AN: So I am back from vacation! I was in sunny Florida if some of you did not know. It was amazing and I might soon move there so keep your fingers crossed for me. So this is the moment I believe everyone has been waiting for ENJOY!
BPOV
I woke up as I felt the warm light spread across my face letting me know the sun was just settling in the sky. I rolled over and groaned in frustration because I knew it was time to get up. I looked at the clock and I had mere minutes before the alarm rang signaling me to go base the turkey again and put the green beans on. I snuggled deeper in my bed to get the last little bit of warmth darkness and comfort I could get It figures it would be a rare sunny Thanksgiving Day in Forks!
The annoying shrill of the alarm clock erupted mere moments later forcing my hand from under my blanket to shut it off. Sighing I slung my feet over the edge of the bed onto the cool hardwood of my bedroom floor. I groaned at the temperature before scurrying to my closet retrieving the pink and white hello kitty slippers Alice gifted me for our first sleep over she had a matching pair in red and Rose had yellow.
Smiling at the memory I bypassed my robe knowing the kitten would be hot and went down stairs in my pink and white flannel pajama shorts and white tank top.
Once I made it to the kitchen I smiled, Charlie didn't forget to prep the macaroni and cheese before he went to bed he also had the greens sitting in the sink to clean.
My dad could not cook for shit but Grandma Swan was a southern gall and Thanksgiving was her favorite holiday she taught my dad how to prep food since he was 6 he told me it as something he always enjoyed doing with her but she never could keep his attention span long enough to follow through and cook the meal.
Lucky for me I had a few years with grandma Swan before she passed she taught me all the little secrets by the time I was nine because she knew Renee couldn't cook for shit either, she didn't want her granddaughter starving she use to always joke.
I unplugged the drain to let the water drain out as I cut the stove on medium putting the green beans on. I pulled the heavy twenty pound turkey out the oven and set it on the cooling rack. I took grandma Sawn's famous basing seasoning and poured it all over the turkey letting the juices soak into the bird. Once I was done I put it back into the oven, added a little milk and eggs to the macaroni and cheese before sprinkling the crushed bread crumbs Charlie prepped on top then slipped the pan into the oven on the top shelf above the turkey.
Once the sink drained I began to rinse the greens off once more before putting them on the chopping board, retrieved my favorite chopping knife and began slicing the leaves.
I sliced the leaves expertly as a bubbly tune popped in my head and I began humming.
Baby, I got love for thee
So deep inside of me
I don't know where to start
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yea
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I love you more than anything
But the words can't even touch what's in my heart
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
No, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I shimmed in the kitchen once I finished chopping the leaves I spin around grabbing the giant pot for the greens smiling.
When I try to explain it I be sounding insane
The words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say, baby, baby,
Oh, woah, oh, woah,
Baby, baby
I grabbed the thawed ham hock from the fridge dancing my way over there, it had been marinating all night I rinsed it off in the now clear sink.
Baby I oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
Baby I)oh, baby, baby I
Baby I all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby oh, whoa, oh, whoa
Baby, I'm so down for you
No matter what you do (real talk), I'll be around
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, baby
See Baby, I been feelin' you
Before I even knew what feelings were about
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Oh, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I put the ham hock in the oven I needed it to be half cooked before I split it and added it to the greens and green beans later.
I knew that we had a long day ahead of us so I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed the coffee mix; I put on a fresh pot and began making breakfast.
I made some bacon and cheese omelets just in time for Charlie to make his way down stairs.
"Happy Thanksgiving Bells" Charlie said gruffly rubbing his eyes.
"Happy Thanksgiving dad, sit I just finished the omelets" I told him.
He sat at the kitchen table and picked up the paper. I walked over to him sitting his plate before him with his coffee just how he liked it black with two sugars.
"Thanks Bells" he smiled.
"Welcome" I smiled.
I joined him moments later with my own omelet and a cup of orange juice, I had drank my coffee before he came downstairs.
"So who's all coming today?" he asked digging into his omelet
"Well I invited Jake and Billy I haven't seen Jake in a few years and it will be nice to catch up, then Edward is coming up Rose & Em will be late I also invited uncle Jerry and aunt Marie if Lucy is home from college she will be here too." I told him.
"Full house huh?" he smiled
"Yes" I agreed.
We finished our omelets and I loaded the dishes in the dishwasher and then began on prepping the stuffing.
"I can do that Bells if you want to relax for a while" Charlie offered.
"No I'm alright after this all I have to do is prep the ham so it will be hot when it comes time to eat after that I will have an hour to relax until the mac & cheese is done for me to replace It with the stuffing and then I will put the potatoes on to boil" I told him.
"Okay Bells I'm going to go get showered and run out to go get Billy then stop and get some drinks for today" he told me.
"Okay Dad" I smiled turning back to the counter to chop the celery.
In no time the celery and onions where all chopped and mixed together with the rest of the stuffing, I slipped the ham into the oven and headed upstairs.
Charlie should be done with the shower by now, as that thought crossed my mind he breezed past me on the steps.
"I'm heading out now" he told me heading towards the front door.
"See you later dad and don't forget the cranberry juice!" I shouted after him.
I made my way upstairs and grabbed my shower bag and dragged it into the bathroom.
I took out my shower gel and shampoo and conditioner, deodorant, and my Nair they say it's best to not even have shaving razors in my possessions so the stinky smell of Nair is what I am subjected to until I get my full body wax.
I turned the hot water on and once it heated up I stepped in the shower and went threw my cleansing routine.
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I had finished dressing, I wanted to be comfortable today so I slipped on some tights and a Dior cream sweater dress that looked nice against my pale completion and let my freshly colored hair stand out it look every bit as vibrant as I felt.
I decided to run the dryer through it a few times and let the natural waves fall loosely Jason did layer it so it will fall nicely.
Looking at my hair floated me back to when I popped up on Jason last week; I truly love his crazy ass.
Last week
"Welcome to Brix Salon may I help you" the receptionist smiled, she must be new I figured because they all know me here I had been coming here with Renee since I was 6. Renne felt you were never too young to be pampered.
I looked past the receptionist whose nametag read Ashley and saw Jason in the back chatting with Donovan another stylist.
"OH I DON'T KNOW I WAS LOOKING FOR MY BEST GAY AND LOVE OF MY LIFE TO TAKE A WALK IN BECAUSE MY ROOTS ARE IN DESPERATE NEED OF HIS LOVE AND ATTENTION" I yelled sarcastically, loud enough I know he would hear.
He snapped his head in my direction and a big grin crossed his face.
"Is that my sweet bitch!" he yelled rushing over to me doing something along the lines of a shimmy sashay .
"You know it!" I laughed hugging him tightly.
"No it can't be, my sweet bitch would never walk round with her roots looking like this representing me in such a horrible way" he said horrified as he grabbed the ends of my hair.
"I know, in my defense I told everyone I hadn't seen you or you would kill me.
"You better have" he quipped.
"Ashley call Megan and have her appointment pushed back until 3 an then Tonya's until 6 because I must fix this mop right now the world should be subjected to this no longer" he told her.
Ashley picked up the phone as Jason and I walked back to his chair.
"SO what's been going on my beautiful Bella boo why does your hair look like the walking dead." He asked.
"Well…" I sighed.
"Half of the reason it looks this way is because I won't let anyone but you touch my head I don't trust anyone but you to be in my head they might mess me up!" I told him.
"As flattered as I am you cannot run here to port angles every 3 months that's too much you are going to have to trust someone boo" he told me.
"I don't want too you have been working on my hair since I was 12" I argued.
"I know but you live in LA now there are some good stylist there, I can make a few calls and get you a good recommendation okay?" he asked slipping the smock over the front of me before he began to part my hair.
"Fine, I will do it but I won't like it" I muttered.
"You better I love you too much to let you go out like that" he smirked.
"Whatever" I smiled a little.
"So what's the other part of the reason?" he asked parting my hair horizontally now so it was in four sections before he started mixing my color.
I looked around I saw Donovan in the corner doing a fade on this girls hair, Cami and Loretta where shampooing their clients in the back so I knew it was safe to talk.
"Well, I was in the hospital" I mumbled.
