Once Nellie was gone, Bellatrix had another one of her break down's just like the mad little baby she was. Her body was thrown on the bed once more, where she began sobbing harshly into a pillow. She couldn't take all the pain she had caused Nellie and she couldn't believe how she fucked her own sister once more. It wasn't right. None of it was right. Rage built up inside Bellatrix before she couldn't take it anymore. She quickly clawed at the pillow, ripping it open, pulling it to shreds.

After a while Evelyn woke in Nellie's arms and greeted her mother will a gummy smile. "Oh..Hello Miss. Wanna come and snuggle with me and mum tonight? Hmm." Once again Nellie's tired legs took her back to the bedroom. Automatically her eyes went to the mess Bellatrix had made. She wouldnt need another child if Bellatrix was gunna act like one.

With a huff, Bellatrix stood from the bed. "Erm, sorry. I needed an outlet. And what I just did was more than pointless, Nellie. You don't know the half of it." Bella whispered, looking down, a bit ashamed of herself. "But I know I'm nothing but a child, so why does it mater?" she mumbled and sighed to herself.

"So ya rip up my pillows?" With a roll of her eyes Nellie passed Evelyn over to Bellatrix. "M'gunna wash myself. Keep an eye on her." Nellie's body felt all sweaty and sticky; she needed to relax in some soothing, hot water and push away all bad thoughts.

"Sorry." Bellatrix muttered as she nodded and took Evelyn into her arms. Her daughter was giving her the sweetest smile, but not even sweet little Evelyn's baby face could cheer her up. It seemed as though Evelyn could see the pain through her mother's eyes, and the once happy smile turned into slight frown. "Oh, you. Don't you worry about me, little one. I'm just troubled and broken is all."

Knowing that Evelyn would be face within Bellatrix's arms Nellie could relax a little. All she truly wanted was to have a safe and happy family and soon, when a male Bellatrix purposed, Nellie would finally have someone to call her own. Now she lay in a half filled bathtub of hot water as her mind ran over the same thoughts.

Bellatrix loved the way Evelyn's eyes gleamed as she spoke to her. It was like she was actually listening to the words Bella had to say, and understanding them perfectly well. Suddenly her mind opened up in front of her daughter and words began spilling out. "You know, babe. I wish that I didn't have to always mess things up. I've hurt your mother far more than I should have, hun. Wish I could just take it all back."

Soap slipped down Nellie's back as she washed herself clean of blood. She scrubbed herself till her skin was red and burning in pain. It was only then, when her body stung, that Nellie pulled herself from the water. A white towel was wrapped around her body as Nellie went back into the room. "She alrigh'?" Her eyes wondered to her daughter in Bellatrix's arms.

"And I wish for you to have a little brother or sister... But that's too much of a risk." Bellatrix kept talking, unaware of Nellie's presence in the room. Evelyn's hands extended to grip Bella's hair with a grin. "Still fancy my hair, do you?" she smiled, pressing a kiss to her daughter's forehead. "You know, maybe.. Maybe me and mum could try getting me pregnant. Highly doubt it would work, but we could try. How does that sound?" Evelyn's grin grew wider and she cooed out little grunts and yawns. It was then that Bellatrix looked up, surprised to see Nellie. "Oh.. Hello, love."

As Nellie stood there, listening to her partner and cooing baby girl, she couldnt help but well up. That was all she wanted, another baby, boy or girl. She'd be happy, overjoyed, to have a new born child in her arms once more. Her hands tightened around her towel as she looked up to Bellatrix. "Please give me ano'her one.."

"The only way we're having another baby is if it comes out of me." Bellatrix whispered softly. "I know you want another.. I want one too. I can't let you get pregnant. I'm sorry, love.. But you can't. I know I probably can't either, but we should try." Now Bella was near tears. She wanted to give birth to a child so very much.

Nellie had sex with Bellatrix a few times with a mans part and no hope, no joy and no baby came from that. She knew she was being selfish but Nellie loved carrying a child around in her womb, no matter the pain. Maybe, if they kept trying, Bellatrix would become pregnant. All she did was nod. Her answer plain and simple.

"I... I'm sure if we try hard enough, I'll get pregnant." Bellatrix stood, the little Evelyn cooing, fingers still weaved in her mother's hair. "I know how much you want to be the one to give birth to another, but..." Bellatrix trailed off, feeling slightly ashamed that she in a way was being selfish. "You already gave birth, and.. I've always wanted to do the same." A small tear fell from Bella's eye as she looked down.

