I grin as the twins run about the park, Logan delightfully taking little Morgan into his arms and sliding down the slide, making the small infant giggle.

Roxanne looks at me as we race off to climb the monkey bars.

I grin as I climb on top, sitting on the bar and letting my feet dangle below.

Logan was thrilled when he seen Morgan, and even more thrilled when he seen how much Roxanne had grown to love their daughter.

He was happy to learn he had a daughter, and he loved the name Morgan, and agreed that I should be the godmother and a namesake of his daughter.

He loved that he had a place in her eyes, and even in her little nose, and he adored that Roxanne had a place in her face and hair, and even her fat little lips.

"She's beautiful." He would exclaim over and over.

He was thrilled again when I told him of my pregnancy, and congratulated me and demanded to know why his best friend scored more than he did.

When Roxanne told him of the almost miscarriage he almost lost it, and he vowed never to leave Morgan's side.

When Roxanne told him of her almost death he vowed he would never leave her side.

Roxanne grumbled about that one.

Yet there they were, the happy family of three, laughing as Logan slides down the slide, Morgan secured in his lap, only to have Roxanne swoop in and scoop her up as they reach the end, tickling her and laughing as she declared her daughter was to be a badass.

I look over at the twins, Mackenzie had invited Roman, and he was dropped off by Seth promptly, Mackenzie was laughing as she and Roman ran around, taking turns pushing each other in the swings, Orion grumbling until I tickle him and he makes me chase him to the ropes.

I hear a crack of apparation as I scoop Orion up into my arms, laughing as he trips over one of the ropes, but I catch him just in time, and turn around to see Scorpius standing there.

Only he's not alone.

Teddy, James, Al, Mum, and Dad stand behind him, and I watch as he approaches me, his eyes watching me carefully.

I give him a look, before I smile at Orion, "Race you to the slides."

Orion grins and I take off as does he, our feet hitting the pavement harder than before while my family watches, and finally he tumbles onto the grass, and I fall down gently next to him, laughing as he fist-bumps me.

"Mummy you're cool." He tells me and I grin, ruffling my son who looks identical to Scorpius' hair.

"Lily, a moment?" Dad asks and I shake my head.

"Sorry I'm a bit preoccupied. But you can come back say, in what?" I say looking down at my son whose holding my hand, covering his ears with my hands, "Three months in the graveyard at Godric's Hollow. I'll be the one in the newest grave."

Orion looks at me curiously, not having heard a word I said, as my family looks at me uncomfortably.

"Dude, you're so screwed." Logan says, I had given Roxanne permission to tell him everything and he was on my side.

"Logan, how was your trip?" Scorpius asks and I glare.

"Scorpius go to your home in Malfoy Manor, or I will hex you out of this park." I snap, ushering Orion to join Mackenzie and Roman.

"Lily, I had to tell them." Scorpius says and I roll my eyes.

"I suppose you have to tell them about our sex life too huh? Guess what it's been a while? But oh wait I wanted to yesterday but someone bloody insisted that I show him my past experiences." I snap, low enough so only the adults can hear, before I shove Scorpius backward.

"Lily, I can't protect you by myself anymore." Scorpius says and I glare.

"Who told you I need protection? In case you haven't noticed I'm doing pretty damn fine on my own! So get out of my life, Scorpius. People were right a Malfoy and a Potter don't mix and a Riddle and a Potter sure as hell don't." I snap and he flinches as I start to walk away.

"So that's it? We're done?" He asks sounding pissed and I whip around to face him.

"What do you expect? Get out of my life Scorpius, I don't need your shit in my last three months of life. I don't need you to tell my family things that could've died when I did. But no, you have to play this role this stupid idiotic role. And guess what I don't need you. So get out of my life, pack your things and say goodbye to your children. Permanently." I snap and he glares.

"You can kick me out of your life, but not our children. We have two beautiful children together, and another on the way, and you're trying to deny me something that's ours?" Scorpius exclaims and I shove him backwards.

"We don't own them Scorpius! They are little people now. They haven their own mind, they have their own lives. I may have carried them, and you may have fucked me to get them but they are not ours. They are them. Hell you want to know something funny? Evans got me pregnant! And I didn't know. And you were too bloody stupid to see the signs of my downward spiral because you were out every fucking night fucking a different slag whom you had no interest in. Do you want to know what I did? I was out getting myself so wasted that I could forget about my miserable life, and then the second rape came around. And I drank myself till I passed out. Roxanne found me dead on the floor one morning, rushed me to St Mungo's. You want to know what they did? Once they found out that Mickey knocked me up they called him down there, informing both of us that I had drank myself to a miscarriage. And that's when I killed him. That's when I went over the edge and killed Mickey Evans. Are you happy now? That's when I started training harder with my brothers, pushing myself to forget about Evans and his father. Pushing myself to forget all together. I got drunk every night. Passed out on the common room couch, you never noticed. Hell I probably got fucked too, but I don't remember. You wanna know why? Because I drank myself until those memories were down the drain. And then that Christmas you finally looked at me, saw that I nicked a bottle of firewhiskey. You want to know why I drank myself to that point? Because I wanted my first time to be you. I loved you by then Scorpius. I begged for you, mumbled your name every time I passed out. Screamed for you when I was getting fucked by Evans. But you didn't give a shit!" I scream at him and everyone turns to look at me, the children who Roxanne had cast a silencing charm around hadn't heard, but my family did.

"Oh my god, Lily." Mum says in shock.

"Lily why didn't you tell us?" My three brothers exclaim.

"Lily, I. I'm sorry." Dad says and I shake my head as Scorpius stand there, looking dumbstruck.

"Tell them Scorpius. Tell them everything. I don't care. Because now you know every dirt little secret about that year. Now you know that I was pregnant with his fucking child. Now you know what I did to myself. Now you know." I snap and he grabs me by the arm, pulling me back to him.

Before I protest he crushes me to his chest, mumbling apologies.

"Let me go! No. Scorpius no. This is over!" I shriek and he looks down at me and I smash my lips to his.

"I'm so sorry." He mumbles.

"No this is over!" I shriek pushing him away, even though I initiated the kiss.

"Lily, it will never be over for us. I'm so sorry." He mumbles again watching me with those eyes, and I look at him tears starting to well up in my eyes, before I throw myself into his arms, burying my face in his chest.

"Help me forget. Scorpius, keep me out of that place. I can feel myself slipping deeper, falling. Make me forget. Fuck me." I whisper and he looks at me surprised.

"Fuck me, marry me, have our three children with me, move in with me, hold me, make love to me all night long, please. Scorpius. Make me forget." I whisper and he kisses me passionately, his arms holding me close to him.

"I'll help you. Always." He whispers, brushing hair out of my face.

"Let it go. Scorpius I killed his son and his grandchild, he'll die of old age and pain soon enough, please. Please let it go. Let me forget Let me be happy with you." I whisper and he looks at me a pained expression on his face.

"Lily, I."

"Scorpius, please. You can kill him after three months when I'm dead. Just please. Let me enjoy my time with you." I whisper and he nods solemnly before he kisses me passionately.

"Anything for you." He murmurs, brushing my hair out of my face.

"Help me, Scorp. I can feel myself slipping away more and more each day." I say and he holds me tighter to him, rubbing circles in my back.

A dry sob escapes my throat, my body feeling increasingly numb, thunder booming around us, his arms so warm and comforting around me, his lips pressing gentle kisses to my forehead and nose, his eyes watching me, so full of love and sadness, and I know it kills him to see me like this.

slipping back into the old patterns, the old life I want to forget, the old me, but that girl made me into who I am today, and for that I can never be allowed to forget the horrors I've endured.

