Chapter 51. Have horrible writers block at the mo. Don`t know how to continue this but I won`t give up.
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Jared relished the feeling of being able to sleep next to Kim for the first time. Of being able to spoon into her small sleep warmed frame, of being able to mould his body perfectly around hers. He woke up before her and listened to her breath and make little noises while she slept. He combed through her black hair with his fingers which gained him a small moan in response. Jared smiled and tugged her closer to him, wrapping his arm around her waist and placing his hand on her small bump. He sighed deeply. Was it really possible to love a person as much as he loved his Kimi Jared wondered to himself.
He was going to make this work. It was their destiny to be together. Always together. Jared sighed knowing that he needed to check in with the pack soon. Sam had been understanding with Jared now that Kim was finally home, but, Jared knew as Beta he had new responsibilities. The pack needed every man (or wolf) to be on their toes. Jared had yet to form a plan on getting rid of Whitney. He was unwilling to leave Kim in La Push without his protection. When she had told him the Whitney had found her in Peru he had lost his sanity temporarily. He was also unwilling to let Whitney sneak back here and try and harm Kim and the baby. Nobody would get to her. He would make sure that someone from the pack would be with her when he wasn`t. Jared peaked over at Kim`s sleeping face. Her long, inky black eyelashes brushed the top of her cheeks in such an adorable way. She looked so at peace, so content and so beautiful that he could watch her forever and never get bored. He would get up and make them some coffee then wake Kim up to come and see the rest of the Pack and the Elders for an emergency meeting later that afternoon. He was so comfortable beside her that he was unwilling to get up a take a much needed leak. He carefully unmoulded himself from Kim and got up from the bed. The mattress groaned and creaked a lot under his weight as he got up and tip toed his way over the get some underwear and then to the door. Kim gave a small grunt and Jared saw her turn onto her back into the warm space he just vacated. He felt his cock harden at the sight of her, so exposed, so warm, so soft and so utterly desirable. Her being back and pregnant just fueled his passion for her more. He was sorely tempted just to climb back into bed and take her again. Sex with her never got old, making love just got better and better. He had been surprised at first at how passionate she had been for a virgin, he hadn`t expected her to love it as much as he did. He also marveled at how well they fit together, how perfect and right she felt in his arms. He had been afraid that he would have been too big for her to take, but he was proved wrong. Kimi had the tightest pussy he had felt but, she was the perfect fit for him. He knew she needed her sleep. He loathed seeing her tired and exhausted. He should probably be more careful making love to her now that she was pregnant. He knew he can get a bit carried away in the heat of the moment, get a bit too rough, even though she told him that she liked it that way.
He quietly shut the door after him and took a much needed piss. Jared contemplated the bathroom. It was gross for sure. He would clean the place up as she slept. He would get Paul to do his bit as well when he got back from patrol.
While Jared was making coffee for him and Kim he thought back to the day she had changed his world forever. The day that he had imprinted...
Fuck Sam. Fuck everybody here in this dump of a reservation. The student body whispering was a loud, obnoxious buzzing in his ears. He knew all the rumors being spread about him. All ridiculous. Drugs he had experimented with and they were not really for him. Did he actually look like a junkie? Steroids was one of the more plausible theories he heard being spread. He was quite buff now, one of the better side effects of being able to shape shift into a giant, vampire slaying wolf. He had to smile at what the girls were whispering. He heard Ciara Harris say she was going to fuck him by this weekend. She was hot. One of the hottest girls at this school if not a complete moron. But whatever, if he didn`t get some action soon his balls were going to explode. What class did he have next? Oh right, history. It would have been interesting if it wasn`t for the teacher. Mr. Burnside was difficult but fair, Jared had always maintained an A+ in his class, and all of his classes. What was the point now of having perfect grades if he couldn`t get a scholarship to a good college and if he had to stay in La Push and ward off blood drinking vampires? Urrghhh the injustice of it all! Fucking vampires! Fucking Cullens!
The history class was half full when he got in. His nose was assaulted by a wonderful smell. Warm and musky. A smell that promised safety, sex and happiness. This was very strange. He sat down next to the same shy girl he had always done. Real shy, big tits. Kim or Karen? Did it really matter what her name was? He could hear her heart beat real fast as he sat down and rummaged through his backpack. Great! Another person who was afraid of him. Who would be gossiping. Yeah, her name was Kim. He always saw her around, their dads were friends from way back. He never really talked to her though. The other guys said that she was notoriously difficult to date. A bit frigid. She wasn`t anything really special to look at. She was too quiet and unassuming, but pretty in her own way. Smell. Oh God that smell. What was it? His mouth started to water and his palms sweat. Fuck man concentrate! History! He glanced over at Kim. She was focused on the open text book in front of her, eyes unmoving and brow furrowed. It annoyed him more than the people whispering and peeking at him. She never ignored him. He ignored her! He ignored her because it felt good to know that she liked him and he could have that type of pull over someone without instigating anything. He liked having her smile at him, look at him shyly. And now she was refusing him her acknowledgment. If he could at least count on a friendly smile when he came to school it would have been from her. It was dickish of him he knew, but he needed to vent out all of his annoyance on someone, and he would do it to her.
"Karen." He decided to make her feel small and insignificant. After all, she was nothing to him. She didn`t even raise her head, although her eyebrows knitted a bit more.
"Karen." He said again. She shifted in her chair and he was hit again by that wonderful smell. He was consumed now with wanting her attention. He had wanted her smile but now he wanted to see her frown. She was still ignoring him. Why would she not look at him?
"Karen!" He called again, kicking the leg of her chair a little. Her eyes shifted to the back of Randy Burrows sitting in front of her.
"My name is Kim, not Karen." She said quietly. Her voice was sad. Jared was happy in a sick sort of way. He had struck a nerve. How could she actually think that he would know her name in the first place?
"Sorry Kim. What page did we finish on?" Jared said sneeringly.
"Chapter 4 Page 42." She said, still not looking at him.
"You know Kim, you should look a person in the eye when you`re speaking to them." Jared put as much venom in his voice as possible. He saw Kim`s shoulders slump a little as she sighed.
"I`m sorry Jared, that was rude of me." She turned and looked at him. He had his face arranged as cold and sneering. He felt it instantly melt away and she looked into his eyes. Her eyes, dark brown, almost black, framed by long lashes. Kim...
OH! MY! GOD! HOLLLLLLLLLLLY! SHIT! Kim...Kim. Kim. Kim. Kim.
It all made sense now. Everything made sense. He had imprinted on Kim. The earths gravity had been displaced by hers. She was his imprint. He felt a lovely warmth engulf him. Kim was the sun and she was shining on him. He understood now. He was in love with her. He always had been and he was too stupid before to realize it. That`s why he had always ignored her. That`s why her face sometimes popped into his mind when he was getting blown or having sex.
Christ..fuck it was too much. Memories of her he never knew he had flashed into his mind. Times his inner wolf or spirit fell in love with her. He kept on staring at her even though she had looked away and out the window. Oh man she was so beautiful. Her dark russet skin glowed, looking so soft and warm. He wanted badly to touch her. To kiss her. To lean her over Mr. Burnsides desk and fuck her until she screamed in orgasm.
She looked over at him again. YES! Her eyes were bewildered and guarded. To his amazement he found that he was smiling at her like the biggest goofball moron in the world. He didn`t care though. The smile was genuine. He wanted to smile at her. She looked away again. NOOO! Look back! Look back! The next time she looked back her eyes widened a bit more. God knows what she saw on his face but whatever it was made her sweat. Jared could feel his wolf going crazy. That smell! It was her! He felt his cock harden and twitch and beg to be released inside of her. Kim looked over at him again and Jared leaned in more towards her. Damn, why did she look so frightened. Was he coming on too strong? Was he being a bit creepy? If he asked her to marry him would she say yes? Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. He felt like he was going insane. He needed to speak to her. To hear her voice again. He needed her to look at him.
Suddenly she was up and out of her seat. He watched her go shocked. Where is she going? She is running away with his heart. Oh right, the bell rang. He got up and followed her out. He ignored peoples questions and completely blew off Ciara Harris as she tried to pull him into the janitors closet. Jared just followed Kim`s form to her locker. He stood back awhile to admire her figure. She was so hot. That ass! That waist! Those tits! And she was all his! He wanted to wrap his arms around her and protect her. Not that she was going be harmed at school but still...she is the most precious person in his life right now...
Jared was broken out of his daydream by two warm arms circling around his waist from behind.
"What are you thinking about? You seemed so far away." Kimi murmured into his back.
"About you, as always." Jared said, turning around and looking down at her beautiful face.
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