"Yeah...I know." After a while Nellie sat down on the bed and started to dry off her pale legs. It wasnt that she didnt want Bellatrix to have a child, of course she wanted that, it was just that Nellie Lovett always wanted a big family to come from her own womb. Not only that, but she didn't like having the thought of a males part. It freaked her out. But, if that was what Bellatrix wanted then she'd get it. Bellatrix had agreed to turning into a man, Nellie would agree to giving Bella a child.

A light sniffle came from Bellatrix's nose as she began to lightly rock and bounce Evelyn in her arms. Small sqeals and coos of delight came from their little daughter's mouth. The sounds were enough to cheer Bella up from all the sadness, but not enough to mend all the pain. "Thank you, Nellie. I love you." she whispered in a gentle tone, forcing a soft smile for Nellie.

"No need to thank me, love." Pulling off her towel Nellie reached for a nightdress. She couldnt be bothered to dress up today; even though it was still in the early hours of the morning. Now she stood at the window, which she pushed open to let the morning air rush over her pale cheeks, in her off white nightdress. "Looks even more beau'iful in the sunrise. The sea, I mean.."

Bellatrix walked over to stand by the window, next to Nellie. "It appears so." A soft smile crept over Bella's face as she looked to Nellie in the rising sun. "I think you look beautiful as well in the sunrise." She kissed Nellie's cheek before turning Evelyn so their daughter could see the beautiful sun peaking over the hills, shining on the sea as the world around them began to wake up from sweet slumber.

"Hmm. Suck up." A smile took over Nellie's lips before she looked down to her daughter. The little girl seemed to be giggling up at a few passing bird before her attention went pulling on Nellie's sleeve. Evelyn was the spit of Bellatrix in everyway. Short black hair, sharp features and sly yet cute little smile. She had Nellie's brown eyes and pale skin, that was about it, but Nellie didnt care. Bellatrix was beautiful and no doubt Evelyn would turn out just the same.

"No, I mean it." Bellatrix softly giggled as her eyes cast down to their beautiful daughter, who seemed fascinated by the world around her, including her two mothers. Bella's eyes flicked from Evelyn to Nellie, all her aches and pains suddenly drifting away as she stood by her beautiful soon to be wife, along with her beautiful daughter who would grow up to be an amazing woman. "Charming, she is." Bella muttered as her gaze fixed on Evelyn. "She's rather bright for a baby. It's like she listens to me." With the tilt of her head, she leant down to press a kiss to her daughter's forehead.

"Well, she must have witch or something in her?" After a while Nellie leant her head onto Bellatrix's shoulder and started to stroke her babys cheek and then her short black hair. "She'll be beau'iful. I know i'. She shall be married at six'een to some handsome man wi'h loads of money to spoil 'er with. She's got a sort of...magic to 'er. Will she have magic? Wha' 'bout a wand an' all that stuff?"

"Hard to say if she'll have magic. I suppose she would, considering I'm a witch. We just have to watch her as she grows up. When she gets angry or sad, something might happen that we can't explain. We have to watch for that, and if we see it, we'll tell her she's a witch." Bellatrix spoke as if Nellie knew everything she was saying, of course she most likely didn't. "Once she's old enough, we could send her off to the witchcraft school I went to.. I mean, if it's alright with you and everything."

"I'd like tha'." Nellie's eyes slowly wondered up to Bellatrix's face. Ever so gently her lips pushed against her soon-to-be wife's face. This was how it was went to be, the whole family together. But what Nellie said, about Bella being on her last warning, was completely true. She'd given up too much for that witch. "Gives us some time alone. I guess."

"Guess it would." Bellatrix nuzzled against Nellie's touch. "I have something to ask you.." she whispered, her eyes casting down to meet Nellie's. "The whole.. Bloke thing. Is it partly because I don't satisfy you as a woman? Or because you pictured yourself with a man, and you want it that way? Does it have anything against me that you want me as a bloke? Or is it just so we can truly be together?" Bella lightly tilted her head as she spoke, along with chewing on the inside of her cheek, waiting for an answer.

"Oh Bella. Ya really do think into stuff a li'le too much." Once again Nellie kissed Bellatrix on the side of her face. "Ya sa'isfy me as bo'h. Male or female. I fell in love wi'h a woman. Bu', I though' it would be nice fer us to go ou' and truly be toge'her when we go ou'. I wan' to show the world 'ow much I love ya."

"Thats what I thought, but I wasn't sure. I'm paranoid is all.. I'm too afraid of losing you because of my stupid and pointless tactics and I'm afraid you've gone tired of me, annoyed with me, and don't much love me like you used to." Bellatrix looked down, a bit saddened, but every word she said was true. There was no excuse to what Bellatrix had done and it was true that she thought all the love and lust between them had died down.

