Touko


Well today was eventful. And I also think Unova will be nothing but a sheet of ice soon, judging by what I experienced today.

It all started with Ghetsis. He's going to be my world now; he has informed me. And I mean literally be my world. He has done away with Natsumi supposedly and has replaced her with himself. I don't like this at all.

How long can this last? He's a busy man isn't he? It can't last too long. Natsumi will be back.

So today he woke me, like Natsumi usually would, and then gave me breakfast. I still won't talk to him, and I think he is finally giving me some space after what he's done to me. Maybe he's realized he's fucked up big time and that is why he got rid of Natsumi. If he wants to say he's sorry for it, he should just leave me alone rather than drown me in his presence even more. He doesn't care. Or he just doesn't get it!

I thought it was going to be another boring day in solitude confined by walls but instead Ghetsis took me out. He bound me of course, and even hooded me this time. We flew by helicopter to a ship.

Yes, Ghetsis has a ship. Good for him. And it fucking flies! What will he come up with next?

Oh that isn't the half of it. This ship also froze stuff. Yes, it froze stuff. He wanted me to see its power. He wanted me to see his power. He wanted me to see what he was capable of, and that's what he did.

We took this ship called the Plasma Frigate over a random forest. Everything got cold before the ship unleashed its freezing power. I was on the deck with Ghetsis when it happened. Fast beams of light hit the trees, turning them into small glaciers. Then Ghetsis commanded they aim it at bigger trees, and then the beams of light and ice grew bigger and louder. And soon the ancient trees of time were encased in ice. Everything in that patch of forest was ice.

Unova is done for. Just this ship alone could cause a lot of damage and harm. Unless N comes to the rescue, I don't see a very bright future for Unova. And I can't do anything. I belong to Ghetsis now, unfortunately, and I don't have a dragon anymore.

The ship was so cold. I was wearing nothing but scrubs. There was a time when I wanted the hood back on my head. Ghetsis refused. He refused every request I made for a jacket or blanket of some kind. And then his motives became clear.

He wanted me to snuggle him for warmth. He even insisted I stay out on the deck with him after all the damage was done, for no reason. Well he had a reason. He wasn't going to let me off the deck until I begged him for his cloak.

So I did. He wrapped me in it and then held me close. At the time it was worth it. I was so cold and the feeling was even worse than my freezing torture from a while back, so I had to have him and his cloak.

In the end I had them both wrapped around me. It didn't last long though, thank Arceus. Even the great Plasma Sage was getting cold himself.

Finally I was hooded and bound again and then transported back to my cell in the unknown underground.

He refused to tell me anything. Ghetsis wouldn't inform me of how the ship had its power or how the fuck it could fly. He just wanted to show it to me. He wanted to show me what he could do. It was like he was expecting me to become impressed with him.

I'm not impressed. I'm fearing for my life right now. And I am fearing for Unova's future. N has to come soon. He can't run from his father forever. When will N come? I hope he doesn't wait till the destruction starts.

I am awe struck by Ghetsis's cruelty.

I kind of wish Ghetsis was like he is in my dreams. I don't mean that I want him to be loving towards me and kiss me like in the dreams, because I'm sure he would do that very easily if I let him, but I mean. . . What am I trying to say? I wish Ghetsis was kind like he is in my dreams. Because in the dreams I get this vibe of his kindness, like it's a kindness that knows no bounds. I get the feeling like he is a kind person in general, and he is not the tyrant he is now, or wants to be.

I wish Ghetsis were that man, the kind one, not the murdering tyrant. Although it's clear he has a heart for me now, but, he still punishes me. He can't control himself.

Maybe if he were truly as kind and gentle as he is in my dreams, maybe I would give him a chance. I can't believe I just said that. He's too old for me. He's too evil for me. He's not the man in my dreams.

Why am I having these dreams? I hate him so much. If I hate him, why am I dreaming about him in such a positive light? And the dreams are always so real. I feel like he is truly there kissing me and holding me and talking to me. I've never had a dream feel so real before.

Something isn't right.