A/N: Hello strangers, family and friends, long time no see, or write or well do much. I hope you all did not give up on this book I know I have not. I can honestly say that I know what it is to be a writter and why they take so long to write books because you do not want to throw crap down on a page and hope it sells or in my case gets read by you folks. This book is my baby I have said that many times, you wouldn't drop your baby now would you? (Please say no?!) I hope you have all had a nice break I will talk at the end of this chapter tell you whats what with me all the new stuff so here we go back to our favourite characters (At least mine anyways) Bye my love bugs :)

Latisha POV:

As the last bell chimed for the end of the day I got out of my seat and walked to the door where Ayden was waiting for me, i laced my fingers in with his and rested my head on his shoulder as we walked down the hall. I could hear the mummers around us, the laughter of our friends echoing behind us, the ohing and ahing of Amanda as she gushed over Ayden and the feeling of hollowness on my ring finger where there was nothing left. I know I had said I didn't give a fuck and acted like I didn't care but it was tearing me up inside. How could someone I have loved and shared everything with be so cruel. I could feel Ayden's hard gaze on me as though he knew what I was thinking about so i looked up at him and gave him a reasuring smile. We stopped at our lockers which were all lined up side by side, I threw everything inside and olny grabbed my keys and wallet. "What are the plans for tonight?" Amanda asked and we all looked at each other, we hadn't really decided what we would be doing but I knew someone would have an idea.

"How about we hang out at my place?" Abaddon asked and Amanada was beaming with excitement.

"I don't think thats A good idea." I said and I knew everyone was looking at me as though I was crazy so i smiled and laughed it off. "I mean its a great idea!" Everyone else smiled in a agreement and in the back of my mind all I could think was 'what the hell am I doing' We walked out through the East wing doors into the parking lot. I got into my car with Ayden sitting beide me, Amber in the back, with Lucas, in Amanada's car was obviously Abaddon and Kamille, since she still did not like me and I was rather okay with that. We followed Amanda's car until we turned down this street that was covered left and right with weeping willow trees and the cover of darkness, it looked exactly like what I had thought it would, a place fit for the king of darkness and his minions. We pulled into the long gravel drive way and parked side by side. we all got out and ramined quite as we trecked up the long pathway that would lead to the main house. It was a huge house, not a home but just a house. I looked around trying to see if I could recognize anything but I didn't. We all followed Abaddon into this huge, luxery home.

"Father!" He bellowed out and we all looked around to see who he was calling out to.

"Hello my son." My head snapped out at the sound of the musically dark voice. It was my father, not his. He smiled over at me before surveying everyone else. I immediatly released Ayden's hand. "I see you have brought friends, welcome to my home." He said in his sweetest voice that was clearly fake and reserved for humans.

"Thank you for having us." Amada said, she looked so starstruck.

"It is my pleasure." Lucifer said. "Any friend of my sons, is welcome here anytime. Please come and join our family in the dinning hall for a snack." We all followed Abaddon as he lead the way there and Lucifer slowed his pace so he could walk beside me. "Do you like your future home" He said it quiet enough so that someone with our destinct hearing could hear. I rolled my eyes and sped up my pace and he just chuckled. Sitting at the table waiting for us was, Linda and Val. Abaddon of course toke his seat next to Linda and My father toke his next to Val. I sat beside Amanada and Lucas.

"This is my girlfrend Linda and my mother Val." Abaddon spoke up and Amanda's mouth dropped oppen, good that last thing I needed was for my new friend to fall head over heels in love with that bastard. The chef brought us out fillet minon as a snack. Everyone dug in but me.

"Not hungry?" Linda asked me, smiling.

"No something has just wiped my appitie away." I said polietly to her with a hint of my bitch flare I always added. "You know what thats like to have the rotten taste of left overs don't you?" She just laughed and pretended I was joking but she knew what I was talking about and I could feel a kick under the table and I looked up to see Abaddon staring at me with heat blazing in his eyes. I watched as everyone else scarfed down their food and when they were finished the chef brought out deseret. It was red velvet cupcakes with a whipped cream frosting, my favourite! I tried to hold my composure and to keep my mouth from drowling but when he put it on my plate I couldn't help but eat it.

"Did we find something you liked?" Val asked me and I just nodded. "I remember when you used to live with us and your father would bring them home for you all the time until you turned on him and the rest of us." She said pretending to sound disappointed.

