Warning: This Chapter Egoist Citrus
Neko-Hiro
Chapter Fifty: Examination
Once in the shower, Hiroki offered to wash Nowaki, but Nowaki simply shook his shaggy head and smiled. "Uh-uh, Hiro-san, I'm not finished with your examination yet." Then he turned Hiroki around so the neko's back was to him and lathered his hands with soap.
Nowaki started with Hiroki's hybrid ears, being very careful of the stitched one, and stroked them with his lathered hands. "Your ears seem okay, Hiro-san," he said playfully, amused by how they twitched under his light touches.
Then strong fingers slipped down and began more firmly massaging the back of Hiroki's head, sifting through his wet, cinnamon-brown locks.
Hiroki couldn't help himself, he groaned with pleasure, as somehow, Nowaki's external ministrations to his troubled head began to soothe all the internal knots in his brain.
Gradually Nowaki's hands moved lower, wrapping around Hiroki's human ears and rubbing right at the point where the catman's jawbone connected to his skull. The pressure of Nowaki's skilled fingers here was amazing. Hiroki dropped his head and immediately began to purr.
"No, you seem fine here too, Hiro-san, if a bit tense. You shouldn't clench your teeth so much." Nowaki advised, though his voice was still light.
Too soon for Hiroki, Nowaki's hands moved again.
One hand slid down, kneading the back of the hybrid's tight neck, the other hand slipped around palming the neko's chest. This motion pulled Hiroki closer to Nowaki. The hybrid could feel Nowaki's stiff dick brushing against him.
As much as he wanted it, in so many ways, given his past experiences he unwittingly flinched, suddenly apprehensive, even though he knew rationally that Nowaki would never hurt him.
Thankfully, the young intern didn't seem to notice. Nowaki was too busy, teasing; his sudsy hand swirled the soaked cinnamon patch of fur in the center of the Kamijou cat's chest, slid across the hybrid's hard pecs, circled and very lightly pinched Hiroki's slippery nipples.
Hiroki gasped at the sensations. His drenched tail drifted around one of Nowaki's lean legs.
Nowaki could feel the encircling length of Hiroki's tail around his calf tighten and relax in time with the waves of pleasure washing over his mate.
Nowaki leaned his dark head forward over Hiroki's shoulder. "You are healing well here too, Hiro-san, no sign of infection." He whispered in to Hiroki's human ear, "soon you won't even be able to tell at all you were ever pierced."
Nowaki pulled back slightly, nuzzling his neko's dripping nape as the hand that had been there slipped down between the hybrid's shoulders. The hand at Hiroki's front collapsed so that only one finger was extended. It spun tiny circles at the tip of one of the catman's alert nipples, barely brushing it.
"Nowaki…" Hiroki exhaled the name with a pleasured breath. His earlier fear had dissipated and he was deeply regretting having told Nowaki there would be no fucking this morning.
"So impatient, Hiro-san," Nowaki humorously chided.
"You certainly wouldn't want your personal physician to rush his examination, now would you?"
The palm resting between Hiroki's shoulders applied a light pressure and the neko felt himself gently pushed forward. Hiroki extended his arms and braced himself, slightly bent, against the shower wall.
Nowaki's huge hands slid in tandem from their respective locations. Nowaki removed them reluctantly as Hiroki shifted his position, but used the opportunity to soap up again.
Hiroki was shocked at how crazed he felt. The sudden absence of Nowaki's touch was excruciating.
When Nowaki's hands returned, each rested high on one of Hiroki's lean sides. They followed the contours of the catman's body, drifting down at a deliberately slow pace, moving back slightly to linger over the neko's pert ass when they got there. He rubbed the base of Hiroki's tail sensuously and watched in eroticized awe as it loosed from around his leg and reflexively curled upward.
Then Nowaki rubbed all the way to the bottom of the hybrid's taut thighs, from there they meandered back up to Hiroki's waist.
"Hmmmm," Nowaki murmured as he pressed his lips to a spot between Hiroki's shoulder blades.
Despite the rumble of his uncontrollable purring, Hiroki was pierced by the humming vibration of Nowaki's utterance and could feel it gently tremor his heart.
Nowaki turned his head to the side and rested his cheek against Hiroki's shoulder. "I think you still may be too thin though, Hiro-san. I'm going to have to feed you more."
