I think that Su is a lot smarter than she let's on. I've had a lot of time to think it over and I noticed that it was shortly after I told Su what I had found out about Keitaro that things started going missing. In fact it was only later that afternoon. After that point she started protecting Keitaro. I don't know why I didn't see it before. Maybe she did read my diary. She might have checked every bodies to see who would be most effective at cheering Keitaro up. No… That can't be it. I've been down here too long. I've started to imagine things. Still, I'm sure that she has a lot more common sense then she let's on. I've found that even though she made everything taste like banana she also made it so that there were many different ways to prepare it. I still am looking foreword to real food when I get out of here in… In three years and eleven months? I can't do this. I just can't last that long. If it was only a year Keitaro I might have been able to… No. I will not fail. Keitaro needs me, and If what I have guessed about Su is right she is counting on me too. Four years of solitude so that the man I love may live. That's not a bad trade is it? Then why do I feel so bad? I need your help Keitaro. I am having too much trouble with my work. I am just barely able to keep up, even though I work through the weekends. Oh Keitaro…
I now spend fifteen minutes running on the spot and complete 15 of each of the workouts both in the mourning and in the evening. I can feel that I am getting in better shape. Strange to think that I will be in better shape when I come out of here than I was when I went in. I didn't think that I would ever be this fit. It is really becoming a problem. It is taking longer and longer to tire myself out each night. I am having less and less time to read. I only read half of a story now. The rest of the time I put to school and working out. I hope that you aren't upset when you see how unfeminine I look Keitaro. I have to give myself sponge bathes because I don't have a shower. My hair is all messed up from the haircut I tried to give myself. Oh Keitaro… What would you think if you saw me like this? What am I thinking? You'd care for us no matter how we looked.
Good night Keitaro. I will save you
