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The rain poured outside, hammering against the window panes of my small house as Rachel lay in front of me, painting my toe nails a dark red colour and topping it up with a pretty glitter on top. She had done my finger nails already, a grey with glitter over the top and I had to say it looked damned good. We were bored, it was 3pm and no one had been to the house or called us except for dad, and even then he only called to tell us to get the washing in off the line. It came to something when you're like 40 year old dad had a better social life than you. Although my lack of company was due to the guys still being out on official pack business, I had rung Jason but he was out with his mom and he had asked me to come too but his mom was psycho and drove me insane with her bitching and high pitched squeaky voice so I turned him down. Instead Rachel and I underwent our own pamper day. So far we did each other's nails; experimented different hair styles on one another, soaked our feet in hot bubbly water, then did each other's eyebrows and next on our list were the face mask.

We had music playing in the background and packets of half eaten cookies spread around from where we had decided to eat our own weight in the things, Rachel managed more than me. There was also the wine that Rachel cracked open at 1 minute past 12 because it was technically the afternoon and was now classed as respectable to drink. She started off being responsible and wouldn't let me have any but as she got onto her third glass she gave up and cracked open a new bottle while handing me a glass. I didn't really like it though so I was still on my first while she was gulping down on her fifth like a trooper. She didn't even seem that drunk, she just had a happy buzz.

"Done" Rachel yelled out and I peered over the magazine I was reading and wriggled my toes around, for someone who had guzzled one and a half bottles of wine she had done a neat job at my nails. "Now onto the face masks, come little grasshopper" She sung out as she sprung to her feet and ran like a child to the kitchen where the bluey green paste waited in a bowl.

I stood up and followed her to the counter where she proceeded to push me onto a kitchen stool and began applying the goo onto my face, it smelt kind of funny but it was organic so I guess that meant it was good? Maybe...hopefully. She finished my face and handed the bowl to me to start pasting her face and so I did, making sure it was extra thick just to make sure she looked as stupid as I could possibly make her. I had to have some fun in my life, especially since Embry wasn't here I needed something to keep me occupied.

"You need to finish your drinkie poos Jade" Rachel sang at me again as she thrusted my half full glass of wine at me, I really was not a wine girl but she pushed it at me again as she down the rest of the contents in hers and poured herself another. Jesus this girl could drink. She seemed to go a little crazy if Paul wasn't around, I mean she was practically forcing alcohol down her little sister's throat. If dad saw he would literally kill her.

I pushed the glass away from me and hopped off the stool to make my way to the sink to get some water, and for a second she stayed where she was but she soon began following me like she was a little puppy.

"OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SONG" Her sudden yell made me jump as I reached into the cupboard for a glass and as soon as I regained myself and placed the glass safely on the side her hands were gripping at my waist and tugging me to turn around. The music got louder, so loud it was almost unbearable and I groaned as Jason Derulo's Talk Dirty blared out in the small kitchen, Rachel was drunk, I was wrong, she must be drunk.

She started jumping around and shaking her ass like she was trying to copy a sort of ass shake that your saw on all the music videos. What the hell was she doing? She looked like a shit smurf hopping around the kitchen; she had a blue face from the mask and was in an oversized blue top. I couldn't help but laugh as she backed herself up to me shaking her ass and I pushed her off as she fell into me, honestly this girl was off her rocker. "Don't be such a prune dance with me" She whined and I laughed at the word prune, what sort of insult was that?

She turned now and grabbed at my hands pulling me into a dance move and by this point I was in hysterics at her. She started tugging me back toward the living room and as we rounded the corner the glass of wine in her hand slipped and the contents went spilling onto the tiled kitchen floor and before I could grab anything I was on my ass on top of the spilled wine, she let me go. I should be annoyed but I just laughed as the liquid soaked into my leggings, Rachel seemed to not notice and started shaking her ass around and around in my face as tears streamed down my face from my laughter.

"I'm terking" She exclaimed and it took me a second to realise what she meant but the ass shaking she was doing gave it away, she meant twerking. Oh god, she was just too funny when she was like this. "Go Rachel go Rachel" She started chanting now and I let up a whole new fit of laughter. "But your booty don't need explaining, all I really need to understand is when you"

"Talk dirty to me" I added in as she span around in front of me, I guessed I might as well join in. The song was catchy. I did a little jig from my place on the floor.

