Good Morning….Well at least in my time zone it's morning. So here is another chapter for you ladies. I hope you enjoy it. This chapter starts about a month after Elena's funeral. I tried my best to fill in the blanks on what went down in that month. As always I had help from my friend (50ShadesForever) Please check her out. I know this chapter it a bit small but believe me when I say next chapter is going to be fun and amazing. As always Pins are up so take a look.
APOV
It's been about a month since Elena's funeral. A lot of things have happened since then. A week after the funeral Carrick came over to Escala to talk to me about Elena's estate. It appears that a month after I moved in, Elena had her lawyer draft up a new will leaving everything to me. I was a bit surprised. I mean, what was she thinking leaving everything to a 19 year old? Of course I'm sure she didn't think she was going to die either.
With help from Kate and Mia we donated a lot to Goodwill and held an auction for the higher end and antique furniture, art, and decorative items, then donated the funds to Coping Together. Christian hired an interior designer to come in and stage the house so that we could put it on the market. As for Elena's dungeon? Christian hired someone to take care of that as well. All my clothes were boxed up and put into storage at Escala. Gail and I have been slowly going through the boxes little by little.
As for my equipment for my soaps? That was brought over and set up in one of the guest rooms Christian remodeled for me so that I can continue with my little hobby, which has now turned into a small business for me. Nothing big, just a few hours on a Sunday selling my soaps at Pike Place Market.
I told Christian about two weeks after the funeral that my internship was coming to an end. He was a little upset when I told him; he said he knew it was coming. He didn't want it to happen, but sadly it did.
As for Grace and Christian, they aren't anywhere near where they were before, but Carrick and I have been working on it. Grace told Carrick everything that night about "the affair". He didn't say anything about knowing until the day he stopped by to talk about Elena's estate. He was upset about the whole thing, although nothing like Grace was.
I left the two of them to talk for about an hour and when I walked back into Christian's study they were hugging, both of them with tears in their eyes. Of course both of them tried to play it off. Yeah right, nice try guys, but this house is completely dust free thanks to Gail.
I have been thinking a lot lately about what Christian and I had said to each other. We both openly said that we wanted to marry each other. So here I am in my office/guestroom, looking at men's wedding bands. It's 2015 for God sake! Women can propose to men, there's no shame in that.
The choices are endless for men's wedding bands, nothing has catches my eye yet that would scream Christian Grey. I want something that can be seen from a mile away so that everyone knows he's my man, my husband and only mine. I want something that says step back bitches he's taken.
I continue to scroll the webpage, I'm starting to get annoyed by the fact that I can't find anything. I was just about to give up when my hand accidently hit one of the keys on my laptop and this beautiful platinum men's diamond wedding band appears on the screen. It looks incredible and yet has that perfect Christian Grey elegant to it too. It has three rows of diamonds, each one cut to perfection.
In the center row of the ring is a sparkling array of straight baguette cut diamonds and princess cut diamonds are invisibly set to produce an ice like structure. On the outside rims, it has shimmering round cut diamonds are channel set that adds a touch of class to the ring.
This is it, this is the ring I have spent the last few hours looking for. I can't get over how perfect it is. I scroll to the bottom of the page. HOLY SHIT! The ring costs almost $7,200. I have never spent that kind of money before. The most I have ever spent on a ring before was $29.99 at Walmart.
I reach for my purse that sitting across from me on the table. I pull out my bank card and begin to fill out the checkout form. Once my account number and everything else is where it should be I do a quick double check and hit Pay Now.
"Done" I say to myself. I feel pretty good right now. It feels nice being able to buy something for someone you love and not having to ask anyone for money to do so. (Just so everyone is aware, Ana isn't using Elena's money that she was left. She is using her own money that she gets from selling her soaps at Pike's Market)
Just as I close my laptop I hear my name being called from the hallway. It's Christian.
"Ana?" He calls out again.