"Nowaki…" Hiroki growled the name this time. His snarl was short-lived, however, as one of Nowaki's sud-slick hands slipped around and cupped his blood- heavy balls, giving them a playful but tender squeeze.
"This part of you seems perfectly plump, however, Hiro-san."
"Unnnhhh, Nowaki…" Hiroki moaned as the hand moved again, gathering up the length of his erect cock.
"And this part of you just seems perfect, Hiro-san."
Hiroki didn't even have to turn his head. He could hear the smile in Nowaki's voice. His tail uncurled and swished over, wrapping itself around the man's wrist as the young intern gave Hiroki's dick an approving stroke.
Hiroki drew a deep breath, already he was at the point of no return. It didn't seem right to him that he could be brought so close to the edge of ecstasy with his cock having hardly been touched. But few of his previous partners had given much consideration to foreplay and none ever so lovingly.
The neko felt Nowaki gently nudge his legs, encouraging him to spread them wider apart. Hiroki complied and was rewarded when Nowaki's cock-free hand brushed a slippery finger against the sensitive skin of his taint, rubbing him there.
"Is this okay, Hiro-san?"
The note of caution in Nowaki's voice made Hiroki tremble as did this exterior massage of his prostate. He nodded.
Nowaki's tender touch swept this spot again and traveled up just bit a higher to graze Hiroki's entrance. The man's finger gently circled his pet's pucker, feeling it quiver, then lightly pressed against it. "And this is okay, Hiro-san?"
Without turning around to look at Nowaki, Hiroki silently nodded again.
"You tell me if you want me to stop, Hiro-san."
Hiroki wanted to yell at Nowaki at this point for being so goddamn considerate but he couldn't say a word out of fear that his voice would break and the man would stop all together. So instead he nodded a third time.
Nowaki wanted so much to have his cock inside Hiroki, but his mate had said not until that night and with what Hiro-san had been through, Nowaki felt it was very important to respect the hybrid in this regard.
"No fucking till tonight, Hiro-san, just as you said, because once I start I don't think I'll be able to stop. So right now this is just for you." Nowaki's voice was husky with restrained desire.
In Hiroki's whole life, no one had ever been so tender with him.
Hidden by the steam and the streaming water, Hiroki was at last able to allow the tears that he had been fighting to overwhelm his eyes. Until Nowaki, no one had ever truly cared for him, and the sense of this man's deep, heavy love weighted him with a joy that was almost unbearable.
Hiroki was embarrassed to admit most of his sex life had been quick random fucks, especially when he was younger. Hiroki had known he was gay since he was a kitten and once he'd become "active," half the time he was lucky if he even got a first name from the other male, be he human or neko.
Even when he had ridden Akihiko's cock, it had been about trying to please his owner in the hopes it might garner him love. Akihiko, on the other hand, had not been concerned about his pet's pleasure at all. As soon as he'd come, the author had slipped out from under Hiroki and walked away, before his seed had even cooled.
With Tsumori and the men he'd given Hiroki to, the hybrid was nothing more than a two-holed receptacle, meant to be fucked and then discarded.
That Nowaki was concerned about him, was attending to him so kindly, overwhelmed Hiroki. He was glad his back was to the man, as he was crying freely now. Hiroki despaired of the emptiness of his previous life and wept in fear of what might happen if he allowed himself to get used to this new one, being so wonderfully filled (in all ways) with Nowaki.
His tears were soon stilled though, as Nowaki's finger pressed forward and made its first gentle exploration into him. Hiroki was still tender, though not as much as he feared he might be, given all that had happened to him.
Because uke neko heat-pairings could be at times very violent and involve multiple partners over a compressed period of time, modern generations of uke hybrids had been genetically modified to have thicker anal tissue, as well as rapid healing and regeneration in this particular area of their anatomy.
From how his neko's tail tightened around his wrist, and the clench of the hybrid's passage around his finger, Nowaki could tell that Hiroki was still a bit sore. He didn't say anything though, he just watched as the tightly muscled shoulders before him tensed and then relaxed. After a few moments he could feel Hiroki become more easy around his finger as well. He pushed further in, amazed by the heat of the neko's insides. He pulled back a bit searching for the chestnut-sized bump of Hiroki's prostate.
While he had read about it in his medical texts, Hiro-san had demonstrated to him the power of this point last night. Nowaki had never had such an incredible orgasm and he was eager to reciprocate, knowing now that being inside Hiroki was not going to hurt him too much.
