I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING BESIDES THE OC'S.
Wednesday-
Justin's Point of View-
I sat in the middle seat beside Brittney who took the window seat, she sat there looking out the open window beside her and I looked out it myself as I would randomly glance to her smirking. Wade sat in the other seat reading the newspaper he had grabbed at the airport, I don't know why he had to sit in that seat but he had to sit there. I grasped Brittney's hand that rested on the arm rest interlacing our fingers seeing her looking down at the hand then up to me making eye contact smirking. It is weird because it seemed Monday night everything just kind of clicked in this fake relationship we are doing, the only thing that is still off is our kissing ability without making it seem awkward. We hung onto hands until we landed on the runway, I couldn't help the smile that was on my face as we held hands and it was a weird feeling. We stood up deplaning heading through the airport still holding onto hands until we broke to go use the two different bathrooms only to rejoin afterwards finding our way down to the baggage claim where I stepped behind her wrapping my arms around her waist pulling her back into my embrace and she leant her small frame back into my solid frame pressing my lips against the curve of her neck hearing her let out a chuckle.
"That tickled." She said.
"Sorry…I didn't shave this morning…" I said rubbing at my chin feeling the stubble of the beard I was thinking about growing.
"It wasn't that…that felt good…" She said smirking.
"MMM…you like stubble?" I asked, it came out more of a moan than I had intended, "I did not mean for it to come out like a moan…" I said in an apologetic tone.
"It's fine…" She said smirking and chuckled.
"There's your bag." I said noticing her bag, I broke from her grip going to grab it for her seeing mine a few bags down waiting for it to get to me grabbing mine as well rolling them back to where she stood. "Here you go sweetie." I said rolling her bag towards her.
"What a shame, you're going to make your girlfriend roll her own bag…" Wade said.
"Just because I'm her boyfriend doesn't mean I'm her slave…" I said.
"I can take care of myself…" Brittney said as she grasped her bag as she stuck her hand out reaching for my hand as I grasped it cupping the hand not bothering to interlace our fingers as we waited until Heath and Wade gathered their bags heading the distance to my car putting our bags into the trunk before we climbed into the car, I opened the passenger side for Brittney leaning over into the car where she sat giving her small peck on the lips and it still felt awkward, I think she was uncomfortable with this whole thing and she needed to relax. I think she is uncomfortable with always having an audience and it being with me, maybe she will be up to practicing in the comfort of our own apartment. I walked around the car climbing into the driver's seat starting the car and begun the drive home as I felt something resting on top of mine as it rested on the ignition. I smirked as I looked over at Brittney as she was looking at me smiling as I looked back ahead turning at the next stop sign to go towards where Wade's apartment complex was. I drove the few blocks to his apartment complex pulling into the parking lot and stopped in front of the one door turning the hazard lights on while Wade got out and grabbed his things.
"See you all Friday…same time…" Wade said.
"Alright, bye Wade!" Brittney said.
"Bye Brit, Justin take care of my girl." Wade said.
"She's my girl and don't worry about it." I said as I rested my arm on the passenger chair as I looked back at him then glanced up at Brittney who made eye contact with me a little smirking as he said bye to Heath before shutting the door grabbing his belongings from the trunk before he slammed it shut heading into his complex and I begun driving towards Heath's apartment dropping him off then drove home to our apartment. "That car ride seemed awkward…" I said as I pulled the trunk door open.
"It's only going to get more awkward…" She said as set her suitcase onto the ground as she pulled the handlebar up and I shut the trunk after it was empty of our things. "I think Wade is starting to buy our relationship…" She said as she pulled open the door into our apartment complex.
"That doesn't mean that our relationship doesn't need work…"
"What do you mean?" She asked as she stepped aside to walk beside me as I shrugged, "Don't just shrug it off…you have always been the kind of person that says what you mean…so what do you mean?" She asked as we approached our apartment letting ourselves in.
"I just mean that I think the kissing could use some more work…"
"You notice my awkwardness, huh?" She asked as she pushed a hand through her hair making it messy compared to what it was. We stepped into our apartment and I closed the door behind her locking it as she got to the entry way of her bedroom.
"Yeah, I felt it…but not sure if the others could sense it…" I said as I re-gripped my suitcase rolling it through the apartment going to my bedroom setting it down to take care of later, I walked back out going into the kitchen to make myself a sandwich pulling down a plate when Brittney walked into the kitchen.
"You were thinking the same thing I was…" Brittney said.
"Hunger always wins…" I said smirking as we were helping each other out as we begun the process of making our sandwiches, "What makes you so awkward about kissing me?" I asked curiously as I licked at the mayo that I had gotten onto my finger.
