TW: forced alter take over, forced co-fronting/forced fronting, sex/rape, emotional trauma
Chapter 55-Have You No Shame? (Nassiri)
Nassiri heard the sound of breaking glass in her den while drinking wine. She sighed heavily and set the glass down carefully. There was no need to waste good wine on a rotten brat who refused to take her place in the inner world. Nassiri casually walked to the dungeon, knowing what she'd see. As expected, when she opened the door, there was a blast of snowy air from the swirling snow that had gotten caught in the windy room. the chains were broken and the glass window was broken. But she could see blood on the window sill. Elsa was injured. An injured child getting lost in her own self-inflicted blizzard. "What an easy find. But it can wait. She'll be wandering for days before she can find her way to any trail." Nassiri decided to change her clothes. A gown was not good protective clothing in a blizzard. She'd casually follow Elsa's trail in a little bit. "Elsa…" She narrowed her eyes, hating how such frightened child could have been her creator. Flashbacks went by Nassiri's eyes, making her grimace. She could see the kids taking bullying too far, hear the insults, feel the injuries. And then there was Ian. His religious bullshit is what had really led to her development. Elsa was so desperate for an angel to save her and lash out at the person causing the problems. But that had backfired. Elsa saw herself as the cause of the problems so Nassiri was after her. Nassiri's purpose was to rid Elsa of the problem, even if Elsa saw herself as the problem.
Every cruel thing done to Elsa, all the wanting to lash out and be cruel back yet too scared to do so, all the anger and hate and pain. That was all Nassiri was. Just an angel of destruction meant to rid of the problem. And Elsa was the problem. One memory in particular was the strongest with Nassiri. It had been pushed away from everyone else's memory and forced into hers. It was the day Elsa's class had taken a trip to the farm. Elsa had just gone to Disneyland and met Princess Aurora. A photo dear to Elsa had been destroyed by Hans and his friends. That was the turning point that had really solidified Nassiri's creation. There was so much rage, hate and pain from that one act. So much need to lash out yet too afraid to fully fight back. Nassiri was the violence in Elsa. Nassiri walked passed a room as she entered the hallway, hearing sobbing and muttering. She peeked in to see Arcy curled in a ball in the farthest corner.
"Good girl, must be a good girl. Be good and nothing happens. She must always listen. Always and forever listen and be nice. Daddy doesn't punish her if she listens. Mommy isn't hurt if she listens. Everything is her fault."
Nassiri scoffed. Arcana was the part of Elsa that took blame and guilt. Nassiri knew who each alter was to Elsa. Kiri was the protector she needed, Anna was the social girl she wanted to be, Ayalah was the silence that Elsa was sometimes forced into, Arcana was the guilt and Nassiri was the violence. All the pieces fitting together. "Hm…I'll have some fun before I track down that brat." Nassiri changed her path, heading to the front door. "Time to go see my boyfriend." Nassiri decided to go see Hans. It had been long enough and she missed him. He was just like her and she loved it. And she was a bit of a masochist. As Nassiri entered the void, she reached into it and felt a hand. Kiri must be trying to get in again. She walked into the void completely, sure enough seeing Kiri punching and shooting ice at the icy barriers. "Forget it. Only the snow I made can break the barrier."
"Nassiri! Why you disgusting little bitch! I should have your head on a stick for the shit you've done!" Kiri started to run at Nassiri.
