No copyright infringements are intended. The plot is mine I'm just borrowing the characters.

BPOV

I was determined we were going to relax and talk for the few days we still had at the hotel.

I made sure we had a stress free time, we walked in the gardens, wandered around the small town and even ventured out in the car to explore the local sights .We both had to do some shopping as we were running short of the basics as well as clothes for going out in the evenings and lounging around the hotel in, even if it was just the hotel bar. We kept our conversations light and never once mentioned the club. I made sure to keep talking about us and our friends and families. I think Edward was too frightened to bring up the subject any way, he was trying so hard to prove that he didn't need or want it anymore.

I was still trying to decide when and how I was going to bring the subject of the club up. I knew I wanted to go back,I was missing the exhibitionism and the voyeurism because to be honest my need was probably as strong as Edward's in that area. I was really excited about the thought of dancing on the pole again, naked with an audience, and I couldn't imagine not going back in to the ante room to watch others and be fucked at the same time. The more I thought about it, the more positive I became that I wanted to go back and soon.

The hardest part for me was dealing with what Edward wanted; his fantasy. I just couldn't picture myself being fucked repeatedly by a line of men, some of them maybe known to me, some not. No matter how much I thought about it (and I had thought about it constantly since he had first admitted what he wanted) it just didn't do anything for me. It didn't disgust me because I was way past the point of being judgemental, each to their own and all that. If I was really honest with myself part of me could be up for it because Edward really wanted it and I could give it to him quite easily if I chose to go along with it, but the rest of me, the majority, was struggling and I had to listen to that.

I was in no rush to make a decision, if this last week had taught me anything it was that I needed to listen to me first and learn to trust what I was hearing. Once I was happy with that then I could talk to Edward and we could have an equally balanced discussion, not me giving in and giving him what he wanted because he dazzled me with 'the smirk' or the sex. I was definitely stronger, tougher and far more able to stand up for myself. I laughed out loud at that thought, I was painting myself as a weak and feeble door mouse that was too frightened to say no and I really wasn't that at all. I think sometimes I just tried too hard to please everyone else and left myself till last.

"What has you laughing?" Edward asked, opening his eyes and looking down at me.

We were down by the lake, quite away from the hotel and Edward had surprised me. Somehow he managed to get a picnic set up so when we walked here it was waiting for us. After a wonderful meal of pate and crackers, crudities, dips and an amazing selection of dainty little sandwiches and cakes we were lay in a T shape on a lovely blanket, with my head on Edward's stomach.

"What do you want to do this afternoon?" Edward asked as we lay on the grass. I was really comfortable, the sun was lovely on my skin, we were in a really secluded spot and I was feeling really good. I had on some little shorts and a vest top that I'd picked up whilst shopping.

"Do you think we could swim, or is it too cold?" I asked rising up onto my elbows.

"It's too cold I tested it earlier"

"I really fancied skinny dipping, shame it's not warm enough" I said lying back down.

"Well if you want to get naked don't let me stop you Bella. This is an ideal place to do some naked sun worshipping" he was joking but I was feeling really turned on so I sat up and peeled my vest top and shorts off. Underneath I had one of my new plain white cotton bras on and a pair of plain white panties.

"Fucking hell Bella! You only need pigtails and I can could see a schoolgirl fantasy in the making" he said as he watched me undress.

I removed my bra and panties and lay back down on the picnic blanket, it was wonderful, I felt so free, six months ago I would never have dreamed of being naked outside but this was so ... liberating and relaxing and sexy and just wonderful.

"Bella are you really going to just lie there like that?"

"Yes husband I am, I am going to relax and lie here and just let the sun warm my skin."

"Well I have a better idea, I'm still hungry so are you up for fulfilling a tiny little fantasy of mine?"

"That depends on what it is"

"Well I have always wondered how those Geisha girls cope when they are laid out with food all over them, they have to lie really still and let the business men at the table eat off them. Can I try that on you? I won't make a mess, promise"

"Are you serious?" I asked but he was already digging through the food left in the picnic basket.

"Totally. Now lie back, get comfortable and let me get everything sorted".

I lay back on the blanket and got comfortable. I knew this was likely to messy, despite Edward's promise so I might as well just go with it and see what happened. He started by placing a cracker over each of my eyes, "no looking to start with, I want you to feel all the different sensations on your body"

Once my eyes were covered he grabbed my arms and placed them above my head. Tying them together with a couple of napkins he created more the illusion of me being tied up than actually being restrained but it was enough to get me wet. I felt a smear across my nipples and I was sure that was probably pate. That was quickly followed by the cold almost slimy feel of cut vegetables being placed all the way from my boobs down to my hip bones. The next feeling made me jump, he dropped dip from a height down onto my hip bone and then just above my pussy.

"I need to position you better, just open your legs for me" he said as I moved for him. He took my legs and bent my knees putting my feet flat on the floor. I could feel the sunshine and the gentle breeze on my pussy, and as I lay there I could feel the dip start to move. It was going to move with gravity and go all over my pussy. The thought really excited me, I wasn't quite sure why but it was and I was reacting to it.

"Stop fidgeting Bella, if you move everything will fall off and I just have a few more things to place on you"

I lay there as I felt him place more pieces, it felt like the little sandwiches were across my collar bones and finally the icing from the mini cup cakes was all around my belly button.

