Never Forgotten Past

Last Time: Sarah and Puck went out on a date together. Puck realized the whole pregnancy thing is scaring Sarah more than she let on. The two picked up Grace and went to the pet store where Sarah found out Puck's allergic to cats. Finn and Puck talked about how neither of their girlfriends want them to leave for L.A.. Sarah woke up in the middle of the night after having a nightmare about going to her first doctor's appointment. And that's what you missed on Never Forgotten Past.

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs that I may put in here.

Hazel Eyed Monster

Grace's Point of View

I woke up with a cough and glanced around my lilac room. The windows were open and someone was moving around near my closet.

"Good morning," I greeted, yet it came out all scratchy and deep.

The person spun around, "You're awake," Ms. Carole said softly, "I was wondering when you'd be up."

"What time is it?" I sat up and coughed again.

"A little after ten. Sweetie, are you ok?" Ms. Carole came and sat on my bed.

I shook my head, "My throat hurts. And my head."

Ms. Carole put a hand on my forehead, "Oh, you're really warm. Let me go get the thermometer. I'll be right back," she stood to leave.

I coughed and leaned back against my pillows, "Where's Noah?"

Ms. Carole turned around, "He took Sarah out about ten minutes ago."

I felt tears spring to my eyes, "I want him here."

"I know, but how about I bring the phone back with me and you can call him after I take your temperature?" Ms. Carole suggested.

I nodded and pulled my blankets up to my chin. Ms. Carole came back a minute later with some orange juice, the thermometer, and the phone. After taking my temperature, 102.3, and telling me to drink the juice, Ms. Carole left to finish the laundry and I called Noah.

"Hello?" he asked when he answered the phone.

"Noah," I started before coughing again, my nose started running and my eyes watered from it.

"Gracie? What's wrong?" Noah asked. I could hear talking in the background and the sound of a tv.

"I'm sick and want you here," I cried even though it made the pain in my throat worse.

"Oh, Gracie, I wish I could be there, but I'm doing something with Sarah right now and need to be here. I'll be home in probably an hour or so," Noah said softly.

I cried harder, "Please."

"I'm so sorry, you know I'd be there if I could," Noah told me.

"Where are you?" my voice was getting really scratchy and was starting to hurt even more.

"I'm...Grace, I'll be home in an hour and I'll bring you a slurpee. Ok?"

I whimpered, "Cherry and watermelon."

Noah chuckled, "Ok, I'll be home as soon as I can."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

I sighed and settled back in my pillows, "Is Sarah with you?"

"Yup, she's right here," I heard Noah move the phone away from him, "Say hi to Grace," his voice came.

"Hi, Gracie," Sarah's voice sounded, it seemed like she was nervous or something.

"Hi, Sarah," I smiled even though she couldn't see me.

There was movement again, "Are you going to be ok?" Noah asked.

I nodded then realized he couldn't see, "Yes, especially when you get here."

"I'm going to try-" Noah stopped talking and in the background I could hear someone ask for Sarah Hudson.

"Noah?" I asked.

"Grace, I gotta go, I promise I'll be home in an hour. Bye," the call ended.

I stared at the screen before dropping the phone on my blankets. It wasn't fair. Sarah takes up all of Noah's time and the one time I really need him, she takes him away from me. I started crying again, but stopped when it started to hurt really badly.

My door slowly opened and Kurt walked through, "Hi, Gracie."

"Hi, Kurt," I croaked.

Kurt laughed and came to sit on my bed, "Carole says you're sick."

I nodded, "My throat hurts and I have a cough," as if to prove my point, I started having a coughing fit.

Kurt rubbed my back to help, "You really are sick."

"It hurts," I complained.

"I bet," Kurt nodded, "Scoot over." I did as he said and Kurt slid on top of my bed with his back against the pillows, "There we go."

I giggled and put my head on his shoulder, "Noah's not here," I stated.

"I know. Is that who you were talking to?" Kurt asked.

"Yeah," I whispered, "He's with Sarah and it's not fair."

"How come?"

"She hogs him."

Kurt laughed and gave me a one armed hug, "You are so cute."