"I have no time for you." Nassiri side stepped and laughed as Kiri ran straight into the barrier. "Now, you'll be stuck here while I have some fun. Goodbye." She ignored Kiri's cursing as she entered Elsa's body in the real world. "Ah, home sweet child. Time for some fun. What time is it?" She sat up slowly, letting the headache, nausea and tunnel vision subside. "Still not used to that." When her vision cleared, she looked around. She was in Elsa's room in Ian's home. "So despite him being in jail, we still live in his house. That's not fucking stupid at all." She easily found the desk clock. "Oh look, it's April 7th, Elsa's birthday. She's officially 13. Oh it's still dark out. I think I'll just sneak out and see my baby." Nassiri took all the clothes from Elsa's closet and examined them. "Hm, too prudish, too long, too girly, too cutesy, too nerdy. God doesn't this kid have any taste in clothing? Ugh. I'll just have to improvise." She rummaged through the desk drawers until she found scissors. "This should do." Nassiri took a dark black and red dress and cut the chest and sleeves off, making it a tube top. She cut the length of the skirt so it sat 2 inches above her knees. "Much better." She discarded the kitty pajamas with a frown, throwing them against the wall. "What a childish thing to wear." She put on the dress and went to the bathroom. Turning on the light and looking in the mirror, Nassiri shook her head. "This stupid white hair. Can't do shit with it, it's so thick." Nassiri spent a few minutes brushing it before she managed to get it half up. "Well, at least it's decent. Though if I looked anything like myself, I'd be fucking sexy." She threw on a bit of lipstick and some eyeliner, grabbed a pair of low heels from the closet and causally walked out the front door. Nassiri didn't care that Diane was asleep on the couch. She'd do what she wanted and no one would stop her. She wanted freedom and fun alongside blood and violence.
Nassiri easily walked her way to Hans' house, making her way around to his window. She knocked on it and waited a few minutes, seeing Hans sleepily poke his head out.
"Wha? Who?"
"Hey baby! It's my birthday and I wanted to be with you."
"What time is it?"
Nassiri shrugged. "I dunno, when I woke up it was like 1 something in the morning. I got ready and left. So now it's probably like 1:30 or something. So, ya wanna help me celebrate my first year as a teenager? I thought we could do something…special, if ya know what I mean." Nassiri traced her hands over her body and grinned at Hans.
He blinked a couple times before his groggy mind registered what she meant. "Oh hell yeah! I've been waiting to get my hands on that body for a while now! Hot damn baby, I'll be right out!"
"Don't keep me waiting."
'Nassiri, what the hell do you think you're doing?!'
'Whatever the hell I want to and there's nothing you can do to stop me, Kiri. So shut up and enjoy the show.'
'I'll find a way to get free of this god forsaken void and imprison you like you should have been years ago!'
'Keep dreaming, princess. Right now, I'm a grown woman with physical needs and he's just the one to satisfy them.'
'Don't you dare get in bed with him!' Kiri practically hissed.
'I hadn't thought to go that far but now maybe I will. Put your claws up kitten, you can't touch me.'
Nassiri grinned as Hans jump rout of his winnow and held her. "Damn you look good in that. Did you get all dolled up for me?"
"You know it, hot stuff. So, I was thinking we could skip all the stupid bases and get right to what we both want."
Hans tilted his head. "Oh? You mean just get straight to bed?"
Nassiri grinned. "Yep. Let's face it, we're both humans with basic physical needs," she slid her hand under Hans top and caressed his chest. "I'm done waiting. I want you."
"I won't argue with that. I'll get some money and get us a motel room. No one ever has to know."
Nassiri shook her head. "But where's the fun and thrill without the risk of getting caught? Let's go to my room. I haven't had a chance to throw out all my stupid kiddy decorations yet but I think we'll be too focused on each others bodies to think about that."
Hans grinned. "You sure are a crazy girl. Really living up to your nickname of Snowfreak."
"Oh I'm a freak, alright. Let's go to bed so I can show you." She led him back to her house and into Elsa's room. "Get out of those clothes now, sexy. I'll do a strip for you." After Hans had gotten naked, Nassiri sexily stripped out of her clothes and pushed Hans onto the bed. "So baby, what do you think?"
Hans stared at Elsa's body, seeing just how much older her body was than her actual age. "I think you're the sexiest girl I've ever seen," he replied, caressing his hands up and down her chest.
Nassiri grinned and let the pleasure sink in. "Damn right, I am. And I'd better be the only girl you ever see like this while we're together."
"You will be," Hans said as he kissed her neck. "How do you want to start this?"
"Baby, do whatever you want with me and I'll take my turn."
"Hell yeah," he sat and placed her on his lap, kissing down her neck and chest while his hands scratched down her back. "You're so beautiful, Elsa. I didn't want to admit it when we were kids, but you're beautiful."
"Don't talk," Nassiri moaned, "just please me."