But without those horrors I would never have had the courage to win the Games, to raise my twins, to forgive my father, to help the rebellion, to be carrying my third child.

and most of all, without these horrors I wouldn't have Scorpius.

the man who single-handedly helped pull me out of my downward spiral, who saves me every single day, who loves me so purely and so unconditionally, whose the father of our three children, one thriving inside of me, the man whose made love to me so many times, but each time he stops to look in my eyes as we reach that peak, that climax, whispering the three words every girl is pining to hear.

"I love you."

I feel a few tears slipping off my face as the rain starts to pour down, heavy and soaking us both, yet we don't move, but our family does.

Mackenzie, Roman and Orion race to their Uncles, hugging them tightly, Roxanne and Logan carrying little baby Morgan, the happy little family that they are standing under the gazebo.

Mums holding back tears, and Dad is letting a few slip, both of them so saddened by my past.

Teddy is better at hiding it, as he glances down at the three giggling children before him.

James and Al both have their fists clenched and after a few minutes they storm off, the sound of their sobs somewhat lost in the rain.

"I won't let you go back to that place, Lily.I won't lose you again. You're staying right here with me, Always."

"I'm scared." I admit and he sighs, kissing me passionately.

"You have no reason to be, love. I'm not going anywhere. I'll never leave your side. I'll always be here to hold you and comfort you. I'll always be here to love you, forever. And I'll always be here to hold you in the middle of the night, or make love to you when you just need to feel whole, complete. I love you so much, Red. All the struggles we've faced, every challenge, we've overcome. i know now more than ever that you're the only woman I want beside me. I love you." He whispers and I smile.

I can never afford to lose him.

"I want to wake up to you every day. I want to raise our children in our home." I say and he smiles.

taking my hand he gets down on one knee pulling out a small box from his leather jacket pocket, and then pulling off a chain that was tucked into his shirt.

"My red, will. you do me the honor of wearing my ring, and moving in with me?" He asks and I grin widely nodding.

He takes my engagement ring off of his chain, before he kisses my finger, sliding it on,"I wore it out my neck to keep you close to my heart."

I smile as he overturns my hand, palm facing upwards, before he places the cool metal of our house key there, closing up my fist and kissing it before he sweeps me up off my feet, swinging me around.

"I love you."

I grin, locking my fingers in his hair, "I love you so much more."

"Not possible." He says before he attacks my neck with kisses.

and there we stand, in the pouring rain, lightening crashing down around us.

Two people destined for a horrible fate, but given the best thing possible

Each other.


I scream, my voice raw as I feel a pair of arms grab onto my wrists, shaking me and pulling me to the surface.

"Lily, babe."

I snap my eyes open.

Scorpius' arms are wound tight around me, one hand on my stomach, the other resting on my forehead as he rubs small circles there, and brushes the occasional piece of hair out of my face.

I look around, disappointed to see the apartment that no longer felt like mine.

It belonged to Roxanne, Logan, and little Morgan.

"Shh, babe. I'm here." He whispers, kissing my forehead quickly.

"I don't want to be here." I murmur snuggling into him and he raises his eyebrows.

"What's wrong?"

"I want to live in our house. Take me back there, Scorpius." I whisper sleepily and he smiles softly as his finger strokes my jaw line.

"Tomorrow, love."

"No. Now."

"Lily, the twins get unbearable when woken and it's 3 in the morning." Scorpius says and I roll my eyes.

"So what, we can get them tomorrow morning. We can leave a note to Rox and Logan. We can move everything tomorrow. Just please take me back there." I whisper and he raises his eyebrows.

"Lily, no. You're heart is beating so fast it might burst, and the baby's obviously tired since it's not moving right? And You're tired and sweaty."

I roll my eyes, reaching out to fill my fingers with his hair.

I look at him, my eyes meeting his as green melts into grey, his face only inches from mine.

"Please?"

He sighs heavily, throwing his legs over the bed, "Fine. But no sex."