His digit found that magic spot and began to massage around it lightly. He listened to Hiroki's breathing as it labored and became breathy. Once he could feel the muscles surrounding the gland relax, the tip of his finger began to rub in a circular motion over its surface.
Nowaki listened to Hiroki's increasingly pleasured moans. He felt the hybrid heaving beneath him.
Hiroki, in an act of boldness, removed a hand from against the wall of the shower and brought it down to the one of Nowaki's that was still encircling his cock. His tail, still wrapped around the man's wrist, urged as well.
"Please, Nowaki," Hiroki panted.
The combined tones of desire and desperation in Hiroki's plea thrilled Nowaki. His slick hand began to stroke the length of the hybrid in addition to his internal motions. Nowaki could hear the purr increasing in magnitude within Hiroki's lovely chest. Within only a few moments after taking this rhythm up, Hiroki came, a heat-howl disrupting his purr. His jumping dick spurted and his ejaculate joined the water flowing down the drain.
Nowaki slid out of Hiroki and released his cock as the neko's knees buckled from the strength of his orgasm.
Nowaki bent down to help the breathless catman now crouching on the floor of the shower, but Hiroki batted his hands away.
"That was really good, Nowaki," Hiroki gasped, still trying to regain his breath, though he wouldn't look at the younger male yet, embarrassed that he'd come so quickly.
"You have your own personal physician, Hiro-san. I have my own personal professor." Nowaki teased. He added seriously, "you are a really good teacher, Hiro-san."
The benefits of all my experience, Hiroki thought ruefully.
Nowaki reached his hands down again. Hiroki looked up over his shoulder at his owner now. He turned and clasped Nowaki's wrists, but instead of letting himself be pulled up he resisted.
"Come down here with me, Nowaki," Hiroki growled.
"But you should probably get out and get ready for work, Hiro-san. You don't want to be late."
"And what do you intend to do about that?" From below him, Hiroki looked up at Nowaki and cocked an eyebrow at the tall man's enduring erection.
"Oh, I can take care of myself, Hiro-san. I have years of experience doing that after all."
Hiroki looked at Nowaki with an expression that existed somewhere between amused and disgusted. "Stop being so fucking nice. I said get down here, dumb-ass!" he ordered.
Nowaki leaned against the shower wall behind him, folded his long legs, and sank to the floor alongside Hiroki.
"Honestly, Nowaki, what kind of partner would I be to go and leave you in a state like this?" Hiroki huffed. He didn't mean to, but he reached up and tenderly brushed Nowaki's shaggy shower-soaked bangs out of his eyes.
"Really, Hiro-san, I don't mind… Wait… Did you say partner, Hiro-san?" Nowaki's newly revealed blue eyes grew wide.
Despite his steam-red skin, Hiroki suddenly grew darker, "I… I meant 'pet,' of course, Nowaki," Hiroki stammered, realizing the significance of what he'd inadvertently said.
"But, Hiro-san, I don't think of you as…. Ahhh…" Nowaki's thought was suddenly lost to him when Hiroki rapidly bent down between his folded legs and licked up his thick shaft.
"Hiro-san?" Such sensation was still so new to Nowaki it overwhelmed him. He knew he had been about to say something really important, but he couldn't for the life of him remember what it was.
Hiroki's mouth reached the base of Nowaki's dick and was now licking up across the tall man's tight belly, lightly nipping along the tiny creases at the fold of Nowaki's waist. The neko's gentle nibbles pinched just slightly and every time the catman's teeth grazed his flesh, the sensation shot all the way down to the tip of Nowaki's long cock.
One of Hiroki's hands reached up and the hybrid drug his short nails, trailing them ever so softly, down Nowaki's sculpted chest as his mouth moved back to minister to Nowaki's dick.
The feel of this filled Nowaki's belly with a liquid heat.
This time Hiroki started at the base of Nowaki's cock. Warm soft lips brushed against Nowaki's aroused sac. Hiroki then curled his tongue around the underside of Nowaki's shaft and licked towards its tip. He paid special attention to the sensitive spot underneath, just at the edge of its head.
