Disclaimer: I don't own Artemis Fowl, only my genius is mine, what little genius it is...
How can you recover from loving someone? After being so close, so connected, how can you survive alone? It's like suffering withdrawal from a drug – you do strange things. Somehow, you can't be yourself without them, and to others you seem mad.
Maybe it is a madness, of a kind. I'm mad for you, and seeing someone else touch you the way I used to is torture. That body was once mine; how I long to run my hands through your hair, to trace your skin and make you shudder.
How I want you to be mine once again; I want to be with you in that carefree togetherness that was only ours. I want to be one with you, a coin with two faces. Watching you hold some else's hand, I realize again that we were stupid; we were foolish, yes; we were young. I will admit that I was wrong a million times and again, only please...
...Let's be us again, without words, without effort...
With that intimacy that came so naturally between us...
This was inspired by watching the Hulk, as crazy as that sounds...the version with Eric Bana? Yeah. Also, "jikkon" is Japanese for "intimacy, familiarity".
