Warning: Character Death.

Word Count: 498

Paring: One sided RusBel.

Note: In this drabble Belarus is suffering a psychotic break, meaning she's really alone in her room till Ukraine finds her. I just didn't want to completely confuse you guys lol.

Disclaimer: Hetalia is owned by Hidekaz Himaruya.


Despair

"She's stealing your love."

"Just go away!" Belarus clenched her knees and refused to look up.

"Are you really going to stand by and watch while she steals him away?"

"He won't leave me!"

"She's not crazy like you are. Vanya will choose her for sure."

"No he won't!"

"It's the truth and you know it. You're crazy that's why vanya won't pick you."

Belarus looked up from her knees at the mirror in front of her. "I'm not crazy!"

"Vanya could never love you."

"Shut up!" Belarus screamed, slamming her hands into the mirror shattering it.

Laughter echoed throughout the blackened room as Belarus removed her bloody arms from the mirror. She stared at her bloody hands blankly.

"Crazy as they get!"

"I'm not crazy." Belarus whispered.

"If you keep this up you'll lose your light for sure."

"Vanya won't abandon me…I love him."

"She loves him too. She'll steal him."

"No. Vanya is my light I won't let anyone take him."

"Then you must get rid of her before he's gone."

"Get…rid…of her…but…"

"She doesn't care for you! She'll steal your light and leave you all alone in this darkness."

"But she's…important to him…"

"That's why you must get rid of her! Turn his attention to you alone."

Belarus continued to stare at the blood. "…Pretty…"

"Kill her!"

A gasp sounded from the far end of the room and before Belarus knew it she was pulled into someone's arms. She could feel the girl's body shaking with sobs. Why was she crying?

"Natalya, sweet Natalya I'm so sorry! I've failed as your big sister! Can you ever forgive me?" Ukraine continued to sob loudly as she held her sister tightly.

"Kill her!"

"I should have come to check on you sooner!"

"Do it!"

"Please don't hurt yourself anymore Natalya! I promise we'll get you help." Ukraine pulled away to look at Natalya's expressionless face.

"She'll lock you away! She wants vanya to herself!"

"No" Belarus mumbled quietly, her hand grabbing onto a shard of glass from the floor.

"What was that Natalya? I didn't hear you." Ukraine tilted her head slightly.

"Do it now! Kill her!"

"You can't have him!" Belarus screamed slamming the shard into her sister's chest.

"That's it make sure she can never have him."

"Sestra…why…?" Katyusha choked out.

"He's mine!" she chanted over and over as she slammed the shard repeatedly into her sister's chest.

"You'll never be able to escape this despair now."

Belarus blinked in surprise and looked around her dark room in confusion. "What was I-?" she trailed off looking down.

A screamed resounded throughout the house. Belarus scooted back as far as she could from the body. Tears slowly fell as she stared in shock, unable to believe what she was seeing.

"No…this couldn't be real…sestra is at home, she's at home."

"You killed her."

"No!"

"Yes."

"Vanya!" she sobbed.

"Go claim your prize. Take vanya's love."

"Vanya's love…I love vanya…" Her face darkened, "Vanya will be mine."