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I'm Fine: Depression, Gloom, Pain, And Lie


"One to save ten, ten to save a hundred, a hundred to save a thousand."


"I'm fine, Master."


Arina was certainly not fine.

Lina's death was weighing on her like hundreds of lead chains.

Her chest felt so heavy.

It was drowning her.

She was not fine.

But she would never tell anyone.


"No, you are not fine, Arina."


Gontan sighed as he tried to ignore the air of gloom that had settle on the ship.

Wether his Padawan noticed or not she was broadcasting her feeling to everyone around her.

It had been a little over two week since Lina Indra's death.

For the last two weeks the air had been heavy with depression and gloom.

It was suffocating.

The men were in horrid moods due to it.

And Arina refused to acknowledge her feelings.


"I am fine."


She was lying again.

But she wouldn't spill her heart to anyone.

She wouldn't reveal her weakness.

Not even to her master.


"I wish you would trust me, Arina, you know that I am here for you."


Why wouldn't she trust him?

Why did his Padawan refuse to turn to him for the help she so clearly needed.


"I know."


But that didn't mean she would open her heart completely to him.

Not like she had to Lina.

She couldn't go through this pain ever again.

She had thought she knew who it was safe to get close to.

Who she wouldn't lose.

But Lina's death had shown her that her dreams didn't show her everything.

She just couldn't risk it.


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