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I'm hormonal and my mood's all over the fucking place and I just want a fucking hug and Cas is me today and it fucking sucks being single when you want someone to hug you but you don't want to creep your family out by becoming an octopus for an hour and get called clingy like in the past so yeah.
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54. Hugs
"What's up, Cas?" Dean said. Cas, whose mouth was downturned and whose shoulders were slumped, just shrugged.
"I don't know."
"Cas –"
"I'm telling the truth, Dean. I feel sad and numb I don't know why. Is this normal to humans?"
Dean sighed.
"One of those days? Yeah, I know what you're on about."
He shifted closer to Cas and slung an arm around him, pulling him into a loose embrace. In response, Cas sidled closer and wrapped his arms around Dean. Dean sighed again.
"Oh, what the hell. May as well go full-on chick."
Before Cas could ask what he meant, he lifted the startled angel into his lap and held him close, nuzzling into his dark hair.
"This okay, angel?" he said, smoothing back Cas' hair and pressing kisses to his angel's head while internally weeping at this blow to his masculinity. Cas nodded and rested his head against Dean's shoulder, closing his eyes.
"Yes," he murmured. "You holding me is all I desire, Dean. It's very comforting and I love you very much."
Dean grinned shakily into Cas' hair. Those words allowed him to grab hold of the voice in his head that was taunting him about being a sappy chick and give it the boot. His angel needed him, so his issues could just take a fucking hike off a cliff because Cas was way more important than any loss of manliness!
