Chapter 54
Sev - 28 weeks
Siri - 12 weeks
Severus was sitting at the breakfast table looking about as miserable as anyone had ever seen him. James was lovingly rubbing his fiancé's neck, shoulders, and back, but Severus didn't even seem to notice his mate at all.
"How are you doing today, Sev?" asked Sirius nervously. He also wasn't feeling well, but he looked almost perky compared to the other teen.
"This kid is using my organs as punching bags, and if I stand up I know I am going to need to pee," stated Severus flatly as he glared at his empty plate. He had no trouble eating anymore, and the baby seemed to enjoy mealtime however, this also meant that mealtime was when he was most active.
Sirius looked down at his own stomach with a frown. "You better not do that to me kiddo."
"Oh it will," growled Severus. "Oh fuck he just kicked my bladder again. Fuck my life! I need to pee, again."
"I need to go too," sighed Sirius. "I'll go with you." Severus nodded and followed after Sirius. As they were walking out, Sirius glanced at the Slytherin table, snickered to himself and then kept walking.
"What was that about?" asked Severus, loosing some of his irritation.
"Evan's already got morning sickness," giggled Sirius. "He looked like he was going to hurl all over the table."
"So glad I skipped that part," whispered Severus as his stomach a few pats. "Kid might be training to be a professional kick-boxer in there, but at least he didn't make me sick."
"Jealous," grumbled Sirius. "I'm still getting nausea."
"Still?" Sirius nodded. "Damn, that sucks. I mean I do get dizzy, a lot actually, but it's never so bad that I actually get sick."
"Again, jealous," sighed Sirius as they entered the bathroom only to see Regulus exchanging a potion with a Ravenclaw.
"So I just drink this and I won't feel like I'm dying when I go up the stairs," asked the chubby Ravenclaw boy.
Regulus nodded, "Take a sip, a sip, right before you do something you know will make it hard to breath. It just relaxes your throat a little bit, but it only lasts about fifteen minutes, so just sip that right before you run up to your common room. This bottle has about twenty doses in it."
The Ravenclaw nodded, paid Regulus and left. Regulus pocketed the money and then suddenly realized he wasn't alone. He gave his brother and Severus an awkward smile, but it was clear he was staring at Severus.
"Are you selling stuff again," frowned Sirius, clearly annoyed.
"It wasn't a bonding potion," frowned Regulus. "It was just to help him breath when he runs up the stairs. Pomfrey has just been telling him he needs to exercise more, but he can't since he can't seem to breathe right. I'm just helping him."
"For a price," noted Sirius dryly.
"Slytherin!" snapped Regulus. "Besides I need the money."
"Why do you need money?" asked Severus. He was actually legitimately curious since he knew Regulus and Sirius hadn't been brought up in a poor family.
Regulus was quiet as he looked at Sirius for a moment. Eventually he let out a long sigh. "Mom's loosing her mind Siri. Like actually losing it. She is so angry all the time, more than normal."
"I didn't think that was even possible," mused Sirius in a morbid tone.
"Oh she has. In her letter she's always angry and last Christmas was actually hell. I couldn't stand her. She just yelled so much."
Regulus paused to close his eyes and take a breath. "I can't stand staying there. I am trying to get enough money to get a place to stay over the summer and then eventually my own place to live. I want to get out of that house as soon as I possibly can, but I don't want to leave on bad terms."
Sirius was quiet but he did nod, "Do you know what made her suddenly get so angry?"
Regulus opened his mouth as if he was going to reply but instantly closed it again. When he didn't speak, Severus moved away from them. "While you two are having family time, I need to pee."
Sirius smiled and Regulus muttered out an apology as he moved out of Severus's way. Once Severus was out of sight, Regulus turned back to Sirius, he looked a little paler than Sirius thought he should. Eventually Regulus groans and covers his face. "I am so sorry Sirius. I didn't mean to tell her, but for some reason I just did. She wrote a letter and it was all about you and how much she hates you and that you are a disgrace.
I just got so mad at her I told her that you had made a life for yourself and that you were happily bonded and expecting a child." Sirius visibly paled as he stared blankly at his little brother.
Regulus swallowed nervously as he looked at his brother and continued to explain, "Now she is pissed that you haven't told her. The you have, 'cut her out of your life' and a lot of other crazy shit."
"She disowned me," pointed out Sirius snidely.
"I know!" agreed Regulus readily. "I even pointed that out to her, but now she just keeps going on and on about how you have abandoned the family by not contacting her."
"Crazy bitch," called Severus from the stall.
"Right," agreed Regulus before letting out a long sigh. "I just need to get the fuck out of that house and with the year drawing closer to the end I just, I just don't want to know I don't have anywhere to go after I graduate."
"You still have a few years," sighed Sirius as Severus came out of the bathroom and washed his hands.
"I know, but the idea that I have nowhere to go is terrifying," groaned Regulus. "I know you hate her but at least send her a letter."
