They Never Knew

Chapter 50

Not Everyone Can See Pain

Authors note: I big big thank you for all new followers and any reviews that have been received. I've gotten mostly support on this story and I'm super grateful. I was kind of weary of this chapter at this moment since I'm just now starting it, but hopefully this will be good enough. Have a great night and hopefully enjoy this! It is what you requested after all…(cough cough) so it's your fault if it sucks.

Here ya go!

David

As I sat there watching Amy-my daughter- stared aimlessly at the floor. Her shoulders felt so frail as her breathing was shallow. It was almost as though Amy's health had deteriorated with Emma's. The longer I sit here listening to her story the more I can't help but feel guilt and sadness. This overwhelming sadness that I can't help but understand why they've done what they have. And it probably doesn't even compare to the sadness they have felt! I honestly don't understand how they've made it this far. Of course this thought only brings more fear, if Emma's decided it's too much why hasn't Amy?

Killian

Going on the mupltiple times I've felt useless tonight this only adds to it. I'm sitting here staring at my hand on Amy's leg and it's all I can do! Not to mention trying to ignore the massive disappoint I'm feeling knowing that Emma is indeed wanting to end her life. I can feel myself becoming panicky and angry thinking about how the will to live plays into a persons life and if Emma's in a critical stage her will to live will have a lot to do with her making it through this. As I sit here watching Amy struggle to keep herself together my sympathy only grows for the two girls I have come to love so dearly.

Snow

I wanted to move so badly. To help my daughter, but not only was I not fast enough…I couldn't move. Sitting there watching Amy fighting to stay upright, I felt my heart stop. As though I was going to lose both of my daughters at the same time, right in front of me. I don't think I've ever been more thankful in my life for Killians support. I may not always like him, but I can't deny his care and love for my daughters. The closer I look at Amy the more my fear rises, she's tracing the scars along her arms where she had already tried this before and the look of fear, sadness, and…utter death. It's enough to scare anyone who has someone they care about. Not to mention a mother.

Regina

I don't really know what came over me, it was as though the mother in me was screaming to help an acquaintance, a friend? I might not really know how I feel about the Swan's but what I do know is I don't want them to die. My anger that had been rising against Emma was squashed as soon as I heard about her friend. It broke my heart even further to watch my son try to help. He just cared so much, just as we all do. I can only hope it's enough to help both of the sisters stay with us.

Robin

To be honest I don't even feel right being here right now. I don't really know either of the Swan's well and to be here for such a sad moment hearing their entire history. It just doesn't feel right, but I know Amy's slowly becoming my friend and if she didn't want me here she would have asked me to leave. This much I do know about the girl sitting on the floor.

Henry

My stomach hurt when I saw Amy hurting

When I saw her get to the floor.

To be honest

I didn't go to her just for her

I went for me too

She was family

And the closest thing I had to a mom at the moment

She smelled as close to my mom as anyone here

I love her

I don't want her ot be in pain

It scares me

I don't want my mom to be in pain either

But I don't think she can be okay just yet

As much as it breaks me to think about it

Hearing Amy say she didn't know if mom would be okay was even worse

One of the worse pains I've ever felt

Everything hurts

The only thing that makes me feel better is hugging Amy

So that's what I do

I sit there hugging her while we split our granola bar.

I don't know what she's thinking about

But I'm pretty sure it's mom

I know that because that's what I'm thinking about too.