"I never turned on him!" I yelled and everyone looked at me with open mouthes and I could feel the flush in my face as I was loosing all cool, I had possed in my body. "He killed my boyfriend!" I jummped to my feet, causing the chair to fall to the ground behind me. "TWICE!" I said, to both myself and everyone at the table, I could hear the tears and the tugging of my wind pipes as my voice was beinging to betray me. "He was never my father, nor did he ever bring me home cupcakes, I highly doubt the man even knew I loved them considering he knows jack all about me. I mean look at him, he screams darkness, all I ever learned from him was how to kill and even that wasn't a fond memory." Everyone stayed quiet.

"She's just having one of her usual breakdown." Val said, was she trying to make me look crazy? Ugh! I was so tempted to hurl my body across the table and ripe her throat out so she could never feed again.

"I am not breaking down!" I sounded needy and crazy.

"Lat, sweetie, its okay" She got up and was rubbing my back in no time, trying to sooth me. Val, the newest bitch in his bed was trying to soothe me. "I know my sweet child, I know your hurt, but we love you so much." She was cooing me only like a mother would and I just wanted to kill her. "Just know your mom and dad will always be here for you at the end of the day."She kissed the top of my head and before I knew it my hand was around her neck and pressing her body down into the floor boards.

"Let me make myself clear, you Val are not my mother, My mother is a women of honor, who is a million times better than you could ever wish to be and she is a goddess in her own way, you are just cheap trash he keeps around to warm his bed. Do not hold your breathe becuase he will NEVER truley love you the way he loved and still loves my mother. You know nothing of love and to even think he loves you is pitiful, when everyone knows he loves his arcangel, you are just the towns joke, playing a role you could never fill." I released my grasp on her and got off of her. I was turning to Ayden with my hand extended and he just latched onto it without a second thought and for that I was grateful. We walked towards the door with Amber on our heels and Lucas not far behind her, the four of us headed towards the door. we grabbed all of our stuff and before I knew it we were in the car driving away no one of looked back or even mention what had happened. I dropped the boys off at home and I gave Ayden a small kiss and gave Lucas an impish smiles. Amber crawaled into the front seat.

"Sleepover?" She asked me and I just nodded as though she had been reading my mind becuase it was like she could tell I just needed a friend and since she knew it all she would understand. Amber reached over and held my hand in her own as we drove in silence, this small action made me smile at her sheepishly because it was needed, it was a sense of comfort, to let me know I had her support. We pulled up to my house that I shared with Brad and walked inside with our arms linked, Amber never let me go, so I never felt alone.

"Lat?" Brad called out but I stayed quiet, I didn't want him to know what had happened tonight, at least not yet. I waited until I knew I could talk without the sound of unshed tears behind my voice threating to out me to my once soulmate.

"Hey Brad, Amber's here we are going to have a girls night." I called out to him.

"Okay, have fun girls," He stopped but soon added, "Hey Amber!"

"Hello." She said from beside me as we made our way up the stairs until we were finally at my room. i collapsed on my bed, while Amber say at the edge of it, she remained quiet and I knew she was waiting for me to say something but when I didn't she never pushed me which is what I have grown to love about her.

"I'm going to get a quick shower in," I said, not sure if I was telling Amber or myself. I grabbed my towel, undies, a pair of booty shorts and a baggy sweat shirt. "Find something comfy to change into I'll be back in a bit but don't wait up." I told her as I hurried into the bathroom, closing the door behind me.

