***NOT SAFE FOR WORK***

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Chapter Fifty-Five


ARIZONA'S POV


I have so much to do. So much planning and making our wedding perfect. There are people I need to contact and people I need to keep away and right now…my head is super full. I know nothing will be happening just yet in terms of the wedding, but I'm a planner and I'm an organizer and yeah…that all began the moment Eliza agreed to marry me. Even if just in my mind. I mean, I'm going to assume she wants a big wedding. Who doesn't? She deserves a big wedding. She deserves all of the attention to be on her. I have enough attention in my life, and right now…that is good enough for me. I want to put out a statement, but I'm not sure how my fiancé would feel about that. I'll talk to her first. I know I have to call Teddy and tell her, and Eliza has to call Jo, but everybody else will find out via the media. I don't have time to tell those that I'm not overly close to, and I'm not sure I want to. Most people in my life are simply distant friends and colleagues. Clients, even. I don't really have anyone I need to tell myself. Eliza, though…she may have different ideas.

Slowly climbing from our bed, I grab my cell from the nightstand and hit a familiar number. I have to call Teddy. I've been desperate to call her since last night. The plan had been to take my fiancé out to dinner but she seemed a little quieter than I expected her to be, so instead, we stripped off our clothes, rented a movie, and ate our body weight in Italian food. It was perfect. I may have wanted to rip her clothes from her body the second we got back to our room, but I understood when she said she needed a little time to process everything. I haven't processed it myself yet, but I've done enough thinking over the past few weeks to know that I've made the right decision. I've done enough thinking to know that I will always want Eliza Minnick on my arm. She just…she gets me, you know? Everything I am, she gets. She knows when I need a little time to myself. She knows when I'm having a bad day. If I'm feeling stressed she is more than happy to take care of me and my mental health. She's amazing, and I know that putting that ring on her finger was the best decision I ever made.

Glancing over at my sleeping fiancé, her engagement ring shines as the early morning sun hits it and it causes my stomach to flip. Her bronzed back on show for me to see, she is flat out on her stomach with a crisp white sheet barely covering her ass. God, she is breathtaking. I don't know the last time I ever saw a woman so beautiful both inside and out. Too often I've found myself faced with a gorgeous woman…only their personality was ugly. So ugly that it seeped right through and put me off for life.

My Eliza isn't like that. She has a heart of absolute gold and her looks are irrelevant. Well, they're irrelevant when she isn't lying naked beside me. Do I struggle to keep my hands to myself? Yes. Every single day. I don't know why I find her so enticing, but I do and I wouldn't ever want her to change. Her head turned slightly on her pillow, her profile is slightly guarded by her gorgeous dark hair and it only makes her even more intriguing that I already find her. Like, if I'd just brought her back here for a night of hot sex, I'd be worried about her walking out of my life. She often has that look in her eyes. That one that you can't quite figure out but you know it's nothing to worry about. That look that could melt your heart, but turn you stone cold all at once.

I know differently, though. I know exactly who she is. I know exactly what she is about. She is about love and commitment. Trust and happiness. She would never hurt me. I know that. I know that she will always have my back, and when she needs me…she knows I'd do anything for her. She knows I'd protect her at all costs. Whatever it takes.

Watching as she stirs a little, the sheet covering her lower half slips further down and I swear all breath leaves my body. Stunning. Everything about this woman has me in a constant state of arousal, but I'm not concerned. So long as I'm the only one turning her on, and vice versa, how could I ever be concerned? How could I ever imagine the love and intimacy lessening between us? It's simply not possible.

Trying to pull myself away from my very personal and private thoughts, I hit the call button on my cell and move further into our suite. I don't want to wake my sleeping beauty just yet, but I have to speak to my best friend. I have to tell someone other than my mother that I'm going to be the happiest woman in the world. That I am the happiest woman in the world. My call connecting, Teddy groans and I can't help the smile on my face.

"Robbins, you better be calling me to bail you out of prison or I swear I'm going to hit the fucking roof."

"Um, I think I'd be the one bailing you out." I laugh. "And don't be so rude to your best friend."

"Seriously, what do you want?" She growls. "It's 3am... in case you forgot."

"Oh, shit." I laugh. "Right, time difference."

"Yeah…the small matter of time difference." she sighs. "Anyway, I'm awake so what is it?"

"I'm engaged," I reply, nonchalantly. "Figured you'd want to know…"

"Y-You're getting married?" She laughs. "You? Arizona Robbins?"

