You earned this. You fought and killed to get it, and you sure aren't going to let it go.
You had earned the right to nightmares after you stabbed that boy in the chest. You certainly earned the right to the hate of your District when you strangled your ally. You earned being reduced to a curiosity in the eyes of the Capitol when you slit that Career's throat. It was a daring move to sneak up on him like that. But you did it.
You earned the right to live in agony. Yes. You have most certainly earned this.