"I'm in here" I get up from my chair and go over to the drying racks and check to see how my cherry scented bars are doing that I made last week. I open the glass door and I am hit with that perfect cherry scent. It smells so good that I want to eat it.
"Hey baby" Christian says as he walks in to the room.
"You're just in time. I think the cherry bars are just about ready and I need to make sure. Fancy a shower?" I wiggle my eyebrows at him.
"Hmm shower you say" He cocks an eyebrow.
"Are you up for the challenge" I flick his ties with my finger and smirk.
"I'm up for any challenge you try to throw at me" He winks.
"Follow me Mr. Grey" I said trying to sound as seductive as I possibly can.
Walking out of the room I make sure I sway my hips from side to side, it's something I know that drives him wild.
Christian runs up behind me and playfully grabs my ass. As I continue to walk down the hall to our bedroom he continues to grab and pinch at me. I giggle and try to swat his hands away but he catches my wrist and spins me around to look at him. I bite my lip and look into his hypnotic gray eyes.
With loves in his eyes he tells me, "I love you so much"
"I love you too Christian. Always and forever, remember that" I kiss him gently to start. As the air around us turns into static electricity he takes my hands and places them behind his head. In one quick move he hands find my butt and he grabs hold and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and he dashes into our bedroom.
It's been at least a week since Christian and I had sex or made love. Last week I had an appointment with Dr. Greene, one of the lead GYN's at Seattle Grace hospital for my Depo shot. The shot hurt like hell when she did it. She told me to relax and that she was going to insert it into my gluteus Maximus. So I stood there thinking this isn't so bad a quick shot in the arm and it'll be over with. Yeah I think I should have asked her to give me a minute so that I could of googled what gluteus Maximus meant. My right butt cheek was sore for about a day and a half. She also told me to make sure for the next 6 to 7 days that if I planned on having sex with my partner to use a condom since it'll take a few days to become effective.
Closing the bedroom door with his foot he walks over to the bed and gently lowers me down. We break away from our kiss that started back in the hallway. Both our chests are rising and falling heavily.
CPOV
I look into her beautiful blue eyes. I still can't believe she's mine. She smiles up at me and bites that lower lip of hers like she always does when she is aroused. With my thumb I tug at her bottom lip releasing it from her teeth I then move my thumb down to her chin, brushing it along her neck down to the valley between her breasts where I grip the fabric of her shirt and say,
"This needs to go" She removes her hands from my neck and reaches for the bottom of her shirt and takes it off. When it's off she looks at my shirt and cocks her head waiting for me to remove it. I stand from the bed and slowly unbutton each button teasing her. As I'm doing this she slides her fingers into her yoga pants and slides them down her legs along with her panties.
Fuck, she is truly a sight to see. I'm shocked that she isn't one of the 7 wonders of the world. I unbuckle my belt and the top button to my dress pants, unzipping my pants and letting them pool at my feet before stepping out of them.
I climb back on the bed and work my way up by starting out with her toes, moving to her knees, running my nose through her sex, licking her lower stomach, twirling my tongue around her belly button and gliding my hand up towards her breast.
"I need you" I whisper against her skin as I kiss my way up her stomach.
"Please Christian make love to me" Her hand snakes its way into my briefs and grabs hold of me and starts to stroke me. Fuck if that doesn't want to make me come from now. The softness of her hands is always a feeling I welcome. She starts to pick up speed and I know I'm only second away from blowing my load.
"Slow down baby or I'm not going to last that long"
"Then fuck me Christian" She grabs my dick even harder. She's like an animal in heat. She tugs down my briefs farther down my legs. She lifts herself off the bed and is one swift motion I find myself flat on my back with her straddling the lower part of my stomach.
The head of my cock is less than an inch away from her wet pussy, I can feel the heat radiating off of her. She lowers herself just a little more and I feel my cock slide inside her. She tilts her head back in ecstasy and lets out a whimper. She looks at me with lust in her eyes. Fuck I love this woman.