I glare at him, crossing my arms and pouting out my lip.

"Please?"

"No."

"Scorpius, get the images out of my head, that nightmare is way too fresh in my brain. Please?" I beg him and he sighs heavily offering me his hand as he pulls me to my feet, wrapping an arm lowly around my hips.

"If we were, and it's not that I don't want to, but if we were we would be soft and gentle. None of that rough shit we were discussing earlier." Scorpius says and I sigh, pouting out my lip.

He smiles softly, shaking his head as he bends down, taking my bottom lip between his and nibbling on it softly before he kisses me.

"No." He repeats and I sigh.

"Fine. Soft and gentle." I say crossing my arms and giving him a glare.

"I can't believe you're being so stubborn." He says and I roll my eyes, making my way to the dresser.

"I'm a stubborn person." I say, shrugging.

"No lingerie." He calls out as he exits the room, going to leave a note, and I growl lowly.

"Fine." I hiss, slamming the drawer shut as I instead go to grab one of his old Quidditch jersey's he'd left here.

Clean and folded.

I unfold it, stripping off my tank top and shorts, leaving myself in my bra and thong before I slip his jersey over my undergarments.

"Oh no. No, no, no. That is worse than lingerie." He says, stepping back into the room and leaning against the door frame, arms crossed as he pointedly stares at me.

"Ohh no, Mr. Malfoy you did not specify jerseys. Remember how much I wore this in Hogwarts?" I grin wickedly, tugging up the hem of his old jersey to tuck into the front of my underwear, "Or maybe I could wear it like this? Is this better, Scor?"

He crosses the room, putting his hands on my hips and I smirk, before he untucks the jersey, his fingers brushing against my stomach and he smiles slightly, before he offers his hand with a handsome smirk, "Well Red, you are certainly testing my self-control."

I grin before taking his hand and pressing it against my stomach, "Our baby doesn't know you that well yet, Scorpius. Make love to me, so that it can feel the love that you hold for both of us."

He looks at me, his eyes so intense as his palm flattens on my stomach, he groans, before he leans in, "I'm not going to, Lily. When the healers say you're better than I will. But for now, it's all tender and soft."

I pout out my lip, "Don't you want me like you used to?"

"Always. But I won't risk hurting you, or making you miss the experience of delivering our baby naturally, so no. Lily, I can't bring myself to pound you into the mattress. I can't. For now, just relax under me." He says kissing me tenderly and I smile softly, before I take his hand.

"Take me home, Scorpius." I murmur and he grins before he coyly nods and we walk out of the apartment, aparating.

We arrive on the doorstep to our home and I grin before he sweeps my legs out from under me, "I'm very proper."

He smirks and I roll my eyes giggling slightly before he kisses my neck tenderly.

"I'm very comfortable in your arms." I murmur and he smiles before he kisses my cheek.

I love being in his arms, and he grins as he holds out his hand.

"Do the honors Miss Potter." He says as he hands me the key he gave me earlier.

"Of course Mr Malfoy." I say taking the key into my hand and turning the lock, then handing it back to him.

The click of the door sounds and I grin as he pulls me closer to his chest, my feet dangling over his arm, and I put my hand on the handle, turning it and finally taking that next step into our life.

He pushes the door open, flipping on the light and I grin as I take a deep breath, looking around at our house.

It's just as I remember it, so elegant, so gorgeous, so us.

Our home.

Ours.

For our family.

Our family of five.

I grin as he carries me to the stairs and I hop down from his grasp, running up the stairs and pushing open the door to our bedroom.

I jump in surprise, this room is practically trashed, pictures are broken, the bed frame is bent, the sheets are thrown half over the bed, clothes strewn everywhere, the TV is cracked, the dresser is broken in half, the door to our closet hanging off its hinges, the door to our bathroom has a fist hole in it.

I feel his arms wrap around my waist, his chin resting on my shoulder, "I'm sorry, babe. I forgot to clean this place up."

I look back at him, leaning my head into his chest, "Did you do this when I left?"

He nods, gulping loudly as he looks away, "Yeah. I er, I couldn't bear it."

I nod slowly, reaching my hand to rest on his chest as I turn to face him, weaving my fingers tight into his hair, "I'm sorry. I should have told you."

He shakes his head, "No. It's my fault. I was broken up about how I acted, never you."

I nod slowly, stretching up to kiss him firmly before he puts a hand on my arm.

He pulls back slightly, aiming his wand at the room before everything flies back into it's place, immediately fixing itself.

"Much better." I say reaching behind me to pull him along, before I lay myself flat out on the bed.

I sigh, leaning my head onto the pillow, it's so comfortable, so homey.

He smiles softly before he climbs in next to me, a leg in between my legs another on the side of me.

"We could still go to sleep." He says and I shake my head, running my hand over his bare chest.

"No. Definitely not."

He smiles before he dips down, kissing me softly.

His hand rides slowly up my side and I moan as I lean into him, his touch just as intoxicating as I remember.

He smirks before he kisses me, his hands moving up my bare sides before he stops just below my bra, hesitating his hands move back down to skim against the hem of his old jersey.

"You're so sexy in this jersey." He murmurs and I giggle before leaning into him.

"Why thank you, Scor." I mumble and he grins before his hand goes down to my thigh, then back up again stopping to grip my butt for a second before he stops at the hem of his jersey.

He plants a few kisses on my stomach before he pulls it up over my head, then throwing his old jersey over his shoulder.

His lips move from the top of my underwear, to my hips, then my stomach, then up my sides, my ribs, then he stops at my bra.

"I love you Calla." He murmurs softly to my stomach, and I grin before I weave my fingers in his hair.

"She loves you, Scor. She loves her daddy." I tell him and he smiles before he kisses my stomach once again, then he leans up, his body draping over mine.

He presses himself against my thigh before his hands go up my sides, then my back, before he pauses to unclasp my bra, letting it slide flawlessly off my shoulders.

I blush slightly, closing my eyes, moaning at the feeling of him so close to me, as I feel his breath getting closer and closer until he kisses me over my heart.

"Open your eyes, Red."

I snap open my eyes, watching as Scorpius puts his hands over my breasts, squeezing slightly and I moan, drawing in a shallow breath.

He starts to knead, and I moan, his hips hitting mine as my chest rises and falls rapidly, then he bends down kissing my chest before he kisses my lips.

"Scorpius." I murmur softly and he smiles nodding slightly.

"Yes love?"

"Make love to me. Try to feel our baby thriving inside of me." I murmur and he grins shaking his head.

"Stop it, Potter. You know I can't."

"We can still surround our daughter with love." I say and he smiles nodding as he kneads a tad more, before his hands go down my sides.

His fingers snap against the band to my thong, before he tugs them down, throwing them over onto the floor.

"Beautiful." He murmurs and I nod, feeling the hint of nausea beginning to rise.

"You look sick, maybe we should stop." He says and I shake my head.

"No. It's okay, it's not that bad. I took a nausea pill last night." I say and he nods before he kisses me softly, then he strokes my hair.

"I believe it's your turn Malfoy." I say and he raises his eyebrows as I tug at the waistband to his tight and fitted boxers, before I sigh, realizing it's hopeless.

"Need help?" He asks and I nod slowly.

"You're too big..." I say my voice trailing off.

He smiles, "Gentle love."

I nod before he helps me tug down his boxers, letting them fall at his ankles until he kicks them off.

I feel him pressed up against my entrance before I look at him biting my lip, desire building.

"Babe what are you worried about?" He asks and I shake my head.

"It's nothing."

"Lily?" He replies.

"I want you." I murmur and he grins.

"You have me." He replies, his hand resting on my stomach.

