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Chapter 51
"I'm searching for answers
'cause something is not right.
I follow the signs,
I'm close to the fire.
I fear that soon you'll reveal
Your dangerous mind.
[Chorus:]
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your smile and the promise inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside.
I'm searching for answers
Not questioned before.
The curse of awareness,
There's no peace of mind.
As your true colours show
A dangerous sign.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I see the truth that you've buried inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
There is no mercy just anger I find.
I just have know, while I still have time.
Do I have to run, or hide away from you?"
" Do you not feel anything?" The woman cried, sobbing as she watched the roman guard before her whip her husband with a long razer tipped whip. The guard growled something foreign under his breath as he continued to lash at the bloodied body before him. Not once did this pathetic man, who called him a honorable warrior, even defend his own self when the roman soldier came in unexspectedly in the middle of the night and tried to rap the man's wife. Enraged, the man came after him with a crude sword, putting his own life on the line for his beloved wife's honor. It would have been better if he had just summited to the wishs of the Roman centarian, but something deep within him had come awake when he saw the dark intent within his enemy's eyes. Something had warned him to protect her at all costs, even if it meant he had to lose his own life to preserve hers.
The wife screamed out in pain suddenly, gripping her chest with her hands, deep blue eyes wide with shock and sorrow as they saw a bloodied blade slowly withdraw from the motionless body of her husband. Blood, sticky, and wet, slowly ebbed from beaneath his body. Her whole world seem to crash around her as a strange energy seem to fill her whole being, leaving her feel like nothing before. The roman guard smiled as if he had commited something that made him happy with his work as he put away his sword. Struggling to keep enough energy within her, she grabbed at the medallion hanging around her neck and ripped it from her neck. Gripping it tightly until in cut into her flesh, she allow the strange energy fill her whole being with its auroa as her blood continued to fall to the ground around her...
"Is it true what they say,
are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown clouds our hearts today.
Come into my world,
see through my eyes.
Try to understand,
don't want to lose what we have.
We've been dreaming
but who can deny,
it's the best way of living
between the truth and the lies..."
The guard turned around and was suddenly thrown agaist the far wall as a woman's scream filled his ears of full rage and mixed pain. He shielded his eyes from a firery glow of red and orange before him as he saw a dim form of a woman within the flames. Fear suddenly gripped him as he saw the eyes of the woman he had tried to rap.
Cold.
Ice cold.
Aand completly without mercy as they stared right back into his own. They seemed to see staright into his own bare soul as he feebly tried to stand up with his sword drawn. There was blood everywhere he looked, and it was covoring the front of the woman within the fire. She screamed defiantly at him and thrusted her arms out. He screamed out in pure agony, ripping at his own skin as it came off in shreds, exsposing the skin and muscule underneath it. Terrified, he rip of his armor as more of his skin peeled like from an apple. The wife said something in a ancient tongue he didn't know, low musical words. His pain continued to grow with each passing breath as he tried to vainly keep his skin on, to no avail...
Chorus:
"See who I am,
break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
let's show them that we can
free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands,
this is not the end.
Fear is withering the soul
at the point of no return.
We must be the change
we wish to see.
I'll come into your world,
see through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
before we lose what we have..."
The power tasted like sweet poisin in her mouth. Bitter, yet sweet like honey that made her laugh within her body as she focused her whole being on the man who killed her husband in cold blood. The gaurd's whole body as without skin now, his tendons and sinues now exsposed to the elemants. More power flowed into her body. Channeling, she saw ice crystals suddenly shot up around them, impaling the guard in the legs and arms in a cross like position on the floor. The scream of agony didn't fully match that of her dead husband's when he had defied the order of stepping aside and letting the guard have his way with her. It was like music to her ears, hearing his pitiful cries for swift mercy as his blood ran down the long rod of ice, causing stream to rise around him from the heat of his own blood and intestins...
"We just can't stop believing
because we have to try.
We can rise above
their truth and their lies.
I hear their silence
preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
if their power reigns?"
"Please kill me!" He begged as his pain slowly builded tenfold, make him wish he never took the order from his master. He could see his own death in her eyes. The woman grabbed a sharp steel knife from a nearby table and slowly approched where he was impaled. Golden locks of hair reached all the way down to the floor at her feet. Tall, yet slender, she would have looked weak to mere man, if it wasn't for the glowing meadllion that hung around her neck with a sun symbol for Apollo and the cold blue eyes that continued to stare at his own.