"Talk dirty to me" We both shouted but as we did the music shut off and so it was just us shouting against a silent kitchen. Well shit. I glanced around the still dancing Rachel to see Jacob, Paul and Embry stood in the doorway staring at us like we were crazy, we were crazy, well Rachel was.

"Talk what to you?" Jacob asked, raising his eyebrows at me in amusement and I blushed at my brother who was obviously set on embarrassing me but thankfully my face mask hid it. Well this was awkward.

Rachel was still dancing around like a lunatic. "Oi Miley Cyrus the music stopped" I offered her as she swung past me and she started laughing about the fact I called her Miley Cyrus, as she fell onto the sofa she was giggling and mumbling about twerking and Miley, something about a slut and how she misses Hannah Montana, the girl had issues.

"Why does my girlfriend look like a smurf?" Paul asked warily as he stepped into the kitchen and he was craning to watching Rachel as she giggled on the sofa; see she did look like a smurf.

"It's a face mask, we had a pamper day because you guys left us and we were bored" I groaned as the throbbing in my butt started and Embry was at my side in a second offering me his hand so I could get up.

"So is it normal to go through two bottles of wine on a pamper day?" Jacob piped up and he held up the empty bottles and eyed but the two glasses on the counter then shot me a disapproving look.

"Hey I had like a sip; she on the other hand had both bottles. Your girls crazy" I added in to Paul and he nodded proudly before running to Rachel and lifting her into his arms where she proceeded to lean in and suck his neck. Well, that was just not something I wanted to see.

No one said anything as they walked down the hallway, I just stood between Embry and Jake and listened to the over excited giggles from Rachel.

"That was...strange" Jacob offered as the door slammed to her bedroom and the house fell silent again. I just nodded with him and Embry lifted a hand to my cheek and scooped a finger through the face mask before sniffing it.

"Don't eat it" I snapped suddenly afraid he would put it in his mouth, then I laughed as I realised I sounded like a over worried mom telling her infant not to do something. But to be fair, it was Embry and he most likely would have stuck it in his mouth.

"I uhh wasn't going to" He replied to quickly and wiped the blue stuff onto his old shorts before glancing around the room guiltily. He was so going to eat it. Jacob chuckled and punched Embry in the arm before hopping around us and down the hallway toward his room. Embry just glanced down at me with a confused frown before walking over to the sofa where he proceeded to stare at me like I was an alien.

"What?" I asked finally after he spent 5 minutes staring at me whilst I cleaned Rachel's spilled drink up.

"Can you take that off your face? You look funny" He mumbled at me and I realised he was staring at the face mask, I suppose he had a point, it was the stupidest beauty product ever, it made you look like an ass when you wore it. I nodded and leant over the kitchen sink, scrubbing at it with fresh water, my face felt a little stiff and dry, the opposite to what the shitty thing was supposed to do. That is the last time I let Rachel use something on me that she got from the god damned La Push grocery store.

"There, that better?" I asked as I walked into the living room to the sofa beside him and he grinned widely and nodded like an excited child before reaching for me and pulling me into his lap.

"What else did your pamper day include apart from the obvious intoxication of your sister?"

I glanced up at him as I made myself comfy on his lap and giggled lightly before holding up my hands and kicking my legs up so he could see my feet. He ran his fingers over my finger nails and then my toes, nodding in approval before resting his hand on the back of my leg. His warm touch sent shockwaves through me and I snuggled further into him praying that none of the guys popped up and ruined our moment. We rarely got to do this, I mean we hadn't been together long enough to attempt it much, but whenever we did get 5 minutes alone a wolf popped up and took him away.

"And my hair, see she put it in a fishtail plait" I turned showing him the messy braid it was in.

"Mmm looks good" He smiled and kissed my temple like the cutie he was. He tightened his hold on my leg with one hand while the other looped under my arms and he heaved us both up so he was cradling me against him and I couldn't help but squeal at the sudden movement. "Come on, let's go out" He sighed and made his way toward the kitchen and outside, the door opened again behind us and I saw Jacob coming out with a new rucksack that seemed to be overflowing with clothes. Was he leaving again?

"I'm going back to Forks, tell Sam if you see him and tell him I'm going to take Seth with me so he can have Leah tonight if he needs any extra patrols done here" Jacob called out and Embry grunted in acknowledgement. "Bye Jade" He called out again and I waved as Embry loaded me into his truck. Why would he be going back to Forks? Had he not just spent like days there? I get Renesmee was his imprint but seriously he was like stalking her family.