"I don't know…it's just weird kissing my best friend, and with Heath and Wade staring, it makes it seem more pressured…" She said shrugging.
"You can't consider me your best friend, you got to look at me like I'm your boyfriend…pretend I'm Wade…" I said trying to help her out as I slid the knife into the sink after I had cut my sandwich diagonally across turning to look at her as I leant onto the counter with my hip watching as she put the top piece of bread onto her sandwich.
"I don't know if I can do that…" She said.
"Just try…if you think and pretend I'm him then it might work…I'm sorry that you wouldn't think of me as boyfriend material, but it might make it easier if you think of me as someone else…" I said suggestively.
"Is that what you do with me?" Brittney asked as she crossed her arms over her chest.
"It doesn't matter what I do…" I said.
"How would I know if it works?"
"The kiss won't feel awkward on either end, and if it doesn't work, we can try other things…" I said as I could tell she was contemplating it as she grabbed a paper towel wiping her hands off on it oddly, I think she did it out of nerves about doing this.
"Just once then I'm going to devour this sandwich." She said.
"By all means." I said smirking and letting out chuckles that all she cared about was eating that sandwich. We slowly stepped towards each other, my hands gently resting on her hips as her arms snaked around my neck as I leant down as she stood up onto her tip toes pressing herself into my hard frame as we pressed our lips together feeling her fingers getting tangled into my hair holding me there as the kiss she was given me was the most passion felt kiss I've experienced. The kiss broke for a moment to catch a moment of breath as I pressed my lips against hers again wanting to taste the sweetness of her lips pressed against mine and didn't want the passion to end feeling her moan against my lips. I found my arms rubbing against her back and playing with the tips of her long hair, I broke the kiss to get some air when she immediately pressed her lips back to mine pulling me closer to her feeling her fingers tightening and tangling in my hair more. The kiss begun to heat up more and we couldn't seem to break away until Brittney broke the kiss moments later stepping away from me wiping at her mouth as all I could do was stare at her wanting to kiss her more and felt myself possibly actually wanting to be her boyfriend without the word fake attached it.
"I'm going for a walk…" She said as she ran a hand through her hair messing it up more, she turned on her heels heading out of the kitchen and I took a couple of steps behind her.
"Brit-" Is all I got out before the door shut behind her not being able to say anything else to her as I turned around on my heels running my hands along my face not knowing what she felt or thought about what just happened, the fact we practically just made out and could have possibly gone farther if she hadn't stopped it. I smacked the cupboard next to me out of frustration before I cupped at my mouth rather than rubbing at my face and as I paced in the kitchen trying to clear my foggy mind of feelings that were overpowering my mind. I worried about Brittney out there on a walk, she was a big girl but I wanted to talk this over with her but knew she needed time alone to think and I knew I needed time to think as well about what just happened. Needless to say, that was the best kiss we have had since we had begun this relationship ploy we had. I grabbed my sandwich going out to the deck sitting in one of the chairs lifting my feet up onto the balcony slowly taking bite after bite of the sandwich I had made thinking about Brittney and if the feelings I begun to feel for her were what I truly felt or if they were just momentary feelings due to the kiss we had just done. I ate my sandwich going back inside and put her sandwich into a Ziploc bag sliding it into the refrigerator for her to eat when she returned from her walk going into my bedroom unpacking when I heard the front door open after I had just unpacked the last item in my bag. I wasn't sure if she was ready to face me or not so I tried to find something for me to do in my room when I heard a slight knock against my door frame.
"Hey…" I heard her soft voice say, I slowly turned around to see her leaning against my door frame with her hands slid into her pants pocket.
"Hey…" I said, I could feel the awkwardness between us and even though I didn't want it to be awkward because I enjoyed it. "Look…." I begun to say breaking the awkward silence.
"Don't…it's fine…that was one hell of a kiss…can you imagine Wade's face if he saw that one?" She asked as I felt a little hurt trying not to show it to her as I could tell she seemed still awkward about it.
"His face would have been pure horrid…" I said forcing out a chuckle.
"I think it would have been hysterical…Heath would have been impressed." She said chuckling.
"Well, Heath is impressed with anything because when's the last time has he even kissed a girl much less have that good of a kiss." I said.
"You're probably right…" Brittney said chuckling.
"I put your sandwich into the fridge, I would think how hungry you were earlier that you would be pissed if I threw it away…" I said as she hunched over laughing as I couldn't help but to laugh myself due to her beautiful laughter getting me to laugh.
"I am starving…" She said.
"I bet…" I said as she turned around heading towards the kitchen trying to tell myself not to check her out as she walked away from me, I smacked myself lightly on the face telling myself 'no' and that I couldn't possibly have said feelings for her.