I put my head up and looked at him, "They just went out yesterday and see each other in school all the time. They even sleep in the same bed. I need to see him too."

Kurt brushed my hair out of my face, "How about for the time being, I be your brother?"

I laughed at the thought of Kurt acting like Noah or Noah acting like Kurt, "Are you going to shave your head and call me monster?"

Kurt laughed, "No, but I can act like a brother to you."

"You already do," I told him with a smile.

Kurt smiled back, "Want to play cards or something?"

I nodded, "Go fish! I'm really good at that game."

Kurt laughed, "Then go fish it is."

The door opened again, but this time Finn walked through, "Is there a party in here that I wasn't invited to?"

"Yup!" I smiled, "We're going to play cards. Wanna play?"

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An hour and a half later, I was coughing with tears streaming down my face, but only because I was laughing so hard. Finn and Kurt were fun separately, together they were a blast. The three of us were on my bed in a circle with the cards in the center. Kurt and Finn had changed into pajamas or sweats to be more comfortable with me.

"Alright, who's ready for some Uno?" Finn asked.

I nodded and Kurt said, "Bring it!"

I laughed again and rolled on my side into Kurt's lap. He laughed and brushed my hair out of my face, "I need to put your hair in a ponytail."

I rolled my eyes and sat up, "No thanks," I coughed.

Finn started dealing the cards, "The game is Uno. You get seven cards-"

"We know how to play, Finn," I giggled.

"I was just making sure, Grace," Finn smiled.

My door flew open and Noah ran threw with a slurpee in his hand, "Grace! I am so, so sorry! It took longer than I thought then traffic was bad and it's only noon-"

"It's fine, Finn and Kurt have been keeping me company," I smiled and cut him off.

"Yup, we've been having fun," Finn told Noah.

Noah nodded slowly and sat next to me, "I got your slurpee."

"I see," I took it from him, "Thanks."

Noah put his hand on my forehead, "You feel hot, maybe you should sleep or at least calm down."

"Her temperature's actually gone down a degree since she woke up," Kurt said while looking at his cards, "She was at 101.4 when we checked about," he glanced at the clock, "45 minutes ago."

"Oh," Noah's hand fell onto my leg, "Are you feeling better?"

I shrugged, "I still have a cough-"

"Which is extremely annoying," Finn muttered.

I laughed and continued, "And my throat is still pretty sore and my head hurts a little, but I'm ok."

Noah nodded, "Alright," his voice was quiet and he looked sort of upset.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yeah," Noah gave a smile, "Just a little worried for you, that's all."

I gave him a hug, "Don't worry, Ms. Carole says I'll be better either tomorrow or the day after."

Noah chuckled, "Ok, well I'll leave you guys to your cards," he stood from the bed, "Call me if you need anything."

"Gottcha," Finn said, "Will do."

Noah rolled his eyes, "I was talking to my sister, but whatever," he left the room and shut the door after him.

"I have to go to the bathroom before we start," I said and stood from my bed, "I'll be right back."

Kurt and Finn nodded, so I left. I saw Noah go in Sarah's room and was just going to continue my way down the bathroom when I heard my name.

"How's Grace?" Sarah asked.

"Good, I feel so-" Noah shut the door and I couldn't hear the rest of the sentence.

I suddenly didn't feel like I needed to go to the bathroom anymore. I moved towards Sarah's door and stood outside of it to listen in.

"-It's like I'm some crap of a brother," I heard Noah finish.

"Grace knows you love her. She practically worships the ground you walk on," Sarah reassured.

I felt a blush rise in my face, it was true. I loved Noah more than anything, he's my hero.

Noah chuckled, "Yeah, she really does."

"Don't feel bad about not being there when she woke up. I'm sure if she knew what we were doing, she'd understand."

"I don't feel bad about not being there, I feel bad that Kurt and Finn took over my spot. I should be in there playing cards with her and patting her back when she has a coughing fit, not two people that aren't related to her."

I wanted to tell Noah that it's ok, that I still love him, that Finn and Kurt were fun, but he was the best.

"Then go in there and be with her."

"Maybe in a few minutes, right now we need to talk about everything Dr. Ashton told us."

