Woah Chapter fifty can you believe it! I know that a lot of you love Jacob so I thought that I'd give you a whole chapter dedicated to Jacobs thoughts- seeing as we are at the fifty bench mark. I never thought I could write so many chapters- truly I thought I would only write about ten chapters of this story and then be finished but I am surprising myself.

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Jacobs POV- back to the bed with Nessie

I felt at easy again with Nessie in my arms. This was a time for me to forget about everything, her self harming, the fact that our engagement is over and lastly that blood suckers are attacking the town folk. Her warm breath tickled my chest and lit up my heart. I was about to turn to her when a startled howl tore through the nights sky. It was Paul, that I was sure of. But he sounded bad.

I ran outside. Nessie followed me I think she was calling my name but my pounding heart made it hard for me to hear. A warm pressure held my hand- it was Nessie. Cullens flooded in around us but my mind was focused on the howling and my eyes were attached to Nessie's face.

"Jake go....." Those were the reassuring words to leave her lips, I caressed her hand with my lips and ran away. Towards the pained howling. I knew they were close and I was undecided whether to go in my wolf form. But if there's trouble I can quickly change with no trouble. Before I could think about it any further that's when I saw them.

Paul was in his wolf form drapped over a.....a body lying on the floor. Sam was crouching with his back to me- he was blocking my view of the 'persons' face. From what I could make out Sam was gently slapping the face of the 'body' on the floor. Paul howled when he saw me, and this was immediately followed by a howl in the woods far away. My stomach flipped as I walked up towards Sam.

I almost held my breath as I walked up, when I peered around Sam My heart twinged and went in full panic mode. "Bradley" I fell to my knees and shook his legs. "Brad.....wake up" those words croaked out of my lips. Sam's hands cupped his face and he fell back so that he was sat on the dirt.

The new vampire smell sent my nose hairs on alert as it burned my respiratory passage way. I coughed, and leaned in closer. Bradley's face was pale and bloody. His shoulder and neck had been ripped with razor sharp teeth. My stomach turned with nausea, I felt like I wanted to retch. Our brother, our baby brother has been ........murdered on our land.

How had this happened? how did the blood sucking parasites get on our land? I felt the red haze pulse through my veins, I wanted blood. I wanted a cold dead vampire to be torn to shreds in my two hands.

I heard the twigs snap behind me, when I glanced to look it was my Nessie. I jumped in to my protective mode. She shouldn't see this. No one should. But it was to late my Nessies face turned to horror when she saw the little boy- Bradley- lying limp on the floor.

I took her terrified frame in my arms and craddled her close to myself- but also I wanted to be in her comforting arms.

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After ensuring my Nessie got to my house safely I ran to get the gathering humans at Emily's house. I couldn't go inside, I couldn't look at my fathers weak face nor Collins or Seth's. The two remaining babies of the group, Bradley's death has made us more protective than ever. Me nor Sam could not imagine those kids fighting these soulless vampires. Me nor Sam could handle loosing another baby brother- that's what they are babies. Children, there not made for this life, too young, too willed by their emotions. If we were allow them to fight their emotions would win and we could loose more.......

I shuddered at the thought.

I couldn't change into my human form, seeing his parents and Emily crying was sure to start me. That couldn't happen. I needed to be strong, I was an alpha. Emily derived the group towards my home and I followed in the dark woods. I never took my eyes off them nor the surrounding woods.

Sam was in my head, as was Jared to make sure that I got their 'girls' to the house safe.

How are they? Sam thought to me

How do you think. They are as .......bad

Kim? Jared thought

Holding strong, shes trying to keep normal for Claire

Claire! Quil thought, suddenly aware of the conversation

Ok man. Kim is looking after her.

I could hear Sam edging towards asking about Emily. Emily is upset of course, she is like a mother to us all. She has everyone here to comfort her. I tried not to think about it but her tearful face fell into my thoughts. Sam heart gasped- and I could hear it in his thoughts.

Rachel? Paul came in asking

Still in Port Angeles, Kim just phoned her. She is going to sat at a motel until one of us can be free to go and get her.

Can't she come down, I'd rather have her here to keep an eye on? Paul said.

I know man, but she's probably more safe out there. The group are resided in Forks....some where.

The car came to a halt in my front yard. I could see through the window that Nessie was on the couch cradling Collin in her hands. It felt wrong to leave her, but I was more help finding this group. It would be safer for her...for everyone.

I saw her make her way to the door and let in the sobbing group. I wanted to leave now other wise I would not be able to drag myself away from her but she saw me- maybe unconsciously I wanted her too.

Her warm hand stroked my face, my heart swelled even more. I couldn't control the free falling tear from my eyes. Why can't I be strong in front of her? duh because she knows me to well.

She let me go tonight for the second time, I love you Nessie I thought- I was disappointed that she couldn't hear my thoughts......