Author's Note:
Hi everyone! I'm sorry I had to be so evil in the last chapter... but I hope you like this one!
I decided to make this chapter in Jacob's point of view...
please review and leave your thoughts!
I'll try and post the next chapter soon!
xoxoCherriePie
CHAPTER 55 ~ CLOUDS
Jacob P.O.V
"I love you too" I said, keeping my eyes shut.
I opened my eyes and faced her, to see her with her eyes shut.
"Nessie, I think it's time we go back." I said. She didn't answer. "Ness?" Still no reply. I nudged her, she didn't move. I picked up her hand and held it to my cheek. If she was asleep or resting, she would be thinking about something, wouldn't she? I waited for an image to pop into my head, but nothing happened.
All of a sudden, Renesmee let out an ear-piercing scream, and then she started vomiting up blood. After a few seconds, she passed out again.
"Oh no, Renesmee!" I yelled. I picked her up and ran as fast as I could back to the house. I laid her on the couch and ran to the phone. I called Carlisle; he picked up on the first ring.
"Jacob? Is everything ok?"
"No! We were out in the meadow, and Nessie passed out, then she started screaming, then she started vomiting blood, then she passed out again…" I told him, fighting back tears.
"You were in the meadow?" He asked.
"I'm so sorry; she wanted to go before… and…" The tears won.
"Jacob, calm down, I'll be there soon." He said. He hung up, and within a few seconds, he was at my side.
"Carlisle! I'm so sorry… I shouldn't have listened to her… she really wanted to go…" I told him through tears.
"It's ok. But Jacob, you have to listen to me. We need to get her upstairs and into my office. We need to get this baby out of her, or they will both die." He told me sternly. I sniffed a few times and nodded. I picked her up and followed him into his office. After a few seconds, he set up the bed and a few machines. I laid Nessie on the bed and Carlisle stuck heaps of needles and tubes into her.
"Carlisle!" I heard Bella call out from downstairs.
"We're up here." Carlisle said. Bella and Edward walked in, and gasped when they saw their daughter, lying on the bed, in a pool of blood. Bella ran to Nessie's side, and Edward stared at me.
Crap. I thought.
"Crap is right!" He ran to me and grabbed my top. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING? THIS IS BY FAR THE STUPIDEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE! I CAN'T BEIEVE YOU TOOK HER INO THE MEADOW! YOU PROMISED US YOU WOULD STAY HERE AND LOOK AFTER HER!"
"Edward, I'm so sorry! I know you probably want to kill me right now…"
"I WANT TO DO A WHOLE LOT MORE THAN JUST KILL YOU!"
"Look Edward, just listen to me for one second, please?" He loosened his grip a little. "Nessie begged me to take her to the meadow for one last time; she was convinced that she wouldn't have that much time left. She wanted to spend some time with me in the meadow before her time was up, and she kept begging me, and I felt so sorry for her… I kept telling her no, that I promised we would stay here, but she wouldn't take no for an answer, you know how she is. If Bella was dying, and she wanted one last wish, would you grant it for her?" I asked him. He let go of my top and walked over to Nessie's side.
"Bella, Edward, I don't think you should be in here." Carlisle said. "Go downstairs with everyone else."
"Nessie, you're going to be ok. Jacob is here and he will be with you the whole time. We don't want to loose you, please, stay with us." Bella told her. She kissed her daughter on her forehead, and so did Edward, then they left the room.
"Ok, Jacob, you need to stay here, and if her heart stops beating, you will need to perform CPR, ok?" Carlisle told me. I nodded, and remembered when I had to do it on her the last time. It didn't work that time, but I hoped that if I had to do it now, it would work.
Carlisle used his teeth to cut through Nessie; I couldn't watch him do it. Instead, I stayed close to her face, and I talked to her.
"Ness, you're going to be ok. Carlisle's getting the baby out, you'll both be fine. Just stay with me, please." I squeezed her hand and kept talking to her, hoping that she would listen to my voice.
"Jacob," Carlisle said after a couple of minutes. I looked over to him. He was holding a baby; he was holding mine and Nessie's baby. "It's a girl." He told me. I was about to get up to look at my daughter, when suddenly, the heart monitor that was attached to Nessie stated beeping really fast. She started shaking, and then, she went limp in my arms. The heart monitor sounded a long, solitary beep, breaking my heart in the process…
"No. no, no, no, no!" I cried.
"Oh no, not again." Carlisle placed the baby in the cot and then he rushed over to me. "Jacob, remember what I asked you?" I nodded. I breathed into her mouth and then my hands pumped furiously while I begged her to come back to me... but it was too late. Tears were falling from my eyes and my vision was blurring, I was trying hard to keep a hold of myself.
"Jacob," Carlisle tried to stop me.
"No! I can save her!" I yelled at him. My hands kept on pumping, but it was no use.
"I'm so sorry Jacob." He said to me. I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to believe that I was holding my dead wife in my arms.
The ocean of pain swept through me again, just like it had with Bella. But this ocean was worse. I put her down and turned away, I couldn't bare to look at her. Even more tears fell down my face; I didn't have the strength to wipe them away. I walked down the stairs, and when I got to the bottom, Bella ran up to me. She took one look at me and seemed to know what happened.
"No!" She flew into my arms; I wrapped them around her and buried my head into her hair. I pulled away from her and walked outside. I sat down on the steps and looked up at the sky. There were no clouds to be seen.
Author's Note:
Thank you to Cookie141, who helped me alot with this chapter! ILY!
