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Christian and I arrive in Georgia the next day around noon. I get huge butterflies in my stomach about seeing my mom. Not the good kind either. Christian has been supportive ever since this whole thing happened. I couldn't ask for a better husband. I don't think I could survive any of this if I didn't have him by my side. He says I should think about telling my mom, but I'm afraid to.

"Are you ready? " He says as we sit in driveway of my mothers house

"Not really, but I think we should go in." I say

"It's going to be fine. I promise. I still think you should tell her, but if you decide not to that's fine. Ana, your mother loves you no matter what. I think It'll be good for you to see her. " He says

"I love you Christian." I say

"I love you too. Come on. " He says getting out of the car and offering me his hand. I take it.

We walk to the door and knock. My mother opens the door. She looks shocked. It takes her what seems like hours to finally say something.

"Ana! Christian! What are you two doing here? " she asks

"We went on a weekend Vacation to Florida, and we thought we'd come stop by and see you before we head back to Seattle tomorrow. " Christian says

"It's good to see the both of you. Come in. " She says as she gives me a hug and kiss on the check. Then hugs Christian's

Christian and Bob are in the living room watching sports as my mom and I go to the patio and talk.

"Ana, It's so great to see you. I wish Teddy was with you though. " she says

"Next time mom. I've missed you." I say

"I've missed you too, Sweetheart. I've been so worried about you. I've read the papers and Ray told me you were kidnapped and Christian was shot. " She says

"I know. I never got a chance to talk much when I called you shortly after that happened. We're fine now. " I say

"Ana, you may be fine physically, but you're different. What is it? " She asks. Crap! I knew she would be able to tell

"Mom things have been hard, but I'm handling it. " I say

"Ana, I know you honey. I know you're not doing well. I knew it the day you called me. I just wish I knew what it was, so I could help you. I don't like seeing my daughter in pain. " She says

"I know mom. It's just, there's so much going on in my life right now. I don't know up from down anymore. " I say as I begin to cry and she pulls me into a hug

"Oh, Ana, it's going to be okay. Life has a funny way of knocking you down, but you just have to get back up. What matters isn't that you fell, it's that you get back up. No matter how many times you fall, you must always remember to get back up. " she says

"I know mom, but I don't know how to get back up this time. " I say

"How come? Is it that bad." she asks

If you only knew mom. All I really want to do is stay in my mom's arms forever. Like I'm a sick kid. I want her to tell me it's going to work out. I want to tell her all my problems.

"Mom, I have to tell you something, and I don't know how you're going to react to it. " I say

"What is it? Ana, There is nothing you can't tell me. You're the one thing in this life that I got right. And no matter what I'm here for you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. And I will never judge you. I love you so much Honey." She says and then the tears start coming down harder

"Mom, I was raped. " I say and fall into her arms

She says nothing for a long time. When I sit up she's staring into space. I think she is in shock

"Mom?" I ask

"Ana, I'm sorry. What happened? Who do this to you? Did you press charges? Does Christian know? " She asks. So many questions

"Well the man who kidnapped was apart of Christian's past. He wanted revenge on him for something that wasn't his fault. So he took me. I tried to fight him off and I did at first, but then he drugged me and tied my hands to the bed. I felt like I was drowning. I tried to fight him off, but I just couldn't. All I could do is go to a happy place and pray it would be over soon. Christian blames himself. It's not his fault though. I did press charges, but he's out of jail. He's on house arrest until trial. " I say

"The only thing I've ever wanted was to keep you safe. I've only ever wanted for you to be happy. If I could take all your pain, I would do it in a heartbeat. I never wanted you to have to know all the evil that there is in the world. " She says

"I know mom. I wasn't going to tell you, but Christian said I should. " I say

"I'm glad you did. " She says

"Me too. I'm tired. Do you mind if I lay down for a while? " I ask

"Go on. " she says

As I walk into the house, I'm still crying. Christian gets up and comes to me. My mom stays outside. He stops me as I go to walk to my old bedroom.

"Ana? What's wrong? " he asks

" Nothing. " I say as I run to my old room . As I go to shut the door Christian is right behind me

"Hey, don't do that. Don't try and shut me out now. " He says grabbing me and pulling me towards him

He cups my face in his hands.

"I told her the truth" I say

"How did she take it? " He asks

"Better than I expected. I just feel like I've let her down. " I say

"Why? " He asks

"Well she taught me to be strong. And Ray always taught me how to fight back and I couldn't." I say

"It's not you fault. " He says

"I'm tired. I want to take a nap." I say

"Okay. I'll just go check on Teddy. " He says and goes to leave

"Christian? " I say as he goes to open the door

"Yeah?" He asks turning around

"Will you lay with me until I fall asleep? " I ask

"Of course. " He says