*Pain* *Cassie's POV*

I couldn't break Gordon's grip, how could I be so stupid as to let him know about me. This pain was worst than anything I have ever encountered. I couldn't think of anything other than the surging pain every time I breathe in. I was whimpering and pushing Gordon away but he just held me in place with the blade pushed against my neck. I screamed and felt my stomach turning I gagged on the poison and blood. I felt tears building in my eyes as I hit at everything that I could reach. I wasn't paying much attention to what was going on with Dean and Gordon other than the fact that Gordon was now on my kill list. It wasn't until I heard Dean yelling that I realized that only seconds were passing. I flinched at the idea of having to deal with this pain for any longer, but sadly I couldn't do anything. I was useless. I try to spit out more ash, but Gordon hit my stomach with the heel of the knife and I swallowed it down burning my stomach and I screamed against his hand.

"Get your dirty ass hands off my sister!" I heard Dean scream and I opened my blurry eyes to look at him. I've never seen him more angry, his teeth were baring and I could feel the rage running through his body.

"She's not human!" Gordon smirks and I choke on the ash feeling my vision fading. "No grey area Dean! Either you're a monster or you're human. She's not human." I bite down on his hand long enough for him to pull away and for me to spit out the black discussing blood out of my mouth. I let out a scream as Gordon punched me in the face and Dean jumped forward on him. I fell to the flood coughing out black ooze holding my stomach in pain. I felt like my veins were on fire. I coughed and spit out anything I could screaming again. Someone picks me up by my hair and I whimper. I try to turn and punch at him but I couldn't move that fast. I was thrown into the ground the air leaving my already burning lungs. I looked over in time to see Dean punching Gordon and then kicking him in the chest. He flew back into the other room. I was trying to watch but all I could do was roll up into a ball holding my stomach. I let out a shaky groan before I fall into a coughing attack. This is the last time I ever try to calmly sort out problems. I should have put a bullet in his head when this whole damn thing started.

"You don't touch my little brother!" I heard Dean yell and looked up to see him holding Gordon against a wall. "And you sure as Hell don't hurt my little sister!" He screamed again throwing a punch into Gordy's wrecked face. "EVER" He carried him into the kitchen and tied him up to a chair. I couldn't move enough to help so I just stayed where I was holding my burning stomach.

"De…" I try but my mouth was full of black ink looking shit again. Dean dropped to his knees in front of me and picked me up, I shouted to him to stop but he didn't. "Ass-oll…" I tried to complain but broke out in a coughing fit again. Sam walked in through the door while Dean was holding me and gave me to Sam.

"Hold her."

"What the Hell!" He held me shaking me, I reached out and slapped his shoulder.

"Fuck, stop that hurts." I groan out in pain as he stops moving me.

"What happened to you?" He asks touching my bloody and blackened mouth.

"Gordy shoved black ash down my throat." I say my voice hoarse, but at least I can talk again. Sam sighed and I put my hands around his neck pushing my face into his shoulder. I hate pain, I mean, yeah I'm a hunter and I'm small so I'm always being kidnapped and beat to hell. But I hate having to deal with pain, while it's happening it's not that bad but after I want to punch a bitch. Dean came back in about 10 minutes later.

"So what did I miss?" Sam smirked and I groaned loudly from him shirt.

Dean laughed wiping blood from his lips. "Nah, nothing much. Lenore get out okay?" So that was the vamps name.

"Yeah. All of them did." Sam smiles at Gordon, good she didn't deserve to be tortured. I was wrong about them, I wouldn't tell the boys that though. I wouldn't have ever lived that down.

"Then I guess our work here is done. How you doin', Gordy? Gotta tinkle yet? All right. Well, get comfy. We'll call someone in two or three days, have them come out, untie you." Dean smiles at the beaten Gordon. I pat Sam's shoulder so he will look at me.

"Let me down real quick." I say and wait for him to let my feet onto the ground. I reach out and use a wall to steady myself. Sam and Dean watch me intensely as I walk over to Gordon.

"I guess this is goodbye. Well, it's been real fun." I smirk before pulling back and punching him as hard as I can in the jaw. The chair flips over and Gordy lets out a groan. I pull back with a smile shaking out my sore fist and lean against the table to steady myself. "Okay, I'm good we can go now."

"I wish we never took this job, just… jacked everything up" Dean finally said after we left the house. I smirked leaning against him praying I don't fall over again.

"What do you mean?" Sam stared at him after we got to the Impala. I pulled open the door and sat down so I didn't have to stand anymore.

"Think about all the hunts we went on, Sammy, our whole lives."

"Okay"

"What if we killed things that didn't deserve killing? You know? I mean, the way Dad raised us and the way we raised Cas…"

"Dean, after what happened to Mom, Dad did the best he could."

"I know he did. But the man wasn't perfect. And the way he raised us, to hate those things; and man, I hate 'em. I do. When I killed that vampire at the mill I didn't even think about it; hell, I even enjoyed it…but then Cassie came and Dad knew about her? Why would he teach us to hate something that we shouldn't? That he did?" Dean pulled opened the door and gave my shoulder a quick squeeze. I smiled up at him as Sam walked around the car to get in. The car started and we head back down the road. I sighed with relief, I feel safe again surrounded by the beautiful leather seats of the Impala.