"I am." I smile to myself as I take in my very naked view of Eliza. "You could sound a little happier."

"Oh, I am." She agrees. "I'm really happy for you. Just…never pictured you doing the whole wedding thing."

"Well, picture it, Altman, because it's happening."

"Did you say yes right away or did you have to think about it for five?" She asks.

"I asked her, Teddy. I just…I had to." I sigh. "I've been thinking about it for weeks and it had to be now."

"That's awesome, Arizona. I'm really happy for you guys."

"Thanks." I breathe out. I want to ask how everything is going with Alexis, but it will only bring the mood down. I really don't need that right now so I'm saying nothing. That woman can take a hike for all I care. "I guess I'll see you when we get home."

"You will." She agrees. "Did um, did you want me to get any paperwork set up for you? You know…"

"Paperwork for what?" I furrow my brow.

"For you guys." She says, a little hesitantly. "For the wedding…"

"Okay, you've totally lost me."

"Prenup, Arizona. Do you want me to write up a freaking prenup agreement?"

"Uh, no." I laugh. "Why would I want you to do anything like that?"

"Because you have a lot of money and you are my best friend." She scoffs. "It's the right thing to do. You know, just in case…"

"Just in case what?" I spit. "Just in case my wife fucks me over and takes half of everything I have?"

"Well, yeah." She laughs. "Look, we will discuss it when you get back, okay? Just enjoy the rest of your trip. Everything is fine here."

"No, we won't discuss it when I get back." I'm a little hurt that she would think that of Eliza, but she's a lawyer and she is always in work mode so I guess I kinda understand. I'm still a little mad at her right now, though. "See you next week." Ending the call, I power my cell off and leave it on the kitchen counter. I've enjoyed blocking the world out since we arrived in London and I plan on that continuing.

Slowly creeping over to the only woman who will ever have my heart, I slip my panties from my body and lean over, placing a kiss below her ear. "Wake up, beautiful."

"Mm...don't wanna." She mumbles against her pillow.

"But I'm about to take a shower and I'd love it if you could join me." My words low, goosebumps appear on my fiancé's naked body and I smile. "Our first shower as an engaged couple could be something really special." I breathe against her ear.

A small smile creeping onto her face, she turns her head a little more and moans when she finds me standing in front of her completely naked. "Well, I uh…" Clearing her throat, her eyes ghost over my body and she bites down on her bottom lip. "...when you put it like that, I guess you could be right." Running the back of her hand up the inside of my thigh, she gauges my reaction and she knows exactly what she is doing. "You look like you're getting a little cold, too, so we should probably get to it."

Climbing from the bed, she takes my hands in her own and places soft kisses down my neck. "I wouldn't want my fiancé to ever be cold…" Taking my earlobe between her teeth, I tilt my head a little and she sucks on that sweet spot that drives me insane time and time again. "Beautiful." She smiles against my skin. One hand coming to rest against my hip, she releases my other hand and her own drops and slips between my legs. "And wet." She smiles into a kiss and sucks my bottom lip into her mouth. Her breasts pressing against my own, my body is experiencing every sensation imaginable right now. She knows exactly how to work me, and I wouldn't ever want anyone else standing in front of me. Pushing my body back a little, she doesn't take her eyes off of my own and my body connects with the bathroom door. "Get inside, Arizona…"

"I thought you'd never ask." Smirking, my hand finds the door handle and I push it open. The light illuminating the room, she turns me around and her lips instantly find the back of my neck. Her own center now pressing against my ass, my back arches and she brings her hands around to the front of my body. Pinching and tugging at my nipples, my fingers find her hair and my grip tightens a little. "Fuck…" One hand now trailing down the inside of my arm, my legs begin to weaken and I'm doing everything I can right now not to touch myself. She's creating some amazing sensations and I'm not even sure we will make it to the shower. Pushing me forward a little, she traps my body between the sink and her own, and I glance up to find her staring at me through the mirror. "You are beyond hot right now," I smirk.

Brushing my hair from the side of my neck, I watch as her tongue runs up my skin and along the shell of my ear. "Maybe the shower could wait a little while longer…" Her words barely above a whisper, fresh arousal floods between my legs and I think she may be right. If she is going to do what I think she's about to do, there is no way I'm getting in that shower. Watching her make me feel good through the mirror is turning me on like never before and honestly, I'm so ready for her. "Spread them, and bend over." Inching my legs apart, she pushes herself against me and the cold porcelain presses against my stomach causing my breath to catch in my throat. Her hand coming to rest between my shoulder blades, she pushes my body forward and I bend at the hip. "Perfect." She whispers as she places light kisses down my spine. "So fucking perfect."