"What…why honey are you alright?" Jason stopped mixing to turn me to face him.
"I am now" I looked down in my lap before lifting my long sleeve to show him my fading scars.
I didn't look up to gage his reaction but next thing I know he was engulfing me in another hug.
"Its okay" he said pulling apart.
"You are a survivor and you have overcome we both have" he said before turning his arm around and I saw fight scars that where barely noticeable now I never noticed them before.
I grabbed his hand and squeezed it supportively and that was all that was said.
I know we would talk about it eventually but we both knew today was not that day.
So we moved on to a simpler topic which I was grateful for two hours later I bounced out the salon with curly layers cut into my freshly colored hair.
I was brought out of my thoughts by the doorbell ringing, I looked at my watch who was here this early? Charlie must have forgotten his cell or keys or something.
I slipped on some low cut socks I don't need shoes until the guest arrive and rushed downstairs toward the door.
I flung the door open and was met with Emerald that makes me smile.
I pulled Edward inside grabbing him into a tight hug, I really had missed him even though we talked every night on the phone.
"What are you doing here don't you have a game tonight?" I questioned shocked.
"There other schools quarterback broke his leg in three places and they forfeited" he smiled.
"And I couldn't wait to get here to you so I'm early" he grinned.
"I missed you" I whispered.
"I missed you too" he whispered back.
We broke apart and stared into each others eyes.
I have never seen a man with such enticing eyes, I reached my hand up and cupped his face he smiled.
"Let me get my bags" he said turning away from me, and just like that the moment was over.
"You can put them in my rooms just to get them out of the way when everyone arrives" I said grabbing one of his bags as he grabbed the rest and we traveled up the stairs two the third door on the left.
I set his bags down in my room and I turned to watch him inspecting it.
While he was inspecting my room I was inspecting him determining I liked how Edward looked standing in my room.
He was in an all-black cashmere sweater that hugged his arm muscles but hung loosely over his torso. With some Dark wash denim that hugged his ass perfectly paired with some black boots. His hair in all its glorious messiness that I loved looked perfect, he looked perfect.
Painfully tearing my eyes away I motioned him back out my room because I had to go check on the food.
He followed closely behind me on the steps, he was so close his body was practically on top of me I felt his abs graze my shoulders forcing me to lose concentration and I slipped on the last step, I squealed expecting to land on my ass but Edwards warm arms engulfed me catching me at the last second.
"Are you alright?" he asked still clutching onto me.
"Yes" I breathlessly whispered out.
I heard Edward take a sharp intake of breath but still refused to let me go.
We stood like that for another moment before I felt Edward chuckle behind me.
"What?" I asked curious.
"You're still as clumsy as the first time I noticed you when you practically crashed into me" he told me.
"shut up!" I scowled playfully swatting his arm.
"It's the truth Swan" he quipped.
"Nuh Uh Cullen" I lied.
"Yes huh Swan" he said as he began tickling my sides.
"Noooo" I squealed jumping out of his arms making a dash for the kitchen.
He caught me quickly pressing me against the counter endlessly tickling my sides, uncontrollable laugher flew out my mouth as he grinned in victory.
"Stop! Pleaseeee" I laughed trying to grab his hands to still him.
I grabbed his hands and brought them up, he quickly broke out of my grasp and grabbed my wrist into his hands puling me against him
I smiled breathlessly as the crooked grin on his face grew, he looked down at my face I swear I saw him look at my lips then back up at my eyes he green irises grew darker as his lids became hooded.
I don't know what took over me maybe he tickled me senseless because before I knew it I crushed my lips against his feverously.
Edwards hands roamed my sides before lifting me upon the counter deepening our kiss, I clutched the hair at the nape of his neck tugging softly Edward groaned before sucking my bottom lip into his mouth.
I don't know if this man's tongue was sent from heaven or hell it was so glorious but at the same time so wickedly sinful.
I opened my mouth and allowed him more access as his tongue dominated me and I loved ever minuet of it, I nibbled on his bottom lip earning a growl from him, before I knew it my back was on the counter and he was hovering over me between my thighs, good thing I moved the food off the center island.
My legs where locked around his thighs I moaned as he kissed down my throat licking that sweet spot below my ear.
