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Disclaimer: I do not own Kuroshitsuji

Claim: I own this story and my Ocs

NOTE: This is the interactive chapter, the first part and last bit will be the main interactive bit. The rest of the story is told in Lust/Ash's P.O.V.

Warning: Implied-rape, stalker tendencies, character deaths and swearing

Enjoy!


Chapter Fifty Four-Her Butler, Lust's Story

Hello.

What you are about to hear is a story behind one of the sin's past. While reading this, please keep an open mind.

Your decision will decide the fate for this sin.


When I was born I knew instantly that I was different. Of course I knew I wasn't human but the kind I grew up with weren't human either. It wasn't the fact that I was a vampire that made me different.

No, it was the fact that I was born from the sin of lust.

All around me, my kind bowed to me in respect and went to me when they had problems. I never understood what they wanted while I was a child, I thought it was cool that I had servants.

My mother was a selfish person. She always wore the best clothes and acted like royalty. To be honest, she sickened me.

Really, the only person I really cared about was my older brother. Now it may be hard to believe, but my family is actually Spanish. But because we are vampires, we don't actually look Spanish.

My older brother, Fabio, was a strong vampire who tended to goof off most of the time. He was popular with the girls and some of the guys, but he tended to hang around me more.

Maybe that's why I loved him the most.

As I grew older, I felt changes in me. I began to see things differently and I'm not afraid to admit this, but my hormones got a little out of control. Meanwhile, mother decided that Spain wasn't good enough for her, so we ended up moving to England.

That was when things began to change.

You see, vampires can't really control their hormones and my brother was no exception. On one of the days that both of us were in the house together, brother came and raped me.

And I became obsessed with him.

I followed him around and had my fun with him, though he didn't seem to like it, even though he was the one that started it. It came to the point where he ran away from me.

Well, I couldn't have that, so I went to go and find him.

I learned that he had started working under a human named Baron Barnett, who was married to Angelina Durless or Madam Red as most humans called her. Well, I couldn't let them have my big brother so I planned to rid of them.

I think I was ten at the time, can't be too sure though, it has been over a hundred years after all.

Though I never did get to kill them because of that bastard Gluttony. Apparently he had a problem with the man as well and barreled into his carriage. Angelina was hurt, losing her baby in the process, and the fucking man that stole MY brother died.

Serves him right.

What? Okay, so maybe saying that was mean but still! What you going to do about it Alice?

Please don't hit me there!

What happened to Fabio? He got away, leaving no trace as to where he went.

Anyway, it was at that time that I was told what and who I was. Lust, the name given to the next powerful vampire. That vampire would have a cursed life filled with lust only for flesh and blood.

It didn't sound fair to me but I didn't have a choice in the matter.

We became popular in Britain, did you know that? The Brendon family had a big name, but you weren't good at listening to history, were you?

No, watching Hetalia does not count as a history lesson.

Anyway, we ended up getting the chance to meet the head of the Trancy house, Alois I think his name was.

What? You knew about that? Oh, well now you get to hear my point of view.

That night as mother and me approached the manor, I knew instantly that the staff there were all demons. Disgusting creatures, but not much different from my kind.

Alois was….interesting. It was his smell that caught my attention. He smelled like a Mistaken, did you know that? No, he wasn't a Mistaken, but I knew that he had to be connected to one.

That night I managed to scare him, told him all about the things I would do to him if I had my way. It was worth seeing the human's scared expression.

Nothing interesting happened after that. The Jack the Ripper cases attracted my attention, but your Shinigami friend became boring after being defeated.

It's a shame that woman, Madam Red, died. I would have loved messing with her.

Years went by until I was finally made the leader of the Lust group. As soon as I was in control, I killed mother. I never did feel anything for the woman who abused others. It's not like she cared for anyone anyway.

The rest of my years were spent looking for Fabio; he never did make it easy. I did though, end up meeting Lilah Okami, a good friend of my brothers. Never did like her because she loved to mess with me. Though she has grown on me now, but it did take a while…

It was at that time I met Wallace. He caught my attention when I was sitting in a café. Probably because he was dressed in a long cloak in the middle of summer. He came to me and persuaded me into helping him get a Mistaken.

I was about to decline him when he offered to reveal the location of Fabio. I couldn't pass the opportunity so I took it.

How wrong of me was I to do that.

So I disguised as a human and hanged around areas until I met you.

You were how do I say it? Interesting. You were arrogant and I could tell that you were obsessed with winning.

Don't deny it Alice, you practically ripped the guy apart to win.

I admit it, I was using you at first so that I could get my brother's location, but then when I saw how you really acted and what you were really like, I became obsessed with you.

I wanted to protect you. I loved you like a brother loves their sister. I never did have a sister but I wanted one. Guess I decided to make you it instead.

Anyway, I wanted to make sure Wallace wouldn't get you, so I had planned to 'de-flower' you. In vampire terms, I would have taken away your soul as well, making it unattainable.

But of course your Shinigami friend got in the way and you know what happens after that.


I gazed at Alice as she stared at me blankly. That was something about Alice that I didn't like about her-the fact that she can be readable one minute, but be unreadable the next.

"Alice, I know it doesn't sound good but I just want my brother and you to come with me. I can protect you this way, you won't need to be stressed anymore." I said, gazing at her with a smile.

She was like a sister to me after all. After a moment of silence, she finally spoke. But what she said caught me by surprise.

"You are lonely."

I gazed at her in confusion. Lonely? What does that term even mean? I'm not lonely…I have people…

"Ash…Lust…it sounds to me that you were raised the wrong way. Maybe if you stopped being obsessed with sex and blood, maybe you would find your brother quicker."

I snorted. I'm not obsessed with sex and blood, why couldn't she see that?

I grabbed her hands, feeling her stiffen at my touch. I gazed into her gold eyes and was tempted to just get her there and then.

"Alice…Please decide. Won't you come with me? What is your decision?"

"I…"


After hearing his story it's up to you to decide on the question. The most common answer to this question will decide the fate of Lust.

Was Lust's reason for going after Alice a reasonable one or just an obsession?

The fate of this question determines the next chapter.


Finally done! I just watched Hetalia Paint it White on Youtube! I loved it!

I got an X-box 360 from my dad yay!

My mum thinks that I have an eating disorder…..^.^'

R&R