THIS IS THE SEQUEL OF THE SMUT FILLER, EXPLAINING HOW FRITZ ACTUALLY GOT INTO THE STORY. HAVE A NICE TIME READING IT DARLINGS.

The previous distorsions of reality I've suffered made me think of each and every deed over and over again. Some thoughts made me blush, some made me laugh, and some almost stole me a tear. I was in my mid 20s, yet it felt like I was a teenager again. Brave, outrageous and wild. Wildly in love with the one who will no longer overlook my actions as if I were an innocent child. To put it in other words, I had to get up and try to blabber a sensible excuse for my lack of morality.

And so I did. It took me a while to take a shower, dress up and get to the hokage office, but it was worth the effort. My head felt like it was being smashed against a thousand walls.

As I entered the building, my breath went crazy the closer I was getting to his office. Just the thought of him looking at me after all I've been doing more than once. All I could think of was anger, loathing and disgust. The mimicry of his face when I got through the door confirmed my expectations.

"Hello, Itachi.."

Silence. He stood still, looking at me with icy eyes and absolutely no reaction or response.

"I don't know what to say, or do..how could I ? There's not much I can explain, but...just don't say anything to him, it is not his fault. It should be entirely mine."

"Leave. I've got work to do, and it doesn't really have something to do with your pu#%$. Désolé, chérie.."

"I won't leave. You can treat me as trash if you want, but at least I want to know that you've avenged yourself."

"Avenge myself ?.. What am I, the little Sasuke brat ? No, Shadyn. You've done it with the wrong man. A couple of times. But that's your problem and I am not going to do something about it, because from now on I'm better off on my own."

"W-what ? Are you implying that we should just..separate ?"

"Hokage sama, sorry to interrupt, but we need you at the Intel division immediately."

"It's okay, the lady was just leaving."


About 2 months after

What was I saying about teenage ? Oh yeah, it feels like it right now. It feels like, given the fact that my son looks my age and has taken his own grip of life right now, I am starting over again by having a neverending row with my boyfriend. Once a husband...
Walks around the waterfall never cease to ease me off. If only its water could purge me on the inside. Nevertheless, I have to pull myself together, with or without a man's love.

"Has walking on your own for a married woman got into trends again ? I must have missed the latest fashion news."

"And you happen to be..?"

"Not someone who's going to be nice to you, unlike my old friend. Oh, wait, I forgot he started to despise the way you show off your fornication. Too bad, I wouldn't have given up on you, even if I must finish you off right now.."

It wasn't seconds until he reached for me with a rain of poisonous mist that seemed pretty dangerous. I've seen jutsus like that before, and they were so many that I also knew they hid a worse attack that was about to come. But the bells have already tolled, and my body was thrown away with such a force that it almost made me pass out.

I was reckless, disappointed and heartsick. Things have faded out for me and every part of my life slowly lost its meaning. Maybe that's why I didn't really care if I even died tonight. There were no people I must have lived for to protect and support. But the reason I carried one was one - deep inside, I knew that there was a vicious circle of indisputable love that could never cease to exist, even if we all pretended it did. Yet, reality was the way it was - trying to bring me to and end, to a painful, pitiful end.

"It seems like you're a little bit down, darling. Maybe that's why you're not even able to dodge my attacks."

"Save it, will you, Fritz ?"

"Oh, well well well, the hero finally makes it to save the princess. Pretty much a clichee. Thought things weren't that great between you two right now, though."

He came here to save me...damn.

As if he read my mind, he turned to me and displayed a "hell no" look. And he really did so. By the time I regained my consciousness, everything was gone, except his look that seemed a little bit milder right now.

"What happened with..Fritz ?"

No words came out of his mouth. With a savage yet courteous approach he slammed his body to mine, enclosing it with a deep, breathless kiss.

"I was on the verge of losing you tonight. For real. And it seems like this real will never be something I'd enjoy experiencing ever again."

I left out a breath in relief and held him while we were slowly becoming one.