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Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.

-mother Teresa

Please leave, I don't want you here.

A couple hours later—after Damon tells me more about his type of vampire, how they die, how they have to be invited in—Damon leaves. But not before promising that he'll be back in time to be in my bed.

"I think I'm getting too used to waking up with you." He had mumbled into my hair, "I don't want to sleep by myself anymore." I had laughed, eagerly shook my head in agreement, and he had kissed me softly on the cheek. He'd been doing that a lot lately. Soft kisses anywhere his mouth could reach. My shoulder. My neck. My Forehead. Never on the lips though. Never.

Then with a roguish smile and a wink, Damon was off to a council meeting he promised to tell me all about. I highly expected he was lying.

That left me by myself, reading a new book on the couch, drinking tea, and thoroughly enjoying myself.

Why? Because it was normal. Something that I haven't experienced since I moved to the rainy town of Forks.

And I was begging to love normal.

Of course, because my life never works out the way I want it, I had only got to read for about an hour before the doorbell rings.

"Coming." I call in a cheery voice. I'm not cheery at all.

Still, I drag myself off my lazy ass and all the way to the front door. Still cautious of a random vampire attack, and remembering Damon's words, I open the door slowly. And there, with a smile so big it could light a house for a year, was Elena Gilbert.

"Oh," I'm shocked. Really shocked. Why would Elena be here? Have I not made it clear that I don't want to be anywhere near her, "Elena?"

"Hi Bella," She's so happy. How can she be happy? "Can I come in?"

No Elena you can't.

But I don't say that. Instead I give her smile, grab the coat hanging by the door, and walk outside to join her.

"I'm not a vampire you know," Elena says softly.

"I know," I say with a smile, "Why don't we sit on the porch swing."
So we do—and it's awkward as hell.

"So why are you here?" I ask her.

"I'm here to talk about Damon." She says in a serious tone. I stiffen. I visibly stiffen.

"What about him?" My voice is a warning she doesn't heed it.

"I don't think you should be hanging around him Bella," Elena starts. "I get it. I do. He's handsome, and sometimes he's charming, but you haven't been here as long as I have and you don't know all that he's done. What he can do."

"What has he done that is so horrible Elena?!" My voice is a snarl. She flinches. "What?!"

"Did you know he drinks human blood and he…"

"He's a vampire Elena," I don't let her finish. I won't. "He's not a fucking bunny rabbit."

She ignores me and keeps talking.

"He killed my birthmother. He killed my uncle right in front of you. He's killed hundreds of people and you don't seem to care!" Now her voice is rising too. "He manipulates people, sleeps with anything on two legs…Bella he's a monster!"
"He's Broken!" I yell. Loudly, so very loud. Loud enough to shut Elena up instantly. "Do you think we should condemn someone because of their past. Have you ever thought of Stefan's past Elena, because I'm sure that it's not rainbows and butterflies either. I know Damon has his faults, I know that…but I'm going to look pass them like you look pass Stefan's. I, out of everyone in this fucked up town, know what it's like to be the black sheep. I know what it's like to be broken mess…a zombie. So I'm not going to abandon him Elena. And no matter what you say, or what you do, nothing, nothing is going to change my mind."

Elena's star stuck quiet.

Mouth gaping like a fish in shock.

"So you can leave," I start again, "You can get off my porch, my property, and you tell Stefan exactly I told you. I'm not going to abandon Damon, and I'm not going to forget him either."

There's a long pause. Elena doesn't move.

"You care for him." She finally whispers.

"Yes I do." Then I walk inside my house with the slamming of my door, and leave Elena outside to think.


So it's not smut, but I t was a little fight going on here. Honestly I think that Elena deserved it. Bitch needs to shut it about Damon.

Note: Next Chapters completely Damon's POV, just to let you know. And yes, Miss. Mystic Falls is coming, and No Bella won't be competing. And yes, Bonnie is coming back, and No I won't tell you what Bella and Bonnie's relationship will be.

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