Embry climbed into the driver's seat and without saying another word he pulled out and onto the road. He was clutching the wheel a little tighter than usual and his jaw was slightly clenched as he kept his eyes firmly on the road, he hadn't been this weird in the house, had Jacob pissed him off? But he couldn't have he hadn't said anything really.

We drove in silence for around ten minutes before Embry pulled into a little parting in the trees and his car bumped around over the uneven ground as he made his way through further trees. I don't think I had ever been here, not that I knew where here was, it just looked like another part of the La Push woods. But I soon realised I was wrong as he drove the car on through the last row of greenery and onto what seemed to be a cliff. He drove to the middle of the green opening and I sat forward looking out over the ocean below. This was crazy. He had taken me to one of the cliffs before but this one was different, it was isolated and I couldn't see either of the beaches from here and the other cliffs couldn't fit cars on.

"It's raining so I figured this cliff would be better" He spoke quietly and I nodded, but even in the hammering rain it was beautiful up here, the sky was getting darker and the dull greyness looked amazing mixed with rain clouds and the sound of rain against the car was actually fairly soothing.

I shuffled closer to him so that I was squeezed against his side and he wrapped an arm around me while the other reached for something from the back. He pulled out a can of Coke and a bar of chocolate; I had to frown at him for this, who kept this in their car?

"What? I keep snacks in here in case I get hungry" He squeaked in defence and I giggled at the idea, I was fairly surprised it lasted I was sure one of the others would have sniffed it out. But I took the chocolate and broke it into pieces; handing him some while I nibbled on the other bits.

We went back to being silent and I could tell something was wrong with him but I didn't know what so I just lay my head on his shoulder and ate the chocolate, occasionally feeding him a piece from the pile in his lap that he wasn't touching. I let it be silent until I could no longer stand it, there was only so much I could take and so I flicked the radio on, grinning as the soft music filled the car and I recognised the song instantly. Beneath your beautiful by Emilie Sande and Labrinth. It was just starting, it was such a soft song it was beautiful.

"You've carried on so long, you couldn't stop if you tried it, you've built your walls so high, that no one could climb it, but I'm gonna try" Embry soft started singing and I turned my head to look at him as he slipped the words out. His voice had a husky tone to it and shivers went shooting down my spine sending me on edge as his breath tickled my forehead. "Would you let me see beneath your beautiful?" This wasn't sung, he just whispered it and new chills ran over my skin and it took everything in me not to turn and crash my lips onto his, he was so cute even when he was hardly trying.

"I like this song" I told him and he nodded and lifted his hand to my hair to smooth his fingers down over my braid.

"It's very fitting" I could hear the smirk in his voice and I had to agree, it was fitting with us. I rolled over so I was sitting across his lap and although my body was squished against the steering wheel I didn't care as long as I was close to him. I placed my head in the crook of his neck and he placed his lips against my forehead, keeping them there softly as the song lulled on around us. I don't think I did anything wrong, I think he was being weird because of something else and that feeling twinged in my gut that something was wrong again, the pack must have gotten into trouble again.

I moved my head so I was looking up at Embry and he looked back down at me, letting our eyes lock on each other and the usual sensation washed over me, no matter how used to being around him I got I could never get over the moving feeling looking into his eyes gave me, he still made me feel like I was the only person around and everything around him still shattered to pieces as I focused on him. I lifted my hand so my fingers were gently grazing his lips and he nipped his teeth out to hit the pad of my thumb and my stomach flipped at the feeling.

"What happened Embryo?" I whispered against his neck and he shivered against me, a good shiver, and the type I got when he was this close to me.

"Well J-dog, a lot happened" He smirked as he used the crappy nickname and I had to giggle back, I said Embryo without meaning to, the name just kind of stuck in my mind. His smiled faded as did my giggle and he let out a long sigh as if he held the weight of the world on his shoulders. I hated seeing him like this, it wasn't like he was angry or even upset, and he just seemed a little stressed out.

"It's the Cullens" He said simply and my heart sunk to my stomach, typical that another problem revolving them involved the pack. They seemed to constantly bring drama; no matter how much I liked them it was annoying that there was always a problem.