Hiroki's tongue was not as sandpapery as a pure cat's but it wasn't smooth either. Nowaki still wasn't quite used to how amazing the surface of this slick-ridged muscle felt. But more than that, however, seeing Hiroki on his knees before him, the neko's lean back stretched out, his sodden but twitching tail curled over itself, the slightly elevated curve of Hiroki's ass as he bent down, the hybrid's sweet mouth slipping over the head of his aching cock, this image was beyond beautiful.
Hiroki's nubbed tongue teased the tender weeping tip of Nowaki delighting in Nowaki's unique salty taste. He tentatively tickled the slit, still learning the man's likes and dislikes in such attendance, having learned the hard way that for some this was uncomfortable.
However, Nowaki found the attention exquisite. His finely chiseled chest was rising and falling rapidly, his excited breaths caught in his throat and then escaped in soft moans.
Unlike the Miyagis, the Kamijous did have a gag reflex, and Nowaki was very long, so Hiroki used his hand to encircle what his mouth could not take in. Lips curled around his teeth and tongue cradling the underside of Nowaki's rigid length the neko worked his mouth and his hand in coordinated strokes.
"Hiro-san, wait!" Nowaki gasped.
Hiroki stopped. Large russet eyes looked up at Nowaki, concerned. "Mmmph... What?" he mumbled, around Nowaki's thick member. Hiroki was struck with the terrible thought that he might be doing something wrong.
Looking down at Hiro-san, even like this, Nowaki thought the cinnamon neko looked just too adorable.
"How are you, Hiro-san?"
Hiroki looked at the young intern like he was crazy. He disengaged from Nowaki and sat up on his knees. "What in the hell kind of question is that? Especially at a time like this, Nowaki?" The Hiroki blushed and looked down, wiping his saliva-slick chin with the back of his hand. "I mean everything was going okay, right?"
Nowaki looked at the neko and realized that his action had threatened his Kamijou cat's frail pride.
"Oh, no, Hiro-san," Nowaki breathed. "Everything's perfect! It's just that I thought you might be…" Nowaki motioned to Hiroki's groin, the neko was hard again. (Whereas Nowaki's seme energy gave the man tremendous endurance, Hiroki's uke energy gave the neko tremendous resilience.)
Nowaki scooted forward. "I want us to come together, Hiro-san," he whispered, his words all but drown out by the sound of the shower's cascading flow.
Hiroki regarded Nowaki a moment. Simultaneous orgasm was nothing he'd ever experienced and as far as he knew was merely a pornographic convention. What was he going to do with this naïve idiot?
Other than try and please him.
Hiroki shook his head, but even so slid in between Nowaki's thighs. His own legs bent, one on each side of the younger man's hips. He moved up until both their dicks were brushing the other's. Skin against skin, the sensation of their shafts touching was electric.
Nowaki reached up a long arm and grabbed the soap off of the inset shelf of the shower and lathered up his hand once again.
Hiroki looked down as Nowaki's huge soapy palm encircled both their cocks. When he glanced back up, Nowaki surprised him by leaning in and capturing his mouth with a tender kiss. Hiroki would have tried to pull back, but considering where Nowaki currently had a hold of him, he though the better of it and instead wrapped his arms around the man's neck.
When Nowaki released Hiroki's mouth, the hybrid bowed his head and rested it against Nowaki's broad chest. Hiroki kept his arms loosely encircling Nowaki's neck as the man started their Princeton rub.
Nowaki's years of solo practice had certainly given him a fine skill set in the stroking department and before long he had Hiroki back on the brink.
"Nowaki…," Hiroki said, not looking up. His cheeks filled with color. "I'm close."
"Not yet, Hiro-san." Nowaki was panting himself.
"Please, Nowaki…" Hiroki repeated. He was embarrassed to hear what sounded like a hint of a whimper in his voice.
Nowaki's free hand took a tight hold at the base of Hiroki's eager member preventing the cinnamon cat from coming. "Not yet, Hiro-san." It excited Nowaki to hear the plaintive need in Hiroki's voice.
Hiroki was still resting his forehead against Nowak. Nowaki knew that he would most likely remain that way until after his release. He wished Hiro-san would let him see his face. He wanted very much to watch the hybrid come. But so far, Hiroki had made it clear that he was uncomfortable with this.
Hiroki could tell by the sound of Nowaki's breathing that the younger male was finally getting close too. He slid his hands down from around Nowaki's neck.
Nowaki released the two of them and let Hiroki take him in hand. Nowaki began to use the hand that had been gripping the base of Hiroki's cock to stroke the neko. All that could be heard now was the sound of the falling water, and beneath that the pair's heavy panting.