"Edward" I said breathlessly.
I was seconds away from ridding him of his shirt and the kitchen timer started shrilling loudly both of us froze.
I looked up at Edward and blushed, he smiled down at me and climbed off the Island pulling me up with him.
We stood face to face staring each other in the eyes, he brushed a stray piece of hair out of my eyes before turning around to cut the kitchen timer off.
"Check on our food chef I will be right back I need to go to the bathroom" he said kissing my cheek and leaving me breathless, confused and still slightly turned on in the kitchen.
Pushing moments ago out of my mind I opened the oven to take out the ham hock and check on the rest of the food.
I spilt the meat in half and tossed half of it in with the green beans and stirred and saved the other half for the greens. I cut the potatoes off and ran cool water over them, I won't mash then until closer to meal time I want them to be hot
I turned around just as Edward was re-entering the kitchen
"Bella I…" he began but was cut off by the high pitch nasal sound of my cousin Lucy's voice.
"Where hereeeeeeeeeeeeee" she sang flinging open the door and waltzing into the house.
I meet her in the foyer with Edward in toe in time to see my uncle lugging in all the bags.
Edward rushed out the door to help him as I stood inside and caught up with Lucy.
"Where's Aunt Marie?" I asked my cousin.
"She got called away on a last minute conference as usual she won't be able to make it" she shrugged.
Typical Aunt Marie sadly it's not even a shock anymore that she misses almost every family event.
"Okay Well Edward will put your bags in my room want to help me in the kitchen or stay out in the living room and watch sports with the boys when there done with the bag?" I asked her.
"I think I can deal with sports for a while" she smirked.
I was surprised Lucy was a lot like me she hated sports she only watched it to look at the men and pick her future husbands out or so she said. She normally helps me prep the deserts.
"Okay…" I said confused turning to leave her in the foyer while I went to prep the deserts alone.
EPOV
"Thank you" Bella's uncle said gruffly, he reminded me of chief swan a lot, they both had dark brown hair but his was a little longer an hung loosely to right above his shoulder. They had the same brown eyes same height and build but you could see Bella's uncle had a little more age and weight on him.
"Jerry Swan" he said sticking out his hand for a shake.
"Edward Cullen" I said grasping his hand firmly.
"Ay you're that kid who plays for UCLA right?" he asked surprised.
"Yes Sir" I confirmed amazed he's heard of me I'm just the 2nd string quarterback.
"Anyone with eyes can see you're what the team needs but they won't give you any play time because you're a freshie"
"Have to pay my dues, I can respect that" I stated.
"Good man Edward" he smiled as we made our way into the living room, Jerry turned on the television and put on sports center.
I sat on the love seat while jerry lay across the couch making himself at home.
"So I couldn't help but over hear that you play football at UCLA that must be exciting" Bella's cousin came from around the corner saying taking a seat next to me a little too close for my comfort.
"Uh..yeah" I replied uncomfortable.
"Exciting I go to Brown but none of the football team looks half as handsome as you" she purred.
"Uh…" I couldn't even think of a reply due to the fact I was thinking of the easiest escape route. I looked over at Jerry but he was too engrossed in sports center to notice.
I looked at Bella's cousin and she was easy on the eyes, she and Bella shared the same chocolate brown eyes as their fathers but to me hers paled in comparison to Bella's but maybe I bias. Her cousin had dark brown hair a few shades lighter then Bella's natural hair color, she had a nice evenly tanned skin but I couldn't help myself from missing creamy ivory, she just wasn't my Bella.
I scrunched away from her touch just as Bella entered the living room.
"Hey Uncle Jerry" Bella smiled making her way over to the couch giving him a brief hug.
"Hey Bunny where's your old man?" he asked.
"He went to pick up Billy and Jake and of course stop by the grocery and liquor store he should be back shortly." She replied.
"Cool" Jerry nodded.
"Bella how's the desert going " her cousin asked
"Slower than normal I can't imagine why" Bella quipped.
"Well excuse me… there is a new face this year and I wanted to get to know Edward here, Bella is this your boyfriend?" she asked.
"No Lucy" she bit back, I frowned slightly she doesn't know how much I wanted the answer to that question to be different.
