Chapter 50

Will felt Sonny was concerned and so as soon as Clark had

cleared Sonny's soul voice line Will started to speak to Sonny.

It had been 3 hours and Will was very weak and he was so tired but he knew if he gave in that he would die but he kept on fighting his way through and he was getting so much strength and love from Sonny that Will could do nothing but fight.

Hey Angel, How is everything going on your end?

Oh God! Babe, I am so glad to hear from you.

Sonny said, Babe, your cooking me healthy meals for all of these years gave me a very very healthy liver Clark said that it was the healthiest liver he had saw. Babe, why are you so worried? Things are going fine with me Clark told me that I had one stubborn bleeder but he was able to find it and cauterized it so I did not lose but a very minimal amount but I feel like you are not just worried about me but that something is going on with you and you are not saying anything to any of us about it. Please, Babe, tell me what is going on.

Angel, I am not only worried about you,However you are my main focus I just have so many things on my mind and all of them have to do with you. Angel I am very very weak and it is getting harder to fight but I am not giving up so don't think that I am not fighting like hell but I have been using your strength to get me through this and I know that together we will be OK but I get scared of the what ifs and they creep in and then I get concerned if I am taking to much of your strength to hold on and I can't lose you to save myself.

Babe, Please don't worry about me and if you need my strength take it because I still feel very strong, and I am not going to allow you to give up. Babe, you are strong on your own but together we have always been unstoppable. You just remember that. I know you are tired and weak right now but very soon you are going to feel stronger so you can lean on me and use as much of my strength that it takes. Babe, we are not going to lose each other you remember that.

Angel, I am doing my best but we are human and sometimes we know in our hearts one thing but the mind tells us something else, That is when I get terrified and you know

That I have never given up on any thing. I know that you were talking to Clark and I was just waiting to hear your soul voice.

Angel, are you sure things are OK on your end?

Babe, Clark told me that everything is going textbook perfect

and not to worry because he was nearing the end of the procedure and he said that he would immediately start yours after. Please just hold on and do not allow Patrick to win. I love you so much and I promise you that I will be OK and what happened in Italy will not happened to me.

Angel, that is not why I worry about with you. It is something completely different and I need to tell you after we get out of surgery exactly why I fight so fiercely to protect you one is being from the place where we met but there is a totally different reason that I am so protective.

Babe, is it something that happened to you?

Angel , in a way yes in may ways no.

Babe, is it something that you have done bad?

Not really bad Angel, just very dangerous and I can tell you when we are out of danger from this.

Baby, you have done a lot of dangerous things so anything that you tell me will not shock me.

Angel, it is something that I have had to keep from you but not anymore. I just hope that when I tell you that you will not feel like I lied to you because it was no lie just with held a certain

thing from you unwillingly because I was forced to.

Babe, you never lie to me and I know if you could not tell me it was to protect me.

Angel, you have no idea what it is and you can believe me when I tell you that you are spot on about everything you just said.