"Ya readin' too much into it, love. Ya the one who is causin' the hur', no one else. So," Her gentle eyes caught Bellatrix's with a soft glint, "It's up to ya to fix it. When the time comes then you'll know wha' to do."

"I know, I will fix it. I don't know how just yet, but I will. I promise you." Bellatrix smiled and kissed Nellie's forehead as little Evelyn giggled. It appeared Evelyn loved the sight of her two mothers in such close contact with small actions of affection.

"It'll all get be'er, soon enough.." Nellie's eyes wondered over the sea as the growing light hit off the blue and white waves that rolled onto the shore and crashed deep within the yellow sand. How she loved this place, will all her heart. It beat London, no matter how much she missed it, Nellie couldnt put up with the smoke, the busy streets or the danger anymore. Besides, what did she have to back to?

"Yeah, I hope so." Bellatrix watched Evelyn as her eyes flicked from her mothers to the beatious sea. "It's all ours, my dear. All ours." She whispered into Evelyn's ear, causing a small babyish giggle to erupt into the morning in all it's wonder. Now Bellatrix started thinking on how she'd make things up to Nellie. It was going to take her lifetime to do so, but it didn't matter much to her long as Nellie saw that Bella was pure for her and only her.

Nellie's eyes flicked back to her daughter as the little girl giggled. Turly it was Evelyn's. She would grow up living here. She'd be the one to find the little hiding places, the best spots to have a picnic and the best trees to climb. Nellie couldnt see their daughter to be girly or behavour in the proper mannor. Already she was cheeky and sly when she wanted to be.

"You're going to put a spell on every man within miles when you're older. Perhaps literally." Bellatrix giggled lightly, kissing Evelyn's soft, tiny cheek. She looked over to Nellie and tilted her head. "Do you want to hold her? You look rather lonely over there." Bella slowly extended her arms out to Nellie with Evelyn all bundled safely inside.

"Sure. Come 'ere li'tle lady..." Nellie gently scooped up Evelyn. Kisses were placed all over her giggling daughters face before Evelyn grabbed Nellie's nose and squealed out in delight. "God. She so takes af'er ya. Li'le bloody madame. Tellin' ya now."

"That's just her way of saying she loves you!" Bellatrix giggled lightly before hiding a smirk on her face. "Like this is my way of saying I love you!" Bella brought her hand back and gave Nellie's bottom a firm smack before gripping it roughly with a wink and a giggle.

"Ouch! Sore body 'ere ya li'le bi'ch!" Nellie's brown eyes looked over to Bellatrix before she started to giggle. Bellatrix could always make her laugh, one way or the other. "Righ'. I think I migh' pu' this one to bed and we should res' too. We are bo'h tried.."

"Indeed you should do that." Bellatrix nodded before she gently took her hand off Nellie's bottom and kissed her cheek. She moved to the corner where her nightdress was and slipped it on quickly; there would be no point in dressing either, the both of them would just spend the day in bed, sleeping or just talking.

Nellie gently rocked Evelyn to sleep as she was put into her cot. Of course her mother made sure that her little baby girl was all tucked up before Nellie placed a kiss onto Evelyn's head. "Sleep well, love." Mintues later Nellie was slipping into bed with Bellatrix. Like always she curled up to the witch and put her hand onto Bella's stomach. Her fingertips took up the material of the witches nightdress as she toyed with the patterns on it.

"Now, go to sleep, Nellie. You need some well deserved rest." Bellatrix whispered into Nellie's ear. "And don't go dreaming on the bad things, you hear me?" she softly spoke as she placed kisses all around Nellie's ear before her lips made their way down to kiss upon the lips of her little pie maker.

Wrapping her arms around Bellatrix's neck Nellie pushed her lips back into the witches. If anything her kiss was a little too depreprate. It was like she was begging Bellatrix not to go with a kiss, a long and hard kiss. How she wanted to cry again but this time, unlike most of the long dark night, the pie maker was able to hold back.

Bellatrix was thankful for the long kiss she shared with Nellie that night. It was one of the first things Bellatrix did with Nellie that had true meaning to it. Of course, she had made love to Nellie on the beach hours before, but that was filled with pain and sorrow, rather than beating hearts and smiles. It had been a month since that dreadful yet loving night had happened, and Nellie's health as well as emotional state began to hype up, almost back to normal. Now the two women spent their days in meanigful talk, long walks on the beach, and for a few moments, they almost forgot they had a family. But then they would grab Evelyn to watch her smile as the two shared small kisses and giggles, playful moments and even a few teasing ones. Life had defiantely gotten better that month, and Bellatrix couldn't help but to think it over while lying in bed on a beautiful, early morning, awaiting her little pie maker to wake.