"Please...Please, I beg you to kill me. I was just following orders...please." He begged feverly.
"You took my husband's life." She said in a calm voice as if she was merly talking about the weather outside to another person. Fear filled his now exsposed face as he watched her reach out towards his body. Swiftly with the knife, she decapitated his feet from his legs.
He scream like he never screamed before as agony of his pain filled his body and mind, consuming his mind into nothingness. What did the gods curse him with such a death of what he was getting for his sins...
"Never look back 'cause it hurts.
My heart is so cold
.
I feel the frost, Never look back.
I feel the darkness on my shoulder,
The frost is in my heart.
So cold my hair is frozen,
Touching my skin, my flesh.
Sometimes I regret I had to do,
'Cause our love was somehow true."
The wife slashed off his private parts, savoring the screaming around her ears. Flames, real hot flames shot around them in a circle. She welcomed the pain that briefly touched her skin like a lover's kiss. Her wound was no longer bleeding, but her chest had a gapping wound, exsposing the beathing heart within her body, much to the horrior of her would-be rapist as he blindly in his pain and agony, saw the blade come down at his stomach, he didn't even feel the ripping of his inner intestins flow out from his body. He only saw the eyes of his coutless victims, including her and her husband, he had been ordered to kill secretly...
"But I had to leave you,
For the sake of the moods.
Frozen tears turn into my skin.
Frozen memories of you.
Sometimes I see your face, As pure as you are mine.
I feel the darkness on my shoulder..."
The frost is in my heart.
So cold my hair is frozen,
Touching my skin, my flesh.
Never look back because it hurts.
My heart is so cold,
I feel the frost, Never look back.
Darkness came upon his vision like a heavy blanket, soffocating his body as he felt sharp, hot flames touch his exsposed muscles body parts. Cursing the gods for his fate with all the energy he had left, he yelled to the heavens for mercy for his sin. Opening his eyes for one last time, he saw a diffrent woman standing before him. It was still the same one he had tried to hurt, but diffrent somehow. There was a glowing power around her that he could dimly feel in his mind. Something that could only be matched to that of the Gods have... "Gods curse what you have fated us to."
"You're determined by faith
You pretend to make up
You lay out your case like the enemy
But all that you got
through dirty white lies
Can't find the damned correct way of blaming me
for your crimes
Won't you talk to me
Don't laugh and run away
I'm onto you, yesterday
with empty eyes"
with empty eyes
I don't know where I'm going
in search for answers
I don't know who I'm fighting
I stand with empty eyes
You're like a ghost within me
who's draining my life
It's like my soul is see through
Right through my empty eyes
I'm about to give in
Got nowhere to go
Afraid of the sense I'm holding on
There's no other way
No doubt in the end
But I ain't got a thing to lose
Nothing to defend
Won't you talk to me
Don't laugh and run away
I'm onto you, yesterday
With empty eyes
I don't know where I'm going
In search for answers
I don't know who I'm fighting
I stand with empty eyes
You're like a ghost within me
who's draining my life
It's like my soul is see through
Right through my empty eyes
Ohh, ohh please won't you give in to me
Won't you finally speak true from lie
You're determined by faith
You pretend to make up
You lay out your case like the enemy
like the enemey
With empty eyes
I don't know where I'm going
in search for answers
I don't know who I'm fighting
I stand with empty eyes
You're like a ghost within me
who's draining my life
It's like my soul is see through
Right through my empty eyes"
"NO!"
Rina sat up abruptly in bed, sweating and breathing heavily. Her eyes were just met with darkness of her room and the dim embers of the dying fire at the far end of her large personal private suit.
"You were always one to talk outloud in your sleep." A velvet smooth voice said quietly near the foot of her bed. Rina froze, heart beating wildly as she strained her eyes into the shadows before her, trying to see the tall figure of a shadow standing before her bed. The shadow smirked, as if amused by her silance alone. She slowly backed away until she felt the cool surface of the headboard hit her bare back.
"So, did you really think that leaving without saying anything would give you the same result twice?"
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