Did you hear? Bella lost her 'innocence' to a gay guy? *GASPS* ;) - Local grapevine.
AWKWARD CONVERSATION COMING UP.
Beat'd by SM Stylinson.
WEEK 8 – MONDAY
(AFTERMATH)
EPOV
Okay, I take back what I said last night. I'm still gay. I'm still gay. I'm still gay, okay?
Hot water in the shower gives me a moment to ponder things through. I can't convert that fast. It was a spur of the moment thought. We just tried it out. Totally not worth converting to heterosexuality enough.
I take a deep breath after I close the shower and wrap myself in a towel. I just had sex with a lesbian last night. What the hell?
Tip toeing out of the bathroom to my closet, I find that the sheets are changed and Bella's not here. Oh god. There was blood. I shudder at the mere word.
Fully dressed, I go to Bella's old bedroom and see her sitting on the bed holding a stick-like thingy… tampons?
"You okay, Bella?" I finally have the courage to ask her.
"Yeah, I am," she responds nonchalantly.
"Does you cooch still hurt?"
"Cooch?" she repeats incredulously and chuckles. "Not that much, but it's a bit hard to walk."
I nod in sympathy, thinking of what she's really feeling. It is my fault after all.
"What does it feel like? Being entered like that?" I really had to ask. It's part of the girl experiences. Sense my sarcasm.
She cocks her brow in amusement. "Um, I don't know. It really was such an experience."
"Do you feel like you've been, like, really open?" I rub the back of my neck. Fuck, I don't wanna elaborate, okay? It's as awkward as you think this is already. No need to put more gas into the fire.
"What the hell, Edward? Seriously?" she teases.
"I-I'm just curious," I stutter.
She snickers and stands up to walk closer to the door where I am standing right now. "Well, if you wanna know… it's feels soooogood with you huge cock inside me like that," she whispers seductively. I swallow hard. God, why does she have this kind of power over me?
She cackles like the bitch that she is at my expression. I curl my lips in annoyance and roll my eyes. Okay. You opened the topic, now close it…
"Why are you holding a tampon?" Okay, not how I thought it was closed, but, bleh.
"I'm thinking if that if I bleed again…" she trails off. This conversation is really getting out of hand.
"I think you should wear a pad, instead," I suggest embarrassingly. "I can run to the drug store…"
"Oh, geez. No need for that. I'm fine with tampon."
I try to gulp down the mortification. "Okay. Let's go then."
EDWARD! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? YOU CAN'T TAKE BACK WHAT YOU SAID (SUPPOSEDLY) HOURS AGO! *scoffs*
You see Edward's problem now? Do still think this person is really gay from the start?
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