"Figured, so anyway Edward" Lucy said flipping her hair off her shoulder and bringing her attention back to me.
I saw Bella's jaw tick as she exited the living room a little stomp in her step.
"I uh…am going to see if Bella needs help" I said politely trying to escape.
"She will be fine" Lucy said grabbing my hand pulling me back down.
"Luce leave that boy alone what about David what happened to him" Jerry said finally taking notice.
"Gosh dad David was so last thanksgiving" she groaned.
"I liked him" he argued.
I took this chance as they went back and forth to escape to the kitchen, I walked in and my Bella was muttering curses under her breath as she beat the pie crust senseless.
"Easy the crust is going to call the cops on you" I teased, she glared at me which was so adorable I couldn't help but chuckle.
"So how can I help?" I grinned at her.
"Don't feel obligated to help me you can go head and go enjoy your conversation with my cousin" she spat.
What had I done she seemed upset with me did I say the wrong thing? This is about this kiss isn't it I moved to fast shit.
"Bella I'm sorry if I upset you, I shouldn't have just kissed you like that I was wrong it was a mistake I shouldn't have done that" I apologized.
"So kissing me was a mistake?" she asked a look of hurt crossed her face.
"Yes…I mean no…I mean I enjoyed it…I this is not coming out right" I stumbled.
"It's okay Edward I get the picture." She said down casting her eyes continuing to make the pie crust.
Having put my foot in my mouth enough for one conversation I decided to go upstairs and Call Alice and my father and wish them a happy thanksgiving.
I went in Bella's room and closed the door behind me and dialed Alice's number.
I spoke with Ali for a while she was with Jasper at his parents so I promised to stop by a little later.
BPOV
Edward retreated out the kitchen and that was another thing I was thankful for this year.
So kissing me was a mistake? I guess so after seeing my cousin and with her all up in his face with her nasally ass voice that guys think is cute why wouldn't kissing me be a mistake.
Feelings for me my ass, the minuet my cousin walks in it's a different story but that's how it has been my entire life so why did I believe for a second it would be any different.
Dad came back shortly after that with all the drinks, and Billy and Jake the living room was soon filled with laughter and sports debates, Edward joined them after he came back downstairs and Lucy couldn't stop making gooey eyes at Edward and Jake.
Jake has grew up a lot from the little punk kid I once knew, he was towering over me now his shirt barely contained his muscles, he hair was cut short but he still had those puppy dog eyes that made him look like the little Jake I made mud pies with in the backyard.
Lucy being good for nothing this year, I forced her to pry her eyes away from the guys and set the table dinner was in 30 minutes and I wanted everything to be good.
"BELLA!" I heard my favorite bear shout from the foyer.
I rushed in and tackled Emmett into a hug.
"M & M!" I shouted.
"Bella you have been holding out on me how do you know all these gorgeous guys?" Lucy quizzed coming up behind me making sex eyes at Emmett.
"Bella knows him because her best friend Is dating him, nice to see you as always Lucy" Rose spat.
"Likewise" Lucy bit back bitterly phony smile still plastered on her face.
It was no secret Lucy was jealous of Rose, and Rose could never stand her phony attitude so the two never got along.
"Sorry I know we are super late but we had a few things to wrap up with the garage and we got a late start thanksgiving traffic is a bitch" Rose smiled grabbing me into a hug once I let go of Em.
"It's okay dinner will be ready in twenty now so everyone wash your hands and go head and sit in the dining room while I bring the food out.
"I will help" Edward said coming from out the living room.
"Eddie!" Emmett boomed pulling him into a man hug patting him on the back.
"Hey" Rose smiled hugging him after.
"No Edward its fine you can go with Lucy into the dining room" I mumbled.
"No that's okay Bella I don't mind helping" he replied before I could say no he walked in the kitchen and started grabbing platters off of the counters and putting them on the dining room table.
Sighing I follow him into the kitchen, and began dumping the remaining stuff I had warming into bowls and setting them on the table, Edward carried the heavier things such as the turkey and ham.
I just finished putting the last of the food on the table and taking the pie out the oven leaving it on the cooling rack, I just was about to head into the dining room and Edward grabbed my arm.
"I don't know what's going on or what I did but I will say this kissing you was not a mistake to me I just think to you it was" he said before releasing me to walk into the dining room.
Everyone was seated we said a blessing over the food and everyone dug in,
"So is this the part of Thanksgiving we do the cliché' what we are thankful for?" Emmett joked.
"It really is cliché' " I laughed agreeing.
"Why not it think it's nice my family does… well use to do it" Edward said clearing his throat.
"Booze and hot babes!" Jacob shouted causeing everyone to laugh.
"I second that!" Emmett boomed.
Billy, Jerry, and my father all raised their glasses.
"DAD!" me and Lucy said appalled at the same time, they just shrugged and we all laughed.
"I'm thankful Bella cooks every year because I can't boil water!" My dad said.
Rose: Bella being the most awesome friend and Emmett being the most awesome boyfriend and Charlie for always making me feel at home here.
Emmett: My Rosie, and my Hot tamale
Jerry: Beer and good American football.
Lucy: Grandma Swan for the recipe, everyone just glared at her leave her to take away my credit.
Edward: "Having really good friends" Edward said looking around smiling at all of us.
Then it came to my turn I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
"I'm thankful for all of you, I've had a rough year and even when I was selfish to think I had no one you were all there for me, I love all of you very much and I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for you" I looked at Edward giving him a silent apology for my earlier actions.
"We love you too" everyone replied back making me smile, I really did love my family.
We sat, chatted, and ate it ended up being fun times everyone was so full they barely could eat desert but no one turned down grandma swans blueberry pie. Everyone was stuffed to capacity and we all moved into the living room to relax. Em and Rose since they arrived last they said they would Rinse the dished and put them in the dishwasher and also put the food away as part of their contribution.
I grabbed a pillow and laid across the floor as the guys all sat on the couch sipping bear watching the Falcons play.
Edward came and sat down by my feet trapping my legs under his.
I rubbed my stomach and chuckled.
"I'm so full" I groaned.
"I feel as stuffed as that bird we just ate come pluck me" he joked.
"That a crime to pluck a strand of that gorgeous hair off" I said honestly.
"It's not all that to me, they use to call me penny head in grade school" he replied.
"They were just jealous" I told him.
"Of course they where I was an awesome kid" he grinned.
"I see your ego was still big in grade school" I teased.
"Hey confidence is key!" he argued.
"So did you need help holding up that head up on such a little body?" I quizzed.
"Don't make me tickle you swan!" he threated.
"You don't play fair Cullen."
"Alright guys we are all done we are about to head out, we have to head to Emmett's house and bring this food to his mom she just got off her shift, Ang was spending thanksgiving with Ben so I know she might be a little lonely. "Rose stated.
"Sure no problem I get it just be careful it was nice earlier but now rain started to pick up" I warned.
"We know momma bear we will be okay"
"Okay, thanks for coming Rose I will talk to you tomorrow" I told her.
"Okay" she replied bringing me into a hug, I hugged Emmett and kissed him on the cheek before letting them go. I went to sit back on the floor with Edward but he breezed past me.
"I'll be right back I have to use the bathroom" he told me I nodded and took a seat on the end of the couch.
Ten minutes past and Edward never returned, I hope something I made didn't make him sick.
I went to look for him in the bathroom but it was empty, I tuned the corner and my cousin's tongue was deep down his throat in the middle of the hallway.
I watched in horror as she attempted to slob him down, why did this make my heart ache inside it was so painful I had to clutch my chest.
I rushed away not being able to look at the scene before me anymore; I flung the front door open and rushed out of the house ignoring Edward calling after me.
I dashed out into the rain and just ran to anywhere, I ignored that fact this was highly dangerous for a multitude of reasons.
I ended up at my old childhood park sitting on the slid letting the rain mix with my tears.
Everything he said to me was a lie why did I even let myself believe he truly was in love with me?
It hurt so bad I just wanted it to stop.
"Bella" I heard Edward say as I felt his presence next to me; I kept my head down and tried to ignore him.
"Bella!"
"What do you want Edward?" I said flatly.
"Well first off I want to know what the fuck is wrong with you?" he barked.
"Excuse me!" I yelled shocked he spoke to me like that.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? You heard me! you're dashing away after dark in a rain storm are you fucking insane what if something happen to you again we almost lost you once I be dammed if we do again!" Edward tried to yell but it came out more of a hoarse whisper.
I instantly felt bad I could hear the pain in his voice once again my emotion made me make a selfish decision.
"I'm surprised you noticed I left! It seemed to me you would rather play tonsil hockey with Lucy!" I bit back weakly.
"For the love of god!" he chuckled darkly.
"I do not want Lucy! If you would have stuck around longer you would have seen me shove her away from me. I do not want any other girl for that matter but you! I told you I loved you that doesn't just go away I want you Bella every day forever and you know it so either tell me there is no chance or except me and stop pushing me away!" He had gotten in my face now our noses so close the tips touched.
"I can't" I whispered weakly the tears beginning to fall from my eyes again.
"Yes you can" he replied clutching me to him, I ripped out of his embraced and turned my back to him.
"I can't! It's wrong" I cried.
"How is you feeling something for me wrong don't do this" he said coming up behind me.
"How can I be happy when Keith is dead" I asked him.
"Because that is what Keith would want" he replied.
"No he wouldn't he would never want us together because a part of him knew." I screamed.
"Knew what?" he asked.
"Knew that I was with him and thinking about being with you!" I yelled guilty.
"What?" he asked confused.
"I'm in love with you too you big idiot! I have been for a long time, I looked Keith in the face and lied to him every day knowing my heart no longer belonged to him and now that he's gone what am I supposed to do flaunt that love like he was good reddens that?! Now I can have what I really wanted all along I can't do that!" I screamed it felt good to just let it all out.
"I don't deserve to be happy with you" I whispered, wiping my eyes.
"You love me? "Edward asked me, I remained silent.
"Bella you love me?" he swallowed thickly. I turned around and faced him, his clothes were soaked by the rain is hair wet and clung to his forehead messily.
I stared into his intense eyes and I knew I couldn't deny him the truth any longer.
"Yes" I whispered. That was all it took his lips were on mine and I moaned in satisfaction it felt right.
I gripped his wet shirt and pulled him closer to me intensifying the kiss our mouths molded together like two pieces to a puzzle a perfect fit. I explored Edwards's mouth as he did mine in the most pleasurable ways.
Because of the rain I should have been cold but Edward had me on fire, I deepened our kiss nibbling on his bottom lip before dominating his mouth this time with my tongue exploring the very taste of Edward Cullen.
We both broke apart and stared at each other our lust filled gazes brought us too his next statement.
"Let's get out of here."
"Lets" I agreed grabbing his hand
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The house was dark as we entered as well as painfully quite, Edward said he didn't know if his mom was back and quite frankly he didn't care.
We crept up the steps and made it to Edwards room in silence, he ushered me in and closed the door behind him softly.
Edward maneuvered through the room using the moon as the only source of light, shortly after he pulled out candles and lit them in various places in the room giving it a soft glow.
"Here you can wear one of my shirts I'm going to put your clothes in the dryer" he said tossing me a shirt.
He walked in the bathroom for a moment as I stripped down and put on his shirt; it came down to middle thigh. He emerged from the bathroom and his eyes got that dark look in them again.
He grabbed my clothes and left the room returning in a short minuet after that.
"They will be dry soon" he told me.
"Whatever should we do while we wait" I smirked.
"I have a few ideas" Edward grinned walking over to me lifting me up and claiming my lips gently.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and we stood there sensually making out.
It wasn't rough and frantic as before it was deep, slow and gentle but the passion still burned like the fire from the candles.
"I want you so much Bella" he whispered in my ear before taking my lobe between his teeth.
"Oh shit Edward…" I moaned.
"I want you too" I threw my head back as he licked from my earlobe down the slope of my neck.
Shivers went down my spine I never knew anything could feel so good and so right.
Wetness pooled between my thighs as I ached for any kind of friction.
Edward spun me around and we landed on the bed him hovering above me similar to the position from earlier on the kitchen counter.