Doctor? Why did they talk to a doctor?

"She was really nice and made everything so much easier."

"You didn't even squeeze my hand that hard."

The two of them laughed, but I didn't get it. Was Sarah sick? Did she have to get a shot?

"January 14. Wow."

"It seems so far away, but it's gonna go by fast."

What was on January 14?

"Too bad she can't tell us whether or not it's a boy or a girl yet."

"Or how many. I need to know how much money I need to make."

They know that Ms. Carole's having a girl, but only one. Did they forget that? What does January 14 mean? Ms. Carole said her baby will be here in late September.

"Puck, don't worry, we're going to be fine. The next eight months, and probably the first few of the baby's life, are going to be hard and tight with money, but Mom and Burt are going to be right there the whole time. They'll want to help and we can let them, but we'll promise to pay them back. Noah, the most important thing is that we love this baby no matter what. I realize that now after this morning. Please promise me that you can do that, love our baby no matter what."

"I promise. I also promise to love you no matter what. I'm going to be there every single day, second, diaper, doctor's appointment, whatever; I promise."

I suddenly felt like I shouldn't have heard that. I was so confused on what they were talking about, but it seemed like they were talking about having a baby. Was Sarah pregnant?

"Grace, what are you doing?" Kurt stuck his head out my door, "Come on, we're ready to start."

I slowly nodded, "Ok."

I went in my room and sat next to Kurt, but really wasn't paying attention. Sarah's going to have a baby? Noah's going to have another baby? This is crazy.

~~~~~GLEE~~~~~

"Grace, how about you go to bed and get some rest? We don't want you to be so sick you have to miss school," Ms. Carole told me.

I sat up from the couch with a groan, "Ok. Can I go say good night to Noah first?"

Ms. Carole smiled, "Of course, I'll meet you in your room in a little bit."

I nodded and left to go to the boys' room. I saw Sarah was in her's, so I hurried up the stairs to talk to Noah by himself. Noah was sitting at his desk and there was no one else in there.

"Noah?" I walked slowly in the room, suddenly nervous about what I wanted to talk to him about.

He turned around, "Hey Grace! Feeling better?"

"A little," I walked towards his bed and sat on it.

Noah came and sat next to me, "What's up?"

"You're the best brother in the world," I blurted out. The blush rose in my cheeks and I looked down at my feet.

Noah chuckled and pulled me close against him, "Thanks. You're an awesome sister."

"Where do babies come from?" I asked softly. I thought the answer was when two people really love each other one is put in the mom, but now that Sarah's pregnant and the whole Beth thing, I'm not sure anymore.

"What?" Noah choked out, "Why do you want to know that?"

I bit my lip, "Because Sarah's pregnant."

Noah stood up and started walking around the room. I could hear him breathing heavily. He kept running his hand over his face and muttering. It sounded like, "No, she doesn't know, it's just a guess, no, nope, doesn't know."

I watched him for a minute before standing up and grabbing his hand, "Noah? Are you ok?"

"Grace, I need you to talk to me. Can you do that? Can you talk to me?" Noah asked while dragging me back to his bed.

"I'm not stupid," I told him and sat down.

"I know, you're very smart, which scares me," Noah knelt down in front of me.

"Why?" I asked, "What's scary about being smart?"

"You know a lot of stuff, don't you?"

I nodded, "But I didn't guess on Sarah being pregnant. I heard you guys talking."

Noah's face paled and his head went down on my knee, "Oh my God," he whispered.

I gently put my hand on his head and down his mohawk, "Noah, you're scared."

He looked up with a small smile on his face, "See, too smart."

I smiled back, but then it faded, "Are you going to get in trouble again?"

Noah ran a hand down my hair, "You still remember that, huh?"

I nodded, "At least Mom didn't hurt you that time."

Noah chuckled, but it wasn't funny, "Yeah, at least she didn't hurt me."

"So will you?" I asked.

"I don't know," Noah said softly.

A small cry slipped from my lips and I bent down to hug Noah tightly, "I don't want to leave."

"Shh, you won't have to leave," Noah whispered in my ear. He carefully stood with me in his arms and sat on his bed, "It's alright."

I shook my head and buried my face in his neck, "What if Mr. Burt kicks you out? Then you'll have to leave and they'll hate me."

Noah started rocking me back and forth, "What happened isn't your fault, they'll still love you."

I cried harder, "I can't stay here without you."

I heard Noah sigh, "Let's just wait and see what happens, ok?"

I nodded, "Fine. But we'll always be together, right?"

"Of course," Noah whispered.

My tears started to dry against Noah's shirt, but I became really tired. I couldn't keep my eyes open and the way Noah was holding me was really comfortable.