"All of you." I say, raising my eyebrows and nodding down to his erection.

He raises an eyebrow shaking his head, "No, Lily. It'll hurt."

I shake my head, "It's okay. Please. You insist on gentle and I insist on all of you. So please babe please compromise with me."

He sighs nodding slowly before he strokes my leg, then grabs my thigh and hooks it around his hips, repeating the motion before he kisses me passionately.

His eyes meet mine as our lips break apart, and then he slowly and gently pushes in.

It feels normal until I realize that he's still going, gently pushing in, his eyes focused on mine.

A small sting of pain forms and I dig my nails into his back and he looks at me worriedly.

Then he stops and I moan at the feeling of him, all of him.

A ball of heat already rising as he looks at me with intensity, our eyes locked as he starts to move.

The minute he thrusts my eyes roll back in my head, the gentle yet steady thrusts are painfully slow, and yet they're perfect for this complete moment.

There's a small sting of pain, he's never been this deep before, but I love it.

I sigh softly and he smiles as he thrusts again, before he kisses my forehead, resting a hand on my stomach, before he moves slowly again.

"Scor, you can go faster than that." I say as a shiver runs up my spine and he shakes his head as he kisses my lips softly, before he presses his forehead into my neck, leaving a trail of kisses down my chest and shoulders.

"Nope." He says popping the p and I sigh as I rise up to meet his thrusts and he looks at me surprised.

"You've never done that before." He says and I arch my eyebrow.

"You've never been so slow before." I say and he sighs, before he strokes my hair, thrusting a tad faster, but not much.

I let my hair billow out around the pillow around me, his thrusts still so gentle as I rise up to meet him again, our hips knocking together for the first time.

He looks at me in surprise and I weave my fingers in his hair, before I pull his mouth up to meet mine, and he moves a bit faster.

"Faster." I whisper between kisses and he moans into my mouth, his hands coming to my hips as his body comes over me, before he pulls all the way out.

I open my mouth to protest, pulling away from the kiss before he slams into me and I gasp, before I grab his bicep tensely.

A more sharp sting of pain had erupted from that thrust, it's just been a while since he went so fast, and he's never been all the way in before.

"Lily?" He whispers softly and I look up at him, his thumb gently tracing patterns on my cheek.

"I'm okay." I murmur.

"No. You're not. We're stopping." He says starting to pull away and I shake my head, about to burst into tears.

"Scorp please don't! Please. Please." I plead lowly and he looks at me in utter and sheer surprise before he kisses me passionately, then slowly and gently thrusts.

"I'm here. Shh..." He murmurs as he strokes my hair, kissing my forehead and I sigh nodding slowly as I relax his body pressing against mine.

"Again." I say and he shakes his head.

"No."

"Please?"

"No."

"Scor please. I'll be okay. It just surprised me." I say and he shakes his head, thrusting gently before that knot tightens a tad and he kisses my neck.

"Lily I wasn't even trying to go faster or harder. No." He says and I lock my fingers in his hair.

"Then let me take control." I say and he shakes his head.

"No. I know you too well. Just relax, you're orgasm will come." He says and I shake my head.

"It's not about the orgasm Scor. It's about me feeling completely connected to you. I'll be careful." I say and he sighs before he strokes my hair.

"I don't know."

"Scor, it's about us. The baby thriving inside of me, our baby, feeling the love that we share, the love that we hold for each other, let me prove that I love you. Let yourself prove that you love me. Please, let me take control." I say and he sighs, before he presses a kiss to my forehead.

"I love you. I don't need to prove that." He says and I nod slowly.

"I know you love me. Prove to our baby, our little baby who doesn't know anything but me, prove to our baby that we love each other. Surround our baby in our love. Please." I plead and he sighs, before he nods, pulling out slowly, before he lays down flat on his back beside me.

I turn to face him, both of us laying on our sides, his hand stroking my hair, "So beautiful."

"You're not so bad yourself." I say and he smirks before he takes my arm pulling it onto his other shoulder before I roll over onto him, kissing him passionately.

"Take it slow." He says and I nod, before I put my legs on either side of him, his hand weaving in my red locks, before I lower myself down slowly, until he puts his hands on my hips to stop me.

"Too far." He says and I shake my head, pushing his hands away.

"Not far enough." I say as I lower myself down completely, taking in a quick gasp before he puts his hands on my hips, trying to pull me upwards.

"No." I say before I start to move, slowly, but steadily building a pace.

He puts a hand on my stomach, the other on my hip before I arch my back, leaning into him.

"So beautiful." He repeats and I smile as I look back down at him, his chest rapidly rising and falling.

I put my hand on his abs, leaning forward to kiss him passionately, then playfully nip at his ear.

"You're wicked." He says and I grin before I move faster, bouncing up and down as both of his hands go to my hips, slowly me down some, but not much.

"I know." I say smiling wickedly as I push his hands away, finally reaching my full pace.

His chest rises faster, his eyes slowly rolling back in his head, his body starting to squirm underneath our connected areas.

He grips the bed sheets, "Lily, I'm about to-"

I cut him off, kissing him passionately before I take his hands in mine, laying one of our connected hands on my stomach, the other on his chest.

He moans as I move faster, his hips bucking up to meet mine.

"Red." He moans loudly and I smirk, happy that I'm able to get this reaction out of him.

"Scor." I repeat mockingly and his eyes flash open to meet mine, before he smirks and slams his hips up to meet mine, causing my reaction.

A rather loud reaction.

"Scor!" I shout, my body thriving and he smirks as I reach that peak, tumbling down and down as my climax rocks through my body, my muscles clenching and unclenching.

My toes curling, my back arching, a few shallow thrusts by him noted, my hair swooping down my back.

Then it stops, pleasure slowly leaving my body and I groan, before I press my lips to his, tangling my fingers in his hair.

"I'm sorry." I pant and he raises an eyebrow.

"How? That was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." He says and I give him a skeptical look.

"You didn't-"

"I know. It's okay." He says and I shake my head.

"You're close." I state and he nods slowly, before he sits up, our bodies still connected.

"Yes."

I wrap my legs tight around his waist, before I push myself down on him, my hand tangling in his hair, the other on his shoulder.

We're both sitting up, in a more connected position than usual, every single part of our body touching, our hips against each others even though we're not even going fast.

"Lily, you don't have to. You need sleep, it's late." He says and I shake my head.

"No. I won't let the father of my children, my fiancée, wank himself off just because I finished first." I say and he raises an eyebrow.

"What makes you think I would do that?" He asks.

"Because I know you." I say and he rolls his eyes before he kisses my shoulder then my neck.

"The baby's-"

"Fine." I finish and he sighs nodding slowly before he smiles softly as I slam myself into him again.

He grins, "Need help?"

I nod and he slams his hips against mine, but the thrust is gentle, his lips pressing into pulse points in my neck.

His teeth graze my neck as he thrusts again, our matching moans filling the room.

I press myself against him, our chests, our lips, our hips, all connected.

I like this position.

It's so intimate so close.

"Scor." I whisper and he nods, before he thrusts then I feel his body tense, he thrusts shallowly, his moans filling the room, his hand on my hip the other woven into my hair.

I feel his orgasm, feel him spill into me, so warm, so comforting and I smile slightly, the thought alone of him in me making my second orgasm of the night hit, causing him to tense in surprise, his body releasing the last of him before we both stop, our matching pants filling the room.

I close my eyes and he kisses my forehead, before he wraps his arms carefully around my hips, pressing me even closer to him.

"That was-"

"Amazing." I finish and he grins.

"We should do that position more." He suggests and I nod.

"I couldn't agree more." I say and he smiles before he kisses me passionately.

"It's late." He states and I nod slowly, my hand pressed against his oh so very toned body.