"Edward..oh..I" I moaned I couldn't even form sentences as he ground his hips hitting that most sensitive spot I wanted to fall apart already.
"Yes" I whispered in pleasure tugging his hair roughly begging for more, this wasn't enough I needed more.
I heard him groan in appreciation, Edwards hands traveled up and down my sides stopping at my chest to massage my breast, he ran his fingertips over my sensitive nubs causing my breathing to hitch. Edward then expertly slipped open the top two buttons of his shirt, he licked down the valley of my breast before tugging the shirt open and claiming my nipple with his wicked tongue. I arched off the bed the pleasure uncontrollable.
"Oh god Edward please." I moaned.
I wanted more I needed more.
I grabbed Edwards hips running my hand across his firm ass and squeezed it bringing him closer to me, I heard a growl erupt from him before he pulled back I instantly thought I did something wrong until I saw him rid himself of the fresh shirt he had just put on.
I eyed his delectable torso hungrily I reached out and ran my hands along his chest tenderly he closed his eyes and let me touch him, his breathing remain calm until I slipped my hand below the waist band of his sweat pants and stoked his member.
"Bella" he said hoarsely.
"Edward" I replied.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
This was the moment of truth there was no turning back after this point so was I ready for this?
My heart decided to speak before my mind even though they were both in agreence
"More than I have ever been."
Edward backed away from me and climbed off the bed riding himself of his shorts and his boxer, my eyes did a double take when I saw what awaited for me, as it grew I grew more nervous.
He climbed back on the bed trailing kisses from my smooth calf's up my thighs to my stomach, he paid some more attention to my breast before claiming my lips once more.
He kissed me passionately I wanted to cry, how could I have denied him, us, this for so long.
I dominated Edwards's mouth again allowing him to explore mine with his lips he sucked on my tongue vigorously.
I felt his long fingers ghost over my sensitive area, I tensed a little and Edward massaged my thighs and let go of my lips, he kissed my neck again softly and whispered for me to relax, he slipped his fingers between my silky folds I arched into his hand as pleasure was building up inside of me.
Edward expertly brought me to pleasure with his fingers, with his thumb he stroked my love button until the coil inside my stomach snapped and a wave of pure ecstasy consumed me.
A sob escaped my throat from the immense pleasure I felt. I slowly began to come back down when I felt Edwards shaft poking around at my entrance,
I tensed again, Edward looked me in my eyes, brushing my wild hair out of my face once more, I relaxed just looking into his eyes I knew I was safe and he would take care of me.
I nodded my head letting him know I was ready, he kissed me on the lips once more he trailed kisses down my throat settling in the crook of my neck before he entered me.
I gasped in surprised as I felt him invade me stretching me around him, Edward let out a sharp hiss stilling inside me.
I tried to move because this was painfully uncomfortable but I knew it was soon to pass, Edward plunged deeper inside of me I clawed his back squeezing my eyes tightly as he kissed my shoulders reassuringly.
Edward was finally all the way inside of me and he began a rhythm, he slid in and out of my depths slowly once I adjusted to his size the feeling of discomfort faded an pleasure started to build,
Edward grabbed my hand we interlocked fingers as he kissed me passionately, a sob escaped me again it felt so good so incredible.
"Edward…edward…" I pleaded over and over again, his was punishing my body torturously with sinful pleasure.
"Fuck Bella you don't know what it does to me when I hear you say my name like that." He groaned.
Edward rocked inside of me hard and deep I could barely take it anymore, he reached between us and rubbed my clit to the slow torturous rhythm of his strokes that was enough to send me crashing over the edge, I clutched around him crying out his name as I climaxed for the second time. Moments after Edward stilled inside me naughty words slipped off his lips as he emptied his nectar into my garden.
He rolled over to the side clutching me close, we laid in silence for a long period of time so long I thought he might have fallen asleep until I heard him whisper.
"Tell me again"
I knew what he wanted, I knew that he needed it and I could reassure him without a doubt.
"I Love You" I whispered.
"You are my life now" He replied.
AN: So there we are BxE are finally together I know it took 50 chapters but they are. So tell me what you think this was one of my favorite chapters of this story I hope you guys loved it. Review!
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