Jacob
Bella and Kara smiled at me and Edward later that day.
"What the heck is going on?" I asked. The girls pushed us into chairs and turned music on in the dark. I had no idea what they were going to do until I heard Edward make weird noises.
Oh hell no. I didn't want to be a witness to Edward and Kara's sister having sex at all, so when Kara tried to straddle my jeans, I sunk down in the chair and grabbed her by the legs.
"Woah Jake. I didn't know you were that big of a fan of this type of thing." she laughed as I carried Kara into a private part of the house and left Bella to help Edward jack off by himself.
"Better question is why?"
"What do you mean? I thought you wanted this." Kara looked hurt and I hated making her feel that way.
"I do want you but not like this baby. I want it to be romantic and specail for both of us. You know what I mean?"
I didn't want her to walk away angry. Which is what she did.
Kara
He could have said that in the first place!
Why would Bella convince me to go to a freaking strip club in hopes of making Jacob Black want me when he didn't.
" I wish you weren't so hard to read." I said as jacob called me to come back to him.
"I just don't feel comfortable having you do that." Jacob said and I didn't listen. I got exactly what he meant by it anyway so he didn't even have to say anything else about it.
Jacob
Later, after a hard run, I came back to Kara and took her in my arms.
'You are everything to me baby. I love you so much and i really want to have sex but in a different way. At a different time."
"Are you not ready yet Jake?"
"Of course I am but I want to look out for you."
"Jacob I know I'm gonna be scared if we do play. I have never done it before. I want to but I don't know if i can."
She was terrified. My heart hurt so bad for Kara. I wanted to help her more than anything in the world.
"Let's wait then." I suggested "I promise I won't ever hurt you. I'm not giving up Kara. If anything you and I will become closer than close through this." I moved the hair out of her face and leaned over to kiss her lips. They felt soft and my heart burned as she pushed herself over onto my lap.
"Sorry. I got a little carried away."
"No problem." I smiled and went in again. I held the small of her back and pulled Kara's body over to me. Arms enclosed over her, I gave her as much as I could, not wanting to let go, but having to when I saw the sun go down behind the trees in Bella's room.
" We're a pretty messed up pair aren't we? Neither one of us can hold our shapes together right."
She smiled and held my hand. "I love you so much."
"I love you too Kara." I said lingering inside her doorway, too emotional to move. We were going to do this soon.
I knew she would be beautiful. I traced the shape of her cheek and filtered my hand through her hair, trying to prolong this moment, etched as one of the many defining moments in our lives together.
I bent down to her neck, kissed it once and whispered into Kara's ear the one thing I knew about when it came to going further with her.
"You can count on me."