I didn't reply, I could tell he was going to carry on in his own time and so I waited as patiently as I could. The music soothed on in the background and as it ended Embry reached to his stereo and flicked it back to the beginning, I hadn't realised it was his CD I thought it was radio. I guess he liked this song.

"Alice had a vision that the Volturi" He stopped and looked down at me and I couldn't help the confusion that spread across my face, who the hell were the Volturi? "Umm I guess they are like the royal family of vampires, not sure how to explain it, they basically make the vampire laws and kill who they want when they want. Right bastards according to Carlisle, they hold some nasty powers too and don't give two shits about who they hurt with them" He growled slightly and I could sense something bad was coming; he wouldn't get worked up over nothing.

"Alice had a vision that they found out about Renesmee, they think she's an immortal child, basically a vampire child who can't be controlled, they think she's dangerous. And so they are coming to take her, kill her I suppose and along with it they'll kill the Cullens for making her. And she's Jacob's imprint so if she gets hurt" He stopped and shut his eyes like he had said the wrong thing and my stomach dropped as I realised what he meant.

"If they kill her then Jacob will die too won't he?" I whispered and Embry nodded slowly, it sounded bad enough just at the thought of an army of vampires coming to attack the Cullens but this made it so much worse. I wanted to cry and scream and throw things but instead I cuddled deeper against Embry and waited for him to say something.

"Sam wouldn't let him go up against them himself, so we all agreed to fight with the Cullens. She's part of our family now too and we would do it for any of you other imprints, we met her, she seems sweet. We are going to stand with Jacob and fight if needs be."

He finished and his hand came down under my chin and lifted my head up to meet his eyes again and he leant down to kiss me, his lips were hot on mine and although the kiss was quick it was forceful enough to send rockets of shivers through me. But it wasn't enough to distract me from the feelings of worry and panic inside. He would be fighting angry vampires. They would all be going into a battle fuelled by venomous vampires with powers stronger than them. Damn it, my anger at Bella was back. Her and her stupid decisions.

"When?" My voice was croaky and I felt the lump form in my throat at the idea of my Embry fighting vampires, he could get hurt. Or worse he could get himself killed.

"Alice said when the snow sticks; I guess the snow sticking means around Christmas, so a few months away yet. But we need to be ready, the Cullens are on about getting their friends to come help, Sam thinks more people will phase because of the vampire activity around here, it just seems big. Bigger than anything else before. I don't know, don't work yourself up over it Jade" He added the last bit as my eyes grew wider, more vampires here meant more danger, more danger meant more wolves, more wolves meant more pack members at my house and less privacy. A battle meant people getting hurt, a risk that Embry could get hurt. How the hell could I not get worked up over it?

"But you...I...Embry you might get hurt" I squeaked out and went to sit up but he pushed me back down and tightened his hold on me before kissing the tip of my nose.

"But I won't Jade, it will be ok, Carlisle doesn't even think they will fight. They are planning to show them Nessie isn't a threat, they should leave after that" He tried soothing me but the damage was done and the ideas of him or any of the guys being hurt were implanted in my head. I felt like I was about to have a panic attack. Why was everything so screwed up? When things went right, something, usually involving Bella or the Cullens would pop back up and bring everything crashing down with an almighty bang.

Christmas. Snow. That was a few months away yet. That meant things could change. Everything could be fine. Embry's lip came down on mine again and for a split second my worries faded away but the minute he pulled back they flooded me again. His hand came up to cup my cheek and his thumb traced circles over my skin as if trying to sooth me, but even that didn't work, I was a big ball of anxiousness.

"This could be our song you know, it is very fitting" Embry whispered into my ear as the song came to an end and he placed a kiss along my earlobe. It could be our song, it was fitting but right now even his cuteness was not distracting me from the new he just handed me.

"Can we try not to worry about it so much? I mean its months away Jade, I just want to enjoy this moment with you, I'm sorry I brought it up I just thought you should hear it sooner rather than later. Just be with me now, don't fret about the future, please?" He spoke again and this time his tone was leaking with a soft sadness and I nodded at him and moved myself in his lap so I could look out at the darkening ocean.

His soft humming to the song that he had placed on repeat was soothing me to an extent and I tried and tried to keep myself focused on the now like I had agreed to, but my stomach was a twirl of fear and as I looked over the ocean I could tell the next few months would be the longest of my life, waiting for that one day where everything I loved could be ripped away in a second.


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