"You look amazing, just lay still for a minute I need to get a photo of you" he said and I heard him searching around the blanket for his phone.

"You don't mind if I take a photo, do you Bella? It's just you look so fucking amazing lying here naked against the blanket with the food on you, my own little edible fantasy" he asked.

"No I don't mind, in fact I love the idea, ever since I saw us on film, I've wanted to explore that "

For the next ten minutes all I could hear was the click of the camera on his phone. I had no idea what he was taking and I purposely kept the crackers on my eyes. I knew that some were quite close up because I could feel his breath on my skin when he did a close up.

I was starting to get uncomfortable, nothing to do with the food or the photography, I was just so turned on I needed to move or be touched. Finally I felt him lick the pate off one of my nipples. He took a long slow lick and then sucked my nipple deep in to his mouth. I could feel the suction and it was almost painful as he slowly pulled back dragging his teeth against my skin. He did exactly the same thing to the other nipple and by the time they were both clean I was ready to come.

He very slowly licked his way down my torso, cleaning up all the dip and vegetables, I think he had just knocked the sandwiches off me because all I could feel was the icing around my belly button and the dip that was still all over my mound and pussy.

"Should I have desert first or should I enjoy the dip? he said as he swirled his finger all over my mound then dipping down into my pussy, he scooped his finger up and I could hear him sucking his finger.

"Bella flavoured dip, lovely" he said as he plunged his tongue into my pussy without any warning. I reacted by pushing back against his face, trying to get closer to him, the dip was everywhere and all I could feel was him licking and sucking at it and me.

"Do you think this would work as lube?" he asked as he lifted my legs and put them over his shoulders. I was balancing on the top of my back, and he was supporting me. I felt his fingers snake round and probe at my ass. His fingers were wet, but it didn't feel like they were covered in dip. Plunging his tongue back into my pussy he started to gently push a finger into my ass. I was in heaven, so many different sensations were racing around my body. I could feel him everywhere, his mouth on my pussy, his fingers in my ass and his other hand was holding my clit hood back so he could alternate between sucking my clit and plunging his tongue inside me.

I came hard and without much warning. Edward dropped my legs from his shoulders down to the crook of his arms and was inside me within seconds. I'd kept my eyes closed, long after the crackers had fallen off so I had no idea how or when he'd got himself naked but as he continued to support my weight I came again as he took me roughly and in a position where I couldn't move.

We lay on the blanket, both of us thoroughly satisfied, spent and naked. I couldn't help but think about how turned on I'd been by being unable to move. The more I thought about it the more I realised that I wanted to explore the possibility that my kink could well be being restrained. I knew I wasn't submissive, that was different, it wasn't doing as I was told, giving up power or whatever Alice had tried to explain to me, it was about not being able to see or move, I may even try not being able to hear as well.

"We need to make a move sweetheart, the hotel staff will be here soon at clean up, and as much as I know you don't mind being on show, I think we ought to get dressed" Edward said as he kissed me. I could taste myself on him and couldn't resist going in again for another.

"Bella behave, we need to get dressed"

"I'll get dressed, but I really want to see those photo's" I said slipping off the napkins from my wrists, they weren't even tight, I could just pull my wrists out of them.

"We need to explore tying me up soon Edward, I really want to feel unable to move" I said as I started to get dressed.

"I know, I saw how you responded to the napkins, you weren't really tied up but you went with it anyway. I have an idea for later that we can try if you're up for it" he said with that dangerous smirk that I knew meant trouble.

"Ok, now let's have a look at these photographs you spent so long taking".

We sat on the blanket , my back resting against his chest , and he looked over my shoulder as he held his iphone in front of me. He had taken about 30 pictures. Some were just parts of my body like a nipple smeared with pate whilst others were full length shots. He'd done close ups of the dip on my pussy and an amazing photo that showed the gooey mess just as it dropped onto my pussy lips. It was very erotic to see my body on display and if it wasn't for the noise the approaching staff made, I am sure we would have been naked again.

As we walked back to the hotel I had to ask "What is this idea you have for later then?"

"Do you want to know or should I surprise you?" he answered.

"I'm not good with surprises at the moment, we need to be open " I told him.

He stopped walking and turned to look at me, taking my face in both his hands, he looked directly in to my eyes

"Have I destroyed your trust in me, will you never let me surprise you again?"

"It's not about me trusting you, it's more about me knowing what's happening. For the time being I just need know. No surprises, talk to me" I told him.

"Well then later I am going to take you out onto the balcony outside our bedroom. I'm going to strip you naked and then I am going to bind your arms very tightly to the railings. You will be bent over with your arms stretched out along the railing top. Then I am going to bind your ankles to the bottom of the railings as wide open as you can stand. Once I have you like that I'm going to sit at the table and have a drink and leave you there until I'm ready to play with you. I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do then, maybe I will fuck your pussy, maybe I will fuck your ass, maybe I will fuck both, but then again I may just leave you bound there while I go and have a drink in the bar, who knows?"

Before he even finished the final sentence I was running towards the hotel, I needed to shower and be ready to be undressed on the balcony before he changed his mind.