DISCLAIMER: I don't own Harry Potter, nor do I own the lyrics, it is Ke$ha and the song is Dancing With Tears In My Eyes.

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"Okay, so this is my room. You can stay here, if you really want to," James said, pushing open his door. A wave of something disgusting hit my nose and I closed my eyes. "What? What's the matter?" I shook my head, bit my tongue and looked inside. The floor was covered with clothing and food debris. The bed was barely visible and Albus was laying in the middle of something brown. "What do you think?"

"I think that your room is very unique," I said, picking my way through it. "Especially the, uh, smell." James laughed and nodded, putting his hands on his hips and smiling proudly. "Can I see Lily's room?"

"Sure." James led me out of his foul room and took me to Lily's. "So, why didn't you call Aspen or Abby? They seem more open to spending time with you."

"Are you saying you don't want me here?" I asked, fake hurt spreading through my voice as I punched him on the arm. "Ow!"

"Loser!" he joked, smiling at me. I stuck my tongue out at him and he laughed even harder. "No. I mean, I was just kind of a random choice for staying with. Here's Lily's room."

"Thanks." I looked in and was surprised at the contrast of her room and her brothers. "Are you sure you two are related." James laughed and pushed me in.

"Yes!" James laughed, shouldering past me. I stuck my tongue out at him and threw my stuff on the ground. "I wouldn't do that yet. Lily hasn't said yes yet and she's very territorial." I nodded sarcastically and flopped down on the bed. "I'm serious! Not that she would have a problem with you, but she does tend to get really out of hand if you don't ask her."

"And I'm sure she would hate it if I played my music too," I smiled, letting my head loll back over the side of the bed and offering him a lazy smile. James laughed and lay on the bed next to me.

"All right, Lestrange. Let's see what music you got!"

I nodded and rolled over, plugging my iPod into the speakers that I had brought with me. The music started to burst from the speakers and I started to sing along with it. "Here we go. Welcome to my funeral. Without you I don't even have a pulse. All alone it's dark and cold. With every move I die."

James watched every move I was making, his brown eyes warm and inviting. I looked up at the ceiling, secretly loving the feeling of his eyes on my face. I started to tap my foot and just whisper the words. "Here I go, this is my confession, oh. A lost cause nobody my soul, I am so delusional. With every move I die."

"Don't watch me like that," I whispered, rolling onto my stomach and placing my hand in my hair. He smirked, and put his hands behind his head.

"Why?" he asked knowingly, turning his eyes back onto my face. It wasn't a bad look, it just seemed like he knew all of my secrets. "Does it make you feel uncomfortable?" I nodded slowly, turning my ice blue eyes away from his familiar face.

I turned back to the music and started to sing again. "I have destroyed our life, it's gone. Payback is sick, it's all my fault. I'm dancing with tears in my eyes. Just fighting to get through the night. I'm losing it. With every move I die."

I rolled off the bed and started to walk around, pulling stuff out of my trunk and putting it away. "I'm fading, I'm broken inside. I've wasted the love of my life. I'm losing it! With every move I die. When did I become such a hypocrite? Double life, lies that you caught me in. Trust me, I'm paying for it. With every move I die."

I looked back at James, he was still just staring at me. I finally decided to go over to the bed. I knelt and crossed my arms over each other on the bed. "Did you miss me?" I asked suddenly, a half smile playing on my lips.

"Kind of," he answered, brushing a piece of hair away from my face. I laughed and ducked my head underneath my arms. "What about you? Did you miss all of us?"

"It's barely been a week, but I would be lying if I said no," I said, my voice muffled because of my arms. James laughed and forced my head up. I was singing again. "On the floor I'm just a zombie. Who I am is not who I wanna be. I'm such a tragedy, with every move I die. I have destroyed our life, it's gone. Payback is sick, it's all my fault."

James smiled and then got off of the bed and joined me on the floor. I scrunched my eyebrows up and thought about how much I missed him. He laughed at my face and I stuck my tongue out at him. But then the bedroom door opened and we both looked back at whoever just entered. It was Lily and her lips were pursed and anger was evident on her eleven-year-old face. "What are you doing in here?" she asked scaldingly, crossing her arms and glaring at me.

"What do you mean?" I asked sweetly, standing up and brushing my jeans off. Lily just shook her hair out and turned to the music.

"What is playing in my room?" I had forgotten it was playing and let the last few lines of the song fill my brain.

"I'm dancing with tears in my eyes, just fighting to get through the night. I'm losing it, with every move I die. I'm fading, I'm broken inside. I've wasted the love of my life. I'm losing it, with every move I die. This is it and now you're really gone this time. Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind. I'm dancing with tears in my eyes, just fighting to get through the night. I'm losing it, with every move I die. I'm fading, I'm broken inside. I've wasted the love of my life. I'm losing it, with every move I die."

I watched Lily's anger dissipate and her normal bubbly attitude come back. "Are you gonna stay here?" she asked brightly, hugging me.

"I guess so," I said uncertainly, looking back at James who nodded. "If you want me in here."

"Of course I do! This is gonna be so much fun!" I shrugged and hugged her back, happy to be accepted by her.

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A/N: I hope you liked it. There were a few twists and turns in there and it was sooo much fun to write! Keep Reading and Reviewing! You know it makes a writers world go round! Haha, just kidding, of course!