Fifty Shades Forever Changed
Chapter 52
Christian's POV
The nurses dragged me out to the waiting room…I couldn't talk…I couldn't breathe and I couldn't think…one moment I'm holding my son and talking to Ana and the next one they take away my son from my arms and they make me leave Ana in there…as the nurses were dragging me out I turn around to see her and her eyes were closing…Dr. Greene and another doctor were giving instructions to the other nurses…that's when I dared to look at what they were doing…there was a lot of blood…and the machines were going crazy…
I don't know how long I've been standing there looking at the doors were the nurses disappeared…
"Christian?"
I hear my mom's voice…
"Christian!"
She gets in front of me and takes my face in her hands
"What happened? Why are you crying?"
"Mom…"
I hug her so tight that she couldn't breathe
"I'm sorry…" I let her go
"It's ok darling…talk to me…please…"
I told her what happened…and she hugs me moments later she takes my hand and walks me to a sit next to my dad…she starts explaining everything to Kate, Elliott, Mia, Ethan and my dad while all I can do is think about Ana…I saw the blood…it was a lot…what if she doesn't make it…how could I raise Teddy all by myself…what if I never see her beautiful eyes again…no…I can't lose her…I can't leave without her…please God, don't take her away from me, I can't leave without her….I start crying and I feel a pair of arms holding me, my mom …when I look up through my tears I can see Ethan hugging Mia; Kate crying on Elliott's shoulder; Bob and Ray trying to comfort Carla…
Please Ana…you have so many people here waiting for you…please don't leave us….
After what it feels like forever…Dr. Greene walks into the waiting room…she looks exhausted…
"Mr. Grey…."
I don't say anything I just stand there and grab my mom's hand…
"Ana is gonna be ok…there was an hemorrhage right after we took the baby out and it took us awhile to stop it…she lost a lot of blood…but now she is ok…she just needs a lot of rest…she is gonna be feeling a little weak for a couple of days so we are gonna keep an eye on her here…"
"Thank God…Thank God...she is ok…" I hug my mom and cry
"Thank you Dr. Greene…"
"She will be in her room in a couple of minutes…you can go see her…"
"Thank you" I whisper to Dr. Greene and she leaves us
"She is ok darling…now we are gonna go see her ok?"
I nod
Ana was sleeping when we went to her bedroom…I was the only one that stayed with her but everyone just wanted to see her for a few minutes just to make sure she was ok…
They all wanted to see the baby but I wanted Ana to hold him first and they understood…they all were coming back later this afternoon to meet the new Grey…
After they left, I sit beside Ana and held her hand…
"I love you Ana…" I kiss her hand and rest my head on the bed, right beside her arm…soon I felt asleep.
I don't know how long I've been sleeping but I wake up feeling someone caressing my hair…I look up and I see the most beautiful blue eyes in the whole world…
"Hi…" She whispers
"Hi…Oh Ana…you gave me quiet a scare there…"
"What happened?"
"There was an hemorrhage, it took the doctors awhile to stop it that's why you are gonna be a little weak for a couple of days…but you are gonna be fine…"
"Where is Teddy?"
"He is in the nursery…let me call the nurse ok? I will ask her to bring him here…"
10 minutes later a nurse was walking into our room with Teddy…I helped Ana sit up and get her comfortable; I took Teddy in my arms
"Look who is awake? Is mommy Teddy…you wanna go with mommy?" I put Teddy in Ana's waiting arms
Ana's POV
"Hi baby boy…" I whisper
Teddy and I locked eyes
"He has your eyes…and your hair…" I say to Christian
"Yeah…" He caresses Teddy's head and gives him a kiss
"He is perfect…" I caress his cheek and smile at him
"He is…just like you…"
"You are the most beautiful baby in the entire world…yes you are…" I take his tiny hand and kiss him…then he starts moving closer to me and he tries to grab my robe with his hands but he can't
"I think he is hungry…" I say to the nurse
"You want me to help you?"
"Yes please…"
I take the left side of my hospital rob down so Teddy can have access to my breast…
"Ok…now turn the baby's whole body toward you, chest to chest. Touch his upper lip with your nipple, and, when he opens his mouth wide, pull him onto your breast, holding your breast for support. His mouth should cover not just the nipple but as much of the areola as possible."
"Ok…" I do what she says
Teddy takes my left nipple as soon as it makes contact with his little mouth…
"Wow…" I gasp
"Does it hurt?" The nurse asks
"No…not at all…" I smile
"Ok…I will give you three some privacy…let me know when you finish so I can take him back to the nursery…"
"Can he stay here with us?" Christian asks
"We want all the new mommies to rest a little…and because you had a difficult c-section you are very weak…the doctor wants you to get all the rest that you can…after you feed him now you can rest and I can bring him back in maybe 3 hours so you can feed him again…."
"Oh…ok…" Christian said a little sad…and honestly I am too, I just want to be with Teddy all the time…but I guess I will have time for that when we get home…right now I'm really tired
The nurse leaves and closes the door…Teddy is still eating but sometimes he lets my nipple go and he can't find it again so I help him
"There you go baby boy…" I put my nipple in front of his mouth and he starts sucking again
"You really like to eat huh?" I laugh
"Well thank God I'm not gonna have to worry about him eating too…" Christian laughs
Christian and I don't say anything else…we just stare at Teddy until he lets go of my nipple and falls asleep with his little hand resting on my breast…seen him sleeping so peacefully, makes me want to sleep too
"I will call the nurse…"
"Ok…" I murmur
Moments later Christian comes back with the nurse, he takes Teddy from my arms and before they take him back to the nursery I call the nurse one more time
"What if he gets hungry?"
"Don't worry…newborns sleep most of the time…but if he gets hungry before I have to bring him back I will let you know and bring him right away" She smiles
"Ok…thank you"
"Thank you"
"No problem…now rest Mrs. Grey"
After she left, I lay back on the bed and close my eyes…Christian is holding my hand
"I'll be right here baby…you just rest…because the whole family is coming later to meet Teddy…"
"I can't wait…" I caress his hand
"I love you Ana"
"I love you too"