"If I did it wouldn't be very nice," growled Sirius. "It would end up being something like, 'stay the fuck away from me and my baby you crazy broad' and you can guess how well that would be received."
"It would at least be a reply and she could seep in that for a while," shrugged Regulus. "You know what. I don't know. I don't care. I still have this fucking problem with her if I don't find another place to live."
Severus, who had been quiet for sometime, decided to speak up, "Me and James are getting a huge house. Your bro and Remus are already going to be moving in. Why don't you move in with us? I plan on opening a potion shop after Harry is born. You have a few years yet, I should have everything up and running by the time you are done with school. You could come live with us, and work in the shop."
Regulus was stunned into silence as he just stared at Severus for a few minutes before slowly turning to look at Sirius. "Would you be okay with that? I mean with me living with you again? I know we never got along super well but—"
"If Severus says it's fine, it's fine. I'm the bum, so I really don't have much say in this. You on the other hand just got offered a job," smiled Sirius. "Besides if you had to ask anyone it would be James."
Regulus had a moment of worry, but Severus rolled his eyes. "You and me both know James will be fine with it. He wouldn't subject anyone to your mother."
"True," muttered Sirius as he pated his little brother on the shoulder before heading to the bathroom stall himself. "Besides you'll get to see your niece or nephew more this way."
"Can't wait," snorted Regulus as he thanked Severus again before leaving them in the bathroom.
Once he was gone Severus leaned against the sink and asked Sirius, "So have you and Remus talked about names yet?"
"No actually," Sirius let out a short laugh as if he just realized how absurd his own answer was. "He wants to wait until we know the gender before we really start talking about names, and I've just been so sick I haven't had much time to dwell on it. How soon were you and James thinking of names?"
"James had a name before I was pregnant," groaned Severus.
Severus could hear Sirius let out a short laugh as he finished up in the stall. "Kind of hard to claim the baby was an accident when you already had names picked out."
"We were both trying honestly," sighed Severus. "I just wanted it so badly. You got pregnant right after the bond was formed so you didn't get to enjoy this, but all either of us could really think about was sex and putting a baby in me."
"For the brief time I spent in that spot I was so lust hazed I honestly don't know how you two functioned," noted Sirius dryly as he left the stall and went to wash his hands.
"Ours wasn't a potion though," pointed out Severus. "We did ours the more natural way, so part of me thinks it isn't quiet the same drive. I mean, yeah, we were both clearly driven by our primal magic, but potions always seem more…"
"In your face?" suggested Sirius.
"Yeah."
"Still would have been hell having to wait," noted Sirius.
"Sex was great though," groaned Severus. "I miss it. I miss the hot rough sex. I miss James choking me as he forces me open."
"You're such a kinky little slut," laughed Sirius. "Don't worry once the baby is born he'll ride you hard again."
"God I fucking hope so," whined Severus, but then he paused and seemed to think for a second. "Is Remus ever rough with you? That one time I saw you two bang it seemed kinda vanilla."
"He's always pretty gentle," agreed Sirius but he didn't seem upset, in fact he was smiling. "I love it. He's so sweet with me. I love how he kisses and pets me all over."
"As that just drives me nuts," snorted Severus. "I mean yeah it's good, but fuck do I like a bit of pain in the sex."
"To each their own," chuckled Sirius as they returned to the table and sat down.
"That is true," agreed Severus.
"What are you two talking about?" asked Remus.
"We were talking about how you two fuck us," smiled Severus secretly enjoying the choking gag that Peter did from across the table.
Remus turned a light pink as James pulled his fiancé into his lap. "You are being a naughty little brat," whispered James.
"You gonna punish me later?" Severus whispered as he gently bit on James's ear and tugged on it.
"You're in public you two," warned Lily from further down the table. "And McGonagall is watching you. I bet she is just waiting for you two to start sucking face so she can take points."
Severus made an upset whine as he slid off James's lap and sat on the bench. James rubbed his back and leaned over to kiss his cheek so he could whisper to him. "We'll continue this conversation later tonight." Severus felt a little shier run through him as he suddenly wished that he could just skip forward through the rest of his day.
Despite being impatient, Severus somehow made it through his day without too much trouble. Having to focus on schoolwork with the constant aches and pains of pregnancy where a good distraction from his earlier lust.
In fact, they were such a good distraction that Severus wasn't even sure if he was feeling up for it anymore as he waddled to their rooms. Maybe we need to get up earlier so that we can just have sex in the morning, pondered Severus as he made it back to their room before James; James had just a few last things to write up for a report and had told Severus to go ahead of him.
Feeling tired and sore, Severus didn't need to be told twice as he undressed and started filling the tub. "A nice bath will have me relaxed by the time James gets here," Severus whispered to himself as he took out an over sized t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants so he could change right after he got out of the bath.
It didn't take long for the tub to fill, and Severus found himself sinking into the hot water with a sigh. Severus lazily hummed to himself as he looked at his distended belly. He no longer could completely submerge in the little tub, a fact that made him a little sad.
Severus felt, and watched as his belly moved as the baby kicked around. "You enjoying bath time in there?" asked Severus as he rubbed his tummy. "I enjoy it, but I wish your daddy was here. I could use a neck massage." Harry kicked around a few times as if agreeing before settling down. Unable to take the smile off his face, Severus relaxed into the water as he lightly hugged his own stomach.
He stayed like this until he felt the water go from steaming hot to just warm. "Your father is taking his damn time," grumbled Severus as he got up out of the tub and dried himself off.
Despite bringing his clothes into the bathroom with him, Severus left them in favor of walking around naked. "I really don't like clothes," admitted Severus softly as he crawled onto the bed and arranged his pillows into a proper nest.
Severus's size was making sleeping difficult and he needed the pillows to help him. He knew that James was a little annoyed with shear number of the pillows, but Severus wasn't sorry. If it bugs him so much he can have the next baby. This was of course impossible, but Severus still found himself thinking it as he made himself as comfortable as he possibly could.
Just as he found a comfortable spot, Severus heard the door open and James walk into the room. Severus didn't even bother to open his eyes as he heard James undressing before he walked over to the bed and ran his hand down Severus's side. "Took your time, Lovey," giggled Severus as he tried to not squirm away from the hand.
"Trying to help Peter to understand Potions without you there is a feat that I deserve some credit for," chuckled James as he carefully climbed onto the bed.
Severus rolled onto his back so James was directly above him. Smiling, Severus lazily tossed his arms around James's neck and tugged him down into a soft kiss. James groaned into the kiss as he deepened the kiss pulling Severus's tongue into his mouth.
Moaning softly, Severus tried to pull James down more, but his fiancé wouldn't budge. Making an irritated sound, Severus stopped the kiss. "Lovey you can push me down you know."
"Sorry, Love," smiled James as he leaned back and ran his hands over Severus's swollen belly. "Kid's making it a bit difficult, but maybe I can get my teeth in your neck if you're on your hands and knees."
Severus let out a trembling whimper as he quickly rolled over and tilted his hips so his as was rubbing against James's dick. "Fuck do me in the ass. We haven't done it there is so fucking long. I need it."
"You sure?" teased James as he rubbed himself against his lover.
Severus let out a pitiful whine as he spread his legs in an attempt to get James to enter him. "James please, don't prep me, just get inside me."
"Need a little prep, Love," whispered James as he kissed Severus's back. "Just a little," he said this more to himself as he grabbed his wand and summoned the lube from the drawer. Following Severus's plea to an extent, James only used the lube to slick himself before tossing it off to the side.
Positioning himself, James slowly pushed in halfway making Severus let out the loudest most relived moan James had ever heard. "Fuck it hurts," moaned Severus as he clenched around James, and pushed back.
"You're such a masochist," chuckled James as he firmly gripped Severus's hips and roughly trust in the rest of the way. Severus let out a pleasured cries as James fell into a brutal pace, as he leaned forward and bit the back of Severus's neck.
Severus let out a small whimper as a soft shudder ran through him. James knew he'd just made his lover come, but James ignored it in favor of using his free hand to roughly grope Severus's chest. James palmed Severus's right nipple before squeezing it. There was a touch of pain in Severus's cry, but it was still pleasure in it as he let out a choked plea. "Do both, James. Same time."
James pulled back a little to kiss his bite mark. "Don't want to put all my weight on you."
"I'm on my hands and knees," whimpered Severus. "I can hold you up fine. My stomach isn't even being pressed into the bed. Come on, please."
James made a soft growl as he nipped his way to the unmarred left side of Severus's neck. Severus let out an approving sigh as James bit down and put all of his weight on him. James's pace slowed considerably, but Severus didn't seem to mind as James squeezed his breasts in time with the slow thrusts.
James paused when he felt Severus sharply tense again. "You come, baby?"
"Yeah, yeah, finish please," nodded Severus.
James groaned as he gave one last kiss to Severus's neck before sliding his hands back to his lover's hips as he sat up. Snapping his hips sharply, James picked his speed again. Severus let out small whimpers as James road him. Severus was too tired to get it up again, but he still enjoyed James moving inside of him.
Severus let out one last moan as he felt James release inside of him. James let out his own relieved groan as he slowly pulled out and flopped down on his back next to Severus. James smiled as he lifted Severus's chin so he could look at him. "Feel good, Love?" Instead of answering, Severus leaned forward and tenderly kissed James.
"Thanks for the fantasy," Severus whispered against James's lips.
"Just a fantasy?" asked James gently as he ran his hand through Severus's hair.
"Yes," smiled Severus as he nuzzled James's face.
"Good," whispered James before giving his mate one last kiss before the nestled down to sleep.
AN/
If you are wondering what the last bit of dialogue is about. James is making sure that the rougher sex they had was actually a fantasy Severus wanted and not him having a flash-back to when he was raped, (which still confuses him since he was unaware of how deep seeded the abuse truly was).
ANYWAY
Everything is set in stone, and planned! I have every chapter outlined! Hard to believe that there are only eight chapters left!
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