Chapter 51: looking death in the eyes
"Can she hear us?" dad asked.
"Dad…don't let mom…I can" I said then using all the power I could I opened my eyes just enough to see them standing over me.
"Oh my god Prue" mom said hugging me.
"I can't stay long…don't do anything…mom I can do it…when I get back" I choked out.
"What do you mean…your back now" dad said hoping I wasn't going back.
But I felt the pull of the other reality coming back to me I was using so much energy just to keep my eyes open talking was much harder.
"No…you have to kill the thing that put me in here…I'll be fine…Kenny's with me" I said cringing at how much it hurt to talk.
I didn't understand why it did…maybe because my mind wasn't in this reality? I don't know.
"Kenny…Kenny Lacos?" mom asked.
"Yeah…got sent…no magic…only 16"
"Wait…if there's no magic, your 16…then who saved you from David?" dad asked.
"No one.... passed out now…just met Kenny…he's trying… waking me up…I got out… David's myself…never told anyone…didn't realize this… 'Til I hit the ground…in the park… where I met Ken…" I said tears now flowing down my face at the pain.
"Prue…we don't know…we can't let you go back there" dad said his eyes filled with worry.
"…you…have…to…just…kill…demon" I said taking deep breaths in between each word.
"That's not it baby we can't find him. He disappeared after what he did to you" mom said.
"You'll…find…him" I gasped.
"What if we don't" dad asked.
"then…I'll be stuck…you…look after my babies…please…make sure…they…know…I love them…tell Cassidy…its okay…to cry"
"No…we will get you back don't talk like that baby" mom said wiping the tears off my face.
"If I get back…I am going to…get rid…of every…evil son of a…bitch…I can" I said my voice cracking.
"Shh baby its okay we're going to get you back…then we'll talk about this thing again" mom said.
"No…I'm doing it mom…not you…not dad…ME" I yelled.
Bad idea I was now gasping for breath I could hear mom and dad's voices getting farther and farther away
"I…love you" I gasped out.
That was the last thing I wanted to say to my family and not knowing if this was it or not I said it.
I have given lots of thought to how I want to die. Heck I've seen many ways to my end already, but the only logical way I could think of was dying in the place of the ones I love, and dying to make the world a better place for my children and the future seemed to be a pretty good one too.
One thing I regret now is that I didn't get to hug my Cassidy, my babies, Chris or Dean Goodbye. They won't be in the reality I wake up too.
I will pretty much be dead to the world again.
The only time I thought about death was when I felt like it was close and this time…it felt like I was looking it right in the eye.
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