"Take me, Eliza." My eyes never leaving her own via our reflections, she bites down on her bottom lip and her right hand disappears between our bodies. "Take me like you need me."

"I'll always need you…" Her words swirling around the space we are sharing, I release a moan when her fingers connect with my clit from behind. "And your body will always need me." Her hand fisting in my hair, she pulls my head back a little and gives me a smile. "Watch." Okay this is way more than hot right now. Running her fingers through my folds, I watch myself in the mirror as my own eyes darken and my facial features change. I can't say I've ever watched myself come, but it's going to be an experience, that's for sure. Her grip in my hair tightening, she slips two fingers deep inside of me and my mouth falls open. Bracing myself on my forearms, a slight smirk forms on my face when she raises her eyebrow. "You will watch me fuck you, Arizona…don't even think about closing those beautiful blue eyes."

"Mm…" I give her a slight nod and my eyes close momentarily as she hits deeper with every thrust. "So good…" I breathe out. My head dropping on my shoulders a little, she tugs at my hair and I glance up at her.

"I said watch."

"Fuck." My eyes rolling, it takes everything within me to not allow my orgasm to take over me right now. I love when she controls me. I love when she takes me and her sole focus is on me. It's hot and something I don't think I could ever live without. "H-Harder." I pant as she slams home repeatedly. I know she loves it when I demand more, and right now I can see that she is struggling to keep this game up. She wants me to fuck her just as good, but when Eliza sets her mind to it… She will finish it. Another thing I love about her. Slipping a third finger deep inside of me, I bend a little more but my eyes are focused on the woman behind me. My mind is focused on everything she is doing to me. "Y-Yes…" I hiss as she curls her fingers. "Oh God." My stomach tightening, she releases her grip on my hair and dips her hand around to the front of my thighs. Her fingertips reaching my throbbing clit, she smiles as my legs shake a little.

"Shit…" Her breath catching in her throat as my body sucks her fingers deeper, it's becoming harder to move inside of me. "So tight." She groans as she steps to the side of me and concentrates on my impending orgasm. Watching as she slips in and out of me, she bites down so hard on her lip that I think she may have just drawn blood. "Fuck, Arizona." She moans as her fingers push inside of me. Her hand disappearing from my clit, she sinks her nails in my ass and it only opens me up to her even more. "Touch yourself." She demands.

This is hot. So hot. Watching myself being pounded against the bathroom sink, my fingertips connect with my clit and I know I'm going to come harder than I have in my entire life. "Yes…" I throw my head back on my shoulders and my knees begin to shake. "Fuck me good, Eliza." Her arm picking up speed, my own hand works its magic between my legs and my chest heaves as my body desperately begs for release. "I need you." I moan as that burning increases in the pit of my stomach. Her teeth sinking into my shoulder, that's me done. Finished. I cannot hold on any longer.

A scream ripping from my throat, she doesn't let up and I ride out my orgasm like never before. "Oh god." I whimper. "Fuck." My hand gripping her wrist from behind as her fingers are still buried deep inside of me, I still her movements but she continues to slowly massage my walls. Pulling my body up and against her own, I don't want to, but I can't help but grind down against her fingers that are hitting deeper than ever before. "God, I love you." I moan as her lips attach to my neck. "So fucking much." Slowly grinding down, my left arm wraps around her neck from behind and she rests her head in the crook of my neck. My eyes opening, I find her staring back at me through the mirror and she has the most amazing smile on her face…as do I.

"You've no idea how beautiful you are when I'm fucking you like that." Her words low, she showers my neck with soft kisses and I can't believe this woman is in my life. I can't believe I'm the one who got her and gets to keep her. To know that she will one day become my wife makes me want her to take me all over again but right now this is perfect. How we are is perfect. "I love you." She smiles as she slowly slips out of me. Whimpering at the loss of contact I'm feeling, she runs her fingertips up my stomach before taking them between her lips. "Mm…" She moans. "My fiancé tastes amazing this morning."

"Wow…" I breathe out as I watch her hand come to rest against my hip. "You know…we look pretty fucking hot together." Watching each other's reflections, she gives me a nod and smiles.

"I know." She places a kiss below my ear. "And for the record…I will always fuck you like the world is about to end…" Sighing, she tightens her grip on my waist. "But I will never fuck you over. Not now…and not as your wife."

Fuck. She heard what I said to Teddy…


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