia was stunned to say the least, that she had just watched her daughter walk out of the building not answering her, Elliot, Don or ever Ellie's calls for her.

She slowly turned to Cragen and Elliot and the gang. She Looked at them all with confusion written all over her face before she spoke.

"what the hell was that about?"

Before anyone got to answer, her head snapped up at the sound of the office door opening and George appearing at the top of them looking rather confused himself.

Before Olivia could stop herself she yelled. " what the fuck did you say to her George!?"

"nothing." he told them making his way down the stairs, a look on his face that Olivia could only say was what he looked like when he was trying to work some big equation out.

"what do you mean nothing?" she asked just before Cragens phone could be heard from inside his office. He excused himself and walked into his office closing the door behind him. Confused Olivia turned back to George. " it was clearly something, she got out of this place awfully fast for someone who was okay."

"I know. She just said…."

"what the hell happened to Libby? She was fine before she came here!" Rob's voice growled through the room.

"look I don't know what happened okay, one minute she was okay the next thing I know she was telling me that she felt like something was brewing, that this all ended too easily,." George told them.

"and that why she left like a bat out of hell leaving her daughter here.?" Rob said as he picked up Ellie and placed her on his hip.

"no yell." she whispered burying her face into his neck.

"sorry sweetie, I… we didn't mean to scare you." Olivia said rubbing her back gently.

"no more.." she whimpered trying to get closer to Rob.

"shhh, its okay baby, no more shouting." rob soothed.

"Mama! I want Mama." she cried.

"we'll go to her soon sweet pea she just need a little space to think right now."

"she come back?"

"yeah baby, she's coming back."

"She say that last time, but she no come back." she whispered into his neck, not realising the whole group had heard her confession. Rob's head turned to Olivia, Olivia looked at him then down at Ellie who was falling asleep in the safely of Rob's embrace. Then back to Rob.

He sighed sadly and ran his hand down the little girls back before kissing her head and whispering. "come on baby lets take you home."

Just as he was about to leave Cragen came out of his office looking pale and scared.

"Cap what's wrong?" Amanda asked.

"erm… we need to find Libby and bring her back here." he told them quietly.

"why?" both Olivia and Rob said at the same time.

"because…" he looked at Rob then At Olivia. She could see the panic in his eyes.

Stepping towards him she whispered. " because what dad?…. What's going on?"

"your not gunna believe what doors have burst wide open because of Libby's case." he told her.

"what doors Don?" George asked feeling the panic begin to rise in his chest.

" Dean and David's past, how nothing ever came up on them when Dean went through the academy. Why David never let Olivia met his family."

" hold on Don what are you two getting at here?" Elliot asked getting impatient.

"their father is Tony Louis Keller, one of the F.B.I's most wanted. Along with his 3 sons, wife and 2 daughters." he told them.

Once the name fell from his lips Don saw the complete fear take over Olivia's body. Tony was someone the F.B.I had been hunting for years but never got close to him. Him and his whole family had been running rings around the police for years.

"who the hell is he? And what does he have to do with Libby?" Rob asked.

"a guard at Rikers, has been passing letters on to David without anyone knowing. He's pissed that two of his kids are locked up because of Libby."

"HEY! that's not her fault the sick bastards should never have touched her!" Rob exclaimed.

"yeah you think I don't know that?" Cragen shouted back. " look he's pissed and he's going after the reason. that's Libby. Now we have to find her and find her now. And while we're at it, Elliot, Olivia I want you to fetch the rest of the kids here and your mother. He wants her for this and he'll hurt anyone who stands in his way." he told them before continuing. "He's already on the hunt, and this time for him its not about work, for him this ones personal."

To Be Continued…

Next up we meet Tony! Just how far is he willing to take this whole revenge thing? Will he find Libby. And just why have they been on the F.B.I's most wanted? I tell you next. If you want it. So your gunna have to let me know. Peace. xox