'NASSIRI YOU DISGUSTING FUCKING BITCH! IF I EVER GET MY HANDS ON YOU I'LL TEAR YOU LIMB FROM FUCKING LIMB! GET HIM THE FUCK OFF OF ELSA BEFORE I RIP YOU TO SHREDS!' Kiri was furious.
'Can't talk, too busy being pleased like I want.' She ignored the rest of Kiri's rant about revenge and death threats to feel Hans' mouth on her breasts. "Mmm, that feels good." She pulled on his hair and scratched down his back, being turned on by his muffled moans. "Do whatever you want with me," she whispered to him.
Hans looked up at her from her stomach and licked his lips. "Whatever I want?" Nassiri nodded. "Alright then. Get on your back baby, I wanna show you how much I love you."
Nassiri raised an eyebrow. Had he really just said he loved her? Oh, if only he knew who it was he really loved. "I love you too, baby. Now show me." She didn't really love him, just the danger he represented to the others.
Hans grinned and spread her legs, getting in between. "It may hurt a little bit but that's fine. It's your first time, and honestly mine, too. So I'll take it easy."
"Don't go easy, babe. I like a little pain and love. Do it how you want." She moaned as she felt Hans penetrate her. "Oh god, that feels so good!" She moaned, reaching up to claw at his chest. 'Snow, go track that little brat and bring her here. Grab Arcy, too. Keep them just outside the void until I say. Don't let them move anywhere else.' Nassiri felt a little chill inside as she felt her command of Elsa's snow listen and go. Hans started off slow and gentle, easing into it to ease his nervousness. "Don't worry, baby. This will only make us closer," she whispered, sitting up on her elbows to lick his lips.
Hans panted after her tongue left his lips. "Dear god, you're so seductive. I want you more!" He laid on top of her and thrust a little faster and harder, making out with her while his hands groped her breasts.
Nassiri felt the cold chill return and grinned. 'Good. but I'm not done being pleased yet. They'll experience their first time soon enough.' She wrapped her arms and legs around him. "Don't stop, baby. I want more!"
"I'll give you more baby, I'll give you more," he went a little harder and moaned more.
Nassiri got a brilliant idea. She could stay in control while having the other girls get laid, too. Why hadn't she thought of it sooner? The thought of Elsa and Arcana squirming and crying in silent misery for it to stop just made the sex seem hotter to her. 'Snow, force them to front as well.' She'd make sure only her voice was spoken. "Oh Hans, faster!"
'Hans?! What's…Oh god it hurts! Make it stop! What's happening?! Why?! NO MAKE IT STOP! KIRI! MOM!'
'No, no Arcana doesn't like this. Pain, bad pain. she feels pain inside. No, it hurts! Make it stop! She'll be good!'
'NASSIRI YOU SICK AND TWISTED FUCKING VIXEN! I WILL FIND A WAY OUT OF THIS TRAP AND I WILL DESTROY YOU! HOW DARE YOU MAKE THOSE POOR GIRLS GO THROUGH THAT! YOU'RE PRACTICALLY GETTING THEM RAPED!'
'That's the thing about rape. If consent is given beforehand and no is never heard verbally, it isn't rape. So guess what? It's a fucking orgy.' Nassiri moaned loudly, pulling Hans mouth down to her chest. She moved her hips to match his rhythm.
'MOMMY MAKE IT STOP! WHERE ARE YOU MOMMY!? MOMMY PLEASE SAVE ME! I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE WITH HIM LIKK THIS! OR AT ALL!' Elsa was hysterical. 'No, I…I can't…I can't take it…It hurts so much…'
Arcana was curled tightly in a ball, holding her stomach. 'The pain…She'll behave and never complain! She'll eat all the food, no matter how gross! Please make it stop! She'll listen! She promises! She can't take the pain!'
Hans went a little faster, holding up Elsa's legs to get in deeper. "God damn you feel so good Elsa. I'm glad my first time was with you."
"Same for you, sexy. Less talking, more sex-ing."
'SEX?! WHAT! NO NO NO NO NO! STOP IT! MAKE HER STOP! I'LL GIVE ANYTHING TO MAKE HER STOP! PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME! WHY CAN NO ONE HEAR ME?! PLEASE STOP IT!'
'Arcy…She can't…She can't take it…too much pain…too much blood….' Arcana fainted, making Nassiri grin.