They came within moments of each other, both issuing rough exclamations at their climax, their fluids coating each other's hands and cocks, only to be quickly washed away.
Man and neko wrapped their arms around each other and sat there, recovering in silence, allowing the water to rain over them.
"Nowaki," Hiroki said, still not looking up.
"Hmmmmmm, yes, Hiro-san?"
Nowaki watched Hiroki's head drop just a bit lower and his water-dark ears flicker undecidedly. Then the hybrid's ears stilled and his lean tail drifted around and gently brushed the outside of one of Nowaki's thighs.
"I love you," Hiroki said softly.
Nowaki felt Hiroki blush against his chest as he said this. Nowaki's heart was suddenly so full it was bursting.
Here was the most complicated of simple declarations. Not accidentally said, or followed immediately by something dismissive. Unadorned, undisguised, those three words, uttered nakedly, comprised the most beautiful confession he'd ever heard.
Hiroki's personal physician thought his patient was showing remarkable progress.
"I can't think of a more wonderful gift, Hiro-san." Nowaki leaned his head down to kiss the soggy cinnamon head.
Hiroki was silent.
"Well, we're still fucking tonight, okay?" he grumbled at last, finally looking up into his big goof's smiling face.
"Oh, yes!" Nowaki said happily pulling Hiroki closer for their last minute together before they had to leave the sanctuary of the shower and re-enter the world. "And then we're going to do it a lot."
"Ribs, Nowaki!" Hiroki growled in the midst of the tight embrace, but the hybrid couldn't help the small smile that tugged the corners of his mouth, or the huge upward tug to his heart.
New AN: I know I have been absent for a few days, but the start of classes, an illness, and a few other complications have kept me away. Also, how do you like the new cover? Poor Hiroki… Oh the angst.
That said… Thank you to all who chimed in after my last note.
My lovely X- your travels with me through this tale again are much appreciated, as is the thought you put into each of your reviews.
Black Flamingo 101- You know I am not one to squee, but that's what my heart does each time I see you pop up on the review board, my dear cyber-uke. Your review of the Terrorist chapter delighted me and I can't wait to see how you incorporate this into your own developing neko-verse.
Ashley Tangerine- my sweet, you can be as late as you want, just don't stop. I await your reviews as eagerly as it sounds like you await new chapters. Is it terrible that I love you quoting lines from the story back to me? Your recognition of canon elements pleases me immensely as does your note of details. Thanks also for pointing out typos. It seems like no matter how many times I read, I can't get them all.
JMAG- I look forward to your notes and appreciate your attention to detail. Please feel free to let me know of any inconsistencies you see in the future…or typos for that matter. Read on my dear!
FrostySquid- glad to have you back. I thought I'd lost you there.
FujoshiNinjaNumber6- love that wily inner fangirl and I am so glad you like the story and that I could put it back up here for you. I relish your review and your Egoist love.
Araceli-kun- don't die, I want to hear more from you! So happy you like this story.
Loopy Hutton- So glad you're still around and thank you for all the alerts and favorites!
Anon, Reviewing, A, Guest I, Guest II, - Thanks for chiming in!
Chiho Kazusa, Ivy Jane Backer, and my sweet Kiyo12- Thank you so much for the notes, dearest readers. So glad to have you back on this return run.
J- lad you found the story and so pleased you like it. Hope to hear from you again. There can never be enough celebration of Egoist Love.
Allee-louise- Dude, love ya back. Thanks for the support!
New Violin- Thank you for the wonderful review. So glad you found me and my neko tales. You keep reviewing and I'll keep reposting/posting.
Greywonderland- What a lovely and heartfelt review. This first review from you makes up for not reviewing before and I hope you will Chime in again. So glad you're enjoying the story anew. Also, take heart as I will be reloading "The Escort" here too. Hopefully my stories won't be taken down.
Old AN:
So I am sure all you naughty kittens are all furious with me now and are like WTF, Don't Preach, 3000+ words on prostate stimulation and mutual masturbation? For piss sake, just have them "get together" already!
As Lillemmi said in her review… "tease, tease, tease…" See, now you all have me quoting you.