"I know."

"You need rest. You're family wants dinner tomorrow night, or should I say tonight." He says and I sigh nodding as he puts his hand supportively on my back, before he flips me over, laying me gently down on the mattress, before he pulls out, and I sigh, feeling empty again.

But the feeling is quickly replaced when he comes to wrap his arms tightly around me, and I smile slightly.

"You have no idea how beautiful you are." He says kissing my hair and I smile slightly, pressing my back into his chest before I turn to face him.

My eyes meet him, locked in a passionate stare I smile, "You have no idea how much I love you."

He looks at me before he kisses me passionately, "You're wicked, Red. My red. I love you, Red. More than you can ever comprehend."

I smile before I shiver slightly and he grins before he unwraps himself from me, going to the floor to pick up our clothes.

He tosses me my bra and thong, before he slides on his boxers.

I could have lied there in content, naked, but it really was cold in here.

"Help?" I whisper pouting out my lip and he grumbles before he slowly slides my thong back on, then he slowly clasps my bra back into place, his hands moving up and down my sides.

"You have no idea what you do to me." He says and I grin before I lay my head on his chest.

"Glad I have a nice effect." I say as I reach forward to grope him but he stops me, gripping my hand tightly in his.

"I love this." He states and I nod slowly.

"Me too." I say as he climbs back in bed next to me, wrapping his arms tight around me before I pout out my lip, "Hey! Where's your jersey?"

"Oh no, Red. That jersey is more tempting and sexy on you than this is." He says, his fingers snapping against my bra.

"Does that mean I'm not sexy with just this on?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"Of course not. It just means that the thought of you wearing that, well it turns me on even more. But don't worry, I'll still want to fuck you when you're just wearing that." He says kissing my shoulder.

I roll my eyes, "That's comforting."

He smirks before he chuckles and holds me tight to his chest, his arm wrapping around my waist, and my arm around his arm.

"Do you ever think about what you'd want to do if this wasn't happening?" Scor asks and I sigh.

"No. I can't allow myself to."

"What do you think you'd want to?"

"I guess I'd be an aurror. It's all I really know how to do." I say and he nods, before he kisses my hair and I sigh, "How about you?"

He sighs, pondering it before he smirks, kissing my neck, "A professional Quidditch Player."

I smile as I turn to face him and he smirks, "Just so that you can wear my jersey every night."

I roll my eyes kissing him passionately before I lay my head on his chest, and he strokes my back, before he reaches forward, placing a hand on my stomach.

"I'm gonna go out tomorrow." He says and I nod slowly.

"Why?"

"Before dinner. I need to research ways to make that future happen." He says and I smile slightly.

Knowing it's not going to work.

"Mkay. Maybe I'll spend the day with Roxanne."

"You can't avoid your family forever. After-all we are having dinner with them tomorrow, or should I say tonight." He says and I nod.

"I know. But I can procrastinate." I say and he smiles.

"You sure can, beautiful." He says kissing my forehead.

"Scorpius?"

"Hmm?"

"When do you think the baby will be here?" I ask and he sighs.

"I don't know, maybe a few weeks, a month." He says and I nod.

"What if the baby's not here by the time..." I say my voice trailing off.

"No. The baby will be here by then." He says pausing to meet my skeptical eyes, "It will."

I sigh nodding slowly, "But I'm just about four months. The healers say it's slowing down."

He sighs nodding, "I believe that you'll meet her."

I nod, "I hope so."

I press my hand against my stomach and he sighs looking at me sadly.

"You will. And Calla will look so like you." He says and I sigh shrugging.

"I love you." He whispers kissing me softly.

"I love you." I say my lips puckering before I sigh nestling my head into his chest, his face buried in my hair.

"Goodnight, baby Calla. Goodnight, Red." He says into my hair and I smile.

"Night Scorp." I say as I press my hand into my stomach, "Night little one."

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