'Weed out the weak. I didn't think Elsa would last this long.'
"Where do you want me to finish, baby?" Hans question brought Nassiri back to the pleasure she was getting.
"Why not make our first time special? Keep going and don't stop until you're done in me."
Hans blinked, shocked. "Are, are you sure? This is our first time and already we're doing this without protection."
"I'm sure baby. I haven't gotten my period yet so there's very little chance of anything bad happening."
"Well when you put it like that," Hans laid on top of her, his hands caressing her breasts as he licked her neck.
A noise outside the door caught Nassiri's attention and she grinned. Hans tried to get off but she held him to her, moaning as she moved her hips. She wanted to get caught. The adrenaline rush and pleasure would make it so much better. The door swung open and Diane screamed, seeing her daughter having sex. "ELSA RAILENE DELANOR! WHAT ON THIS GOD FORSAKEN PLANET ARE YOU DOING?!"
"Tch, what does it look like? I'm having sex." She looked to Hans. "Don't stop baby and I'll make it worth your while."
Hans, now guilty and totally embarrassed, found it hard to keep going. Scratches down his back and teeth on his neck made him moan and move his hips instinctively. A few seconds later he was done and panting.
Diane, furious, grabbed Hans and threw him clear across the room into the wall. "I DON'T GIVE THE FAINTEST OF SHITS WHO YOU ARE BUT I'M CALLING THE GOD DAMN COPS ON YOUR ASS! FOR ALL I KNOW, YOU JUST RAPED MY DAUGHTER!"
"No he didn't," Nassiri sat up, not even caring to dress herself.
'Oh god, Mom saw all that…She thinks I'm…Oh god…No, I'll never….Oh god…she'll never trust me now….No…no….the pain, the blood, the sex…I can't….I can't do it….I need someone…anyone….I can't…Can't bare….' Now Elsa was panicking.
'Well, she stayed awake for it all. That'll be a fun memory to recover in therapy.' Nassiri stood and stretched. "Wanna know what happened?" She walked between Hans and Diane, rubbing on her boyfriends bare chest. He was shaking and she held him. "I woke up around 1, decided to go see my boyfriend and figured I might as well celebrate my first teen year in bed with him. I was ready and so was he."
Diane's fists were balled so tightly, she was slightly bleeding from the nails in her palms. "I. DON'T. GIVE. TWO. SHITS! READY OR NOT, YOU WERE NOT TO HAVE SEX UNTIL YOU WERE AT LEAST 17! I CAN UNDERSTAND HIGH SCHOOL BUT YOU'RE BARELY GETTING TO JUNIOR HIGH NEXT YEAR!" She turned her vicious gaze to Hans. "YOU! STAY THE FUCK HERE! I'M CALLING YOUR GOD DAMN PARENTS TO TELL THEM WHAT A FAILED PARENTING JOB THEY'VE DONE WITH YOU!"
"That'll just reflect back at you for having a sexually active 13 year old that you appear to have no control over."
Diane had heard enough. She turned and stomped to Nassiri. Nassiri, grinning, forced Elsa to front while she watched. "I HAVE HAD IT WITH THIS BULLSHIT YOU'RE PULLING! ONE MINUTE YOU'RE A NICE GIRL AND THE NEXT, YOU'RE THIS DISRESPECTFUL…SLUT WHO SNEAKS OUT TO GET FUCKED BY OLDER GUYS!" She threw Elsa down and slapped her hard, leaving a bright red mark that even made her hand sting. "YOU ARE GOING BACK TO THAT THERAPIST TO FIND THE CAUSE OF THIS LUDICROUS BEHAVIOR!" She took hold of Hans, threw a towel from the floor at him and dragged him out of the room.
"But…but Mom….It, it wasn't me…." Elsa's face was throbbing as she cried hysterically. "I'm…I'm impure….I…what…What happened…I, I need…I need to get out….I can't stay here….I can't….I'm not safe…Even more, no…No where's safe…I have to escape…" Elsa forced herself out of her body, not caring where she ended up. She just needed to escape.
Nassiri, taking control back, laughed maniacally. Everything had gone just as she had planned.
Don't mind the typo fixing I'm doing. It's still the same story, just might have some little bits added in here and there.