I know how much you all want to see Nowaki fuck Hiroki and I know it may be a bit OOC for Nowaki to be so patient, especially considering his "I can't hold myself back" and his not ever being able to go slow in the manga/anime. But in the manga/anime Hiroki hadn't been repeatedly sexually abused /assaulted either (that we know of)… And Nowaki really loves him and doesn't want to further injure him. Plus, with the Japanese work ethic (please forgive the ethnic stereotyping) Hiroki couldn't be that late to work. He's kind of on probation right now after all and I have the sense that when they do finally "connect" in that way… Nowaki is not going to let Hiroki out of the bed for days….
And returning to my "Hirokian" temperament (glad you liked my new word), truth is, I want it as badly as you do, but I cannot seem to allow myself to give in to your amorous desires without first a display of resistance (or twelve). Where is my Nowaki? The one who will overpower me and make me give in to what I secretly, deeply desire (sigh).
I promise you, just hang in there with me a little longer… there will be a glorious penetrative egoist moment or ten before this story is over… there is an ending for this tale you know and we are getting closer. And Egoistfangirl it will be L.E.G.E.N.D.A.R.Y.
So tomorrow is Misaki and Akihiko… I hope you're all curious as to how they've been doing.
For those of you who read this part of the chapter, Reficular did the cutest drawing of neko Hiroki in his towel, licking himself. Check out the link in Reficular's review (you just have to take out the spaces). Teabags, I know you draw, would you like to contribute a sketch (please?) and Avery, you said a scene made you want to draw. Do you? Would you? And share please? Same to any other artist out there.
Nadiwa Yagari,Lillemmi, NocturnalOtaku (totally with you on the MPREG boob thing, I mean seriously, WTF), Yaoifangirl4ever- smooches to all of you!
Lora32- so sorry to disappoint about the MPREG, but I hope to make it up to you in the future and thank you for adding your voice (plus I'm super impressed you read the notes first, wow)
Bronanas, ColeGreen- thank you for adding the story to your alerts
Madame Masquerade 64- so glad you're back with us and I hope whatever was up with your family is okay now and wasn't too terrible.
Teabags- I have seen "Thirteen," a powerful and disturbing film. So, you could have probably chanced drinking your tea while reading the above. So sorry to disappoint.
X- After your amazingly long review of the previous day (16 points- I was overwhelmed with pleasure), I cannot fault you for abbreviating yesterday. I am so glad you liked the chapter. I wrote it with your and Teabags romantic (ack!) hearts in mind.
Also, I like the FF PM system so that then I don't have to post my e-mail out in the open. Not every reader is as kind as you.
Egoistfangirl, I am so glad you liked the description of Nowaki's body, and I don't think it is bad to say you'd like to get into Nowaki's pants. Especially after Kiyo12 shared about that scene giving her a "lady boner," Oh my hell, Kiyo12, I laughed so hard… that was a new term for me. Princeton rub I know, but lady boner I was not familiar with. Thank you for the educational moment.
Also EFG, really, English is your second language? Well, you write better than a large number of my native English speaking students, but then that's the superior power of the American educational system I get to see every day at work.
Indigo and cobalt are both vibrant dark blue colors but indigo comes from a plant, cobalt is a naturally occurring chemical compound (geological).
Avery- You wait for my post, I equally wait for your review. Well, I am glad we can have no life together then. I'll write, you read…Sound fair? And where is that Hiro-san of yours on those lonely nights while you're waiting at your computer? Plus, I am honored that you like the story enough to be re-reading it…thank you.
Midoritenchi90- thank you for the PM and I really liked the idea. I think there is definitely something there to work with. Thanks!
xMoymoy, keep stalking and be glad you are not a frustrated Egoist fan.
Liz- glad you're still with us and congrats on the new job!
Kirakrz- reviewing from your IPOD. What dedication. Good luck again with your exams and no worries. I will wait for you to rejoin us (anxiously) once your educational obligations have been met.
Midnight Reader- where did you go? Do you see how easily spoiled I get.
AddictedToCoffee- no MPREG, thank you for the review and that you like the story, but please be careful with your pronouns…bad man : ) Nyan- also hope this pleases you and thank you for sounding off on the issue.
Ichigo Kousei- my lovely genderless crush, where are you? I missed you yesterday.
MeltXD- someone else who has been MIA for some time...
Last note, I realized I wrote WTF twice in this missive. My language skills are being corrupted by text slang… what sort of terrible abbreviation will I write next? OMG! (Well, there you have it- sigh.)