~~~~~GLEE~~~~~

Puck's Point of View

I heard Grace's breathing slow and she started snoring softly against my shoulder. I carefully stood up to go put her in her bed. I was about to go down the stairs when Finn started coming up. I moved to the side to wait for him to pass.

"Here, I'll take her," Finn put his hands out.

I shook my head, "She's my sister, I can take care of her," I started walking past him.

"Hey, wait," Finn put his arm out and I stopped, "You're doing a good job with her. She worships you, couldn't stop talking about you at times earlier, it got a little annoying."

I smirked and readjusted Grace, "Thanks. You're not too bad with your own sister either."

"I'll, uh, let you go then, put her to bed," Finn stepped forward slightly and put a hand on Grace's back, "Night, kid."

I turned around and carefully walked down the stairs. Once in Grace's room, it was sort of hard to hold her in one arm and pull back the covers, but I was able to. I pulled the blankets over my sister's sleeping body, "Goodnight Gracie."

Grace's eyes fluttered open, "Goodnight Noah."

I chuckled, "Did I wake you up?"

Grace shook her head softly and coughed a little, "No, I just woke up."

I smiled, "Get some sleep, you don't want to miss school tomorrow, do you?"

Grace shook her head again, "No," she started coughing really hard.

I helped her sit up and patted/rubbed her back, "You ok?" I asked when she finished.

Grace nodded and laid back, "Thank you."

I put a soft kiss on her forehead, "You're welcome."

Grace closed her eyes and I heard her start snoring again within seconds. I stood and turned to leave only to see Sarah leaning against the doorway.

"I couldn't help but picture you putting our little girl, or even boy maybe, to sleep. It was really sweet," Sarah said softly with a smile.

I walked over to her and held her waist lightly, "Did you see anything you liked?"

Sarah nodded and stood on her tiptoes to put a kiss on my lips, "It made me realize that you're going to be a great dad," she whispered in my ear.

I held her close against me, "Thanks, that really means a lot Sarah."

"Anytime Noah," she muttered against my chest.

I picked her up and held her like how I was carrying Grace just minutes ago, "Want me to put you to bed, too?"

Sarah giggled, "Yes, please."

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A/N: Kinda short and not a lot of Sarah, but now Grace knows and I thought it was cute. What did you think? I'm running out of ideas! I need suggestions! Ahh! I can't believe that it's over! It feels like season three just started. I don't know if I like how they ended things, but I loved the Puck and Quinn part. Oh my gosh, my birthday is this Friday and I am so excited! Thought I'd share that. Can you believe that this is CHAPTER 50! PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions! I love them all!

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Ace5492 - Thanks for all the support!

FinchelFan728 - Thanks! I've always wanted a big brother, so I've sort of put some of what I've always wanted into them.

raem9898 - I have to admit, I hate going to doctors so some of that kinda came out while I was typing. I could see them with a dog too, but I have him just allergic to cats so they could still get one. It was pretty sad seeing Rachel leave and all the goodbye songs.

REDROBINS007 - Hi! Thank you! I know how the whole glee club's going to find out, which is sort of by surprise, but I'm not sure if that's when I want Finn to find out too or if he'll find out some time differently. I hope this is soon enough of an update!

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Sneak Peak: I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. It never really did fully sink in how alone I was going to be next year until now.

I'm sorry, but I'm sort of skipping Saturday Night Glee-ver. There really wasn't a lot that I thought I could use. It was a good episode though. So next chapter is a mix of that episode and Dance With Somebody.