I turned on the shower head so the water would be steaming when I got in, I set my things down onto the counter and played my 'sad jams' playlist off my iphone. I undressed and slipped into the scortchingly hot shower. I let the water pound against my skin as a just stood there letting it beat me lost in my thoughts. How could Abaddon do this to me? I still could not bring myself to accept this, that the man that I had fallen so quickly and completly in love with had betrayed me, left me, and gave away his love and cast me out as though I was nothing to him. I felt the tears start to swell in my eyes but i refused to let them break free becuase then it would mean that he had won, that he had truly broken me. After everything I had been though with my father I expected this from him, because I had never felt his love or even his presence in my life, but Abaddon, he was my soulmate, he was made to love me, but yet he didn't. I had let myself trust him, and love him more than I loved anyone including myself. I had shown him how vunerable life truly made me, he knew my greatest fears and weaknesses. How could I have been so stupid? How could I have let him blind me so easily? How? and Why? What was it about me that made everyone I loved leave? I loved Alec and he died, I loved Brad and he too died, granted he came back but he wasn't the same I knew he was still struggling to hold onto who he was before but sometimes I knew he was fighting a loosing battle no matter how much I never showed this, I loved, well I love Abddon and he left me, I loved my father the day I was born, I was a small baby, who knew nothing of good and evil, right and wrong, who knew nothing of the world we lived in but he too left me. It was inevitable, every male in my life that I have ever loved has left me at some point or another, what was it about me that God deemed unloveable? What? I looked down at both of my stupid marking that cover both of my forearms, that defind me as who I was and I couldn't hold back the tears any more. These stupid marks that I had never asked for had ruined my life before I even knew what they truly meant, that had deemed me unloveable before I ever truly had a chance to be loved, I hated them, I hated that they defind who I was and who I would be. I hated that it meant people depened on me but never loved me they just saw me as a means to an end a means to an end for the darkness or the light. When in all reality I just wanted everything to end right now, I wanted this all to be over with, I wanted to just end it all. I wanted to feel free, free from all this dissappointment this life has caused me. I grabbed my razor from the caddy in my shower and i ran the blade over my wrist drawing blood, i did it several times more before the amount of blood loss started to make me feel dizzy, as the water was starting to grow colder, i felt my body go limp and sink down the walls of the shower until I was sitting there on the cold ground and the water was still pelting me and tears were freely falling from my eyes. This was it, this was my time, nothing more would define me again, no one would be able to leave me anymore, no one would have to edure the pain I would put them through. Death, it was easy, simple, and empty, life, life was hard, and I wanted no more of it. Good-bye Adaddon, I love you. I closed my eyes and let the darkness take me away in one fail swoop with it.

Abaddon POV:

"Well that was a total bust." Val said, she was upset that we couldn't break Lat, i mean Latisha the way she had planned to.

"Its okay, she will come around." Lucifer kissed Val on the top of her head and pulled her into his lap. Watching those to was extreemly nasiating.

"You all right?" Linda chripped up from beside me.

"Yeah, just a little tired." I stood up and streched out. "We will get her next time, atleast now we have a better idea on how to break her."

"Thats right, my baby is so smart." Linda cooed. I just nodded at her and she toke what she would from that simple gesture, I was in no mood to ease her ego, I knew she was hurt by seeing the way Lat and I still looked at each other, we were soulmate for shits sake and I could help but check her out every now and then espically when that temper of hers became so volitle.

"Ahhh!" I screamed out in pain, what was happening to me. Before I knew it I was down on my knees clutching at my heart. Something was wrong, but not with me, it was deeper than that.

"Abaddon." I heard Linda call out to me but I ignored her, I couldn't get this feeling to shake itself, it was like apart of me was being ripped out and I couldn't help. My gut was twising in pain as my heart was being assulted by a pain so shart I was sure I had to have internal bleeding by now.

"AHHH!" I screamed out again as it was intensifying, I could feel everyones eyes on my willing me to stop whatever was going on but I couldn't, and then I heard it in my thoughts. The pained, musical, voice that had grown close to my heart.

'Goodbye Abaddon, I love you' She beckonded to me. She loved me, she still loved me even at my worst. I could feel my eyes glistening over as tears formed and quickly fell from my face.

'Lat! Lat!' My mind called out, but I got nothing in response. "No, no, NO!" I called out internally and out loud. She couldn't be gone, no, she just couldn't, I had just seen her a few hours ago. No, I knew I was shaking my head frantically because the world was becoming dizzy and it felt extreemly distant. My name was being called from many directions but I couldn't bring myself to pay attention becuase my heart was breaking. The only person to have ever held my heart in her hands was leaving, her life force was quickly draining and my body was so frozen, that I couldn't will it to go to her and save her, beg her for forgiveness, because I had given her up and now she was giving up her life. I could feel her slipping away, until i felt nothing. There was no one there with me in my head anymore, she wasn't there. She was gone. Lat was gone, from my life and from the world. I sat back on the ground and pulled my knees up to myself. "Lat" I cried.

"What has happened to my princess." Lucifer willed me out of my state of shock. I couldn't meet his eyes.

"Shes gone." I said before I collapsed onto the ground, my body now lifeless and full of dead weight, I closed my eyes and let the darness engulf me into it.

A/N: Dah dah duuuuh! IDK guys (gayles) IDK i felt heart broken writing lats part. But life update, why do guys lead you on only to back away after weeks of persuing you, ugh boys are stupid. Any I hoped you enjoyed it bye peoples :)