She crashes her lips onto mine and just like that she started to move like her pussy was on fire and my dick was the water to put it out. She starts off slow circling her hips but then out of nowhere she becomes fierce rocking her hips up and down.
"That's it baby fuck me….Just like that" Her hands roam her body, she takes her thumb and index finger and begins to pinch her nipples. A loud moan escapes her lips.
"Do you like that Christian? Do you like it when I play with my nipples?"
"Oh…god…yes baby" I moan to her. Fuck if she keeps this up I'm going to lose it soon. I watch her fingers travel down her breast along her stomach and right onto her clit where she starts to rub lightly.
"Ahhh Christian" She moans.
"You look so fucking hot baby doing that" She removes her fingers from her clit, sticking them in her mouth and sucking off all her juices before planting her lips onto mine to share a taste.
"God, what has gotten into you all of a sudden?" I ask when she breaks away from our kiss. She smirks at me.
"You said you needed me so I want you to have all of me" She lifts her body slightly and slams down on to me.
"Oh fuck Ana" I'm so close, so fucking close to exploding. She does it again and again. I can feel her walls tightening around me. She is just as close as I am. I match her thrust for thrust. With my thumb I press it hard down on her clit. Her whole body starts to shake. Her whole body starts to arch back. Her thrusts begin to slow.
She's coming and she's coming hard.
"Oooo Fuck….Christian" She screams. I give her one finale thrust as hard as I can and it causes me to scream her name.
"ANA!" I spill everything I have it to the…..Wait! I didn't…she didn't…Oh fuck!
Her body falls on top of me like a sack of potatoes. We're both panting. I don't want to ruin the moment but we have never discussed anything about having kids. There is no doubt in my mind that I want Ana to be the mother of my children but I have no clue if she feels the same way.
I look down at Ana, her face is resting on my chest her eyes are closed. My cock still very deep inside her.
"Ana?"
"Hmm?" she hums out.
"I need to talk to you about something"
"What?" She yawns.
"We didn't….and I….inside you" I can't even get the right words out because I'm so fucking nervous right now.
"Huh?" She lifts her head and looks at me like I have two heads. I take a deep breath and let it out. I think carefully of what I'm going to say and prepare myself for her in case she starts to freak out.
"We didn't use a condom and I came inside you. I mean I enjoyed it more than ever but I don't know how you feel about having kids. Do you want to have kids? With me?"
She smile sweetly at me and my body relaxes. Ok she doesn't look upset. She lifts herself off me and lays on her side facing me. She puts her hand on my face and caresses it.
"Of course I want children with you. But right now is just not the time for it. I'm still in school and I just open my little kiosk at Pike's place. I do see babies in our future, lots of them actually" She smiles. "But I want to be at least out of school and somewhat financial stable"
"Ok I understand the out of school part but baby I came inside you. I'm not saying that you'll end up pregnant but still what if a few weeks from now you are? Then what?"
"Not possible"
"I'm lost here help me out" I say.
"I got the depo shot last week and today is the day it fully runs its course in my system. So we are A-Okay for not using condoms anymore"
"Why didn't you say something beforehand?"
"Because I wanted it to be a surprise"
"Baby you nearly gave me a heart attack" She let out a giggle.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't laugh. But believe me when I say this Christian I do want babies and I want them to be with you, no one else but you" She doesn't once break eye contact with me while telling me this. God I fucking love this woman.
"Well when you're ready I'll be waiting. I only have one request" I kiss her forehead.
"Oh? What's that?"
"That we have a little girl that looks just like you"
"Good because I have a request as well almost similar to yours"
"And that would be?"
"That we have a little boy that looks just like you" She smiles. My heart is filled with so much love for this woman.
"Deal" I wink at her.
"How about we take a shower, test out the soap to see if it cured right and do some practicing of making those babies" She says.
"Race you to the shower" I jump out of bed and run to the bathroom with Ana giggling behind me. Life is good.
