"And what happens if I do not?", Jack asked with his typical smirk. "I'm terrible sorry, but then I'll have to push you out of your bed", I answered. "You wouldn't dare." "I think you know me good enough to know that I would." "That's no nice way to speak with a Captain." "Jack..." He was impossible. He always tried to get what he wanted and he had such a charm that it was nearly impossible to resist.
I lowered my head on his breast. Living without him had been hell. He was so familiar... And though so strange. I couldn't describe our relationship. A relationship of love and hate, it seemed as if we would know so much about the other one and then we realized that we knew almost nothing. I couldn't know what Jack really thought, what he felt. He was a pirate and probably it was sometimes really useful for him if nobody could guess what he planned. Jack and I were so equal and though so different.
Could such a relationship work? Maybe if both us us would believe in it. But he was a pirate. I was a pirate. And he was as stubborn as I was. It was the reason why we could be together. And at the same time it was the reason why we couldn't be together.
Our love was like a rope which connected us, but there was always something that teared at both ends of it, that tried to rip it. To divorce us. It was better for me to be without Jack, but it was also like hell. I felt better when I was with him although I knew exactly that it didn't work, that I would get hurt.
Jack was the only one who could give me what I needed and he was the one who could hurt me the most.
And he was the only one who could break my heart because he was the only one my heart belonged to.
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