Renesmees POV

I watched her. I felt her every emotion. I mirrored her pain. Her fear. Her frustration as suddenly everything seemed to click within her. And then she was falling to the ground, her body slumped.

"MOM!" my quick frantic scream seemed to stop the large snarling that was going on to the left of where mom fell. Everyone froze. Everything around us froze. I reached out to touch her icey cold skin cupping her face. Her eyes were closed and her red lips were now a shade of pale pink.

"DAMIEN!" i cried out, my voice horse and strained as both my brothers rushed to our moms side. She was lying down now, her white face up at the ceiling, her eyes shut. What happend?

Damiens eyes met mine for a second, no emotion in them, now he was just watching mom, his orbs moving quickly and frantically over moms face.

"She remembers..." he wisperd as i gasped. She remembered. She remembered Dad?...I didnt know how to act. I didnt know how to feel.. ..I didnt know what to say or do. I just sat there staring like the rest of us did for what seemed like hours and hours.

"She...how?" Matt was the first to react. His eyes a little lighter than before.

"When we moved...attacked alec...she remembered what happend at her birthday...the first time she seen Dad...Reds eyes and hair colour..." I met his eyes. His pained expression was enough to make me understand.

Mom was remembering because we were the reminder.

"What do we do now?" I wisperd out carefully, my eyes flying to Matt. And it remained silent for what seemed like forever.

"We going to get her out. Any way we can. We leave, we find Dad and we run." Damien spoke low. His voice had an edge as it broke threw the erie silence.

"Damien..."I wisperd hoping he would understand. Things had changed. This plan he had wasnt as simple as what he hoped it would be.

"I know red. okay? I know" he pushed gently before scooping mom up into his arms like she was a rag doll.

"But theres got to be a way! we did it last time! we can do it again!" Damien urged on as his eyes filled with tears as he stared at mom.

"Damien, stop it! you know its not the same!" Matt intervined as Damien growled at him

"Dont make me angry bro."

"Im not trying to D, you know its the truth, theres nothing we can do. You know that, we have to pan this out D"

"NO! no we dont give up Matt, were cullens! look what mess we all got left in the last time one of us gave up!" Damiens eyes were nothing but honest, this time. Matts eyes mirrored his.

"Your right" i wisperd at the same time as Matt did. Damiens eyes met mine for another long second as a slow unwinding tear dripped out of them as well as my own. We had to get out of here. Mom rememberd them, now it was time to let her live out her memories and her future.

"How?" We all said at the same time. Each of us looking to each other for help. Matts eyes met mine quickly, his face thoughtful

"Do you think that would work?" Damien asked quickly to what ever matt was so thoughtful about.

"Yeah, it should i mean...she can do everything right? And then theres our gifts too"

"Can you two please tell me whats going on before i do something i really dont want to!" i hissed clearing my vision from fresh tears.

"Red...have you ever thought about...throwing your thoughts around like you do with people?" Damien asked as i tilted my head confused.

"I...dont" i wisperd and they both huffed quickly before Matt came over to me putting his hands on my arm.

"I think there is a way Damiens crazy plan might work. A way in which we dont have to go into hiding or...run from the guard" He told me, his grip slightly tightening on my arms, not enough to cause me pain, but enough for me to understand his determination. I reached up and placed a hand on his face, showing him my confusion. He sighed and cupped my face kissing my forehead.

"Its too hard for her" he wisperd to Damien whos eyes went wide.

"Its not Matt, she can try!" he told me

"Damien you know what happends when we push her!"

"And what happends if we dont Matt! shes not a baby! to us and dad maybe she is a little inferior but shes strong! shes got a gift in which we dont embrace. And you wounder why she cant control it! were making her fear her own gift! its worth a try Matt, come on bro!" Damiens speech just added to my confusion in which Matt seen. Again he sighed. Matt agreed to much with Damien nowadays.

"Okay...we`l try it a few times, we have a couple of days to get a good hold on it, Ness were going to ask alot of you okay? alot more than what weve ever done before, and its going to be difficult for you ness, incredibly so, but right now we need you. Because you can help us escape" Matt wisperd to me and i just nodded, completely confused and now extreamily vounrable... It was scary...what the hell was i going to do? what was i good for? I had a gift i couldnt control! and they wanted me to use that even more than normal now!

"Its for mom red, i know its difficult, but its for all of us. For our family to become complete." Damien told me as i inhaled a shaky little breath and nodded again.

"Take your mother up stairs, your aunts are up there, theyl tend to her. Keep out the way of Renaiya" Alec wisperd as Matt growled to him loudly. Before his eyes landed on mom who made no movement. She just lay flat in Damiens arms, unmoving. Damien fluttered out of the room with Matt quick on his heels. I stayed frozen.

Little renesmee. Thats all i was. Red. Ness. Nessie, Lil renny. All these nicknames and one meaning. The baby. How did they expect me to do what ever they wanted me to do. What was soo difficult that i would be in grave danger? and in doing so, put my family in grave danger too. I swallowed heavily and let my feet moved forward slowly. Unsure and frightened about what i had to do. The initial idea of being that closer to Aros milky eyes again sickend me, what did my brothers expect me to do?

But as those strange red orbs filled my head, an all too firmilair emotion followed in its footsteps. Anger. He was the one who had forced my mom into this. He was the one who made her forget our father. And if anything right now. I wanted revenge. Just the image in my head to see him cower benieth me gave me all new strength. I could feel my blood change corse as adreniline rushed over me. I wasnt little renesmee anymore. I was the girl who had been raised by her brothers. Battled to save all their lives. Found our family. Take a beating from her aunt and survived. Faced the Volturi gaurd and nearly been close to ripping their head off their shoulders. Made them fear me. Suffered so much pain i could of created death around me. So much bad emotion that if i wrote a book people who cry reading the first sentence.

Yet here i still stood.

I had been through all that and i was worried about a little more? This was my life, the pain i could deal with. The emotion was a set back. But family ment war. And it was time to step up and be the solgier mom needed instead of the baby she raised. I took a deep breath and moved quicker now my chin up high my jaw locked as i swallowed again. I followed my brothers footsteps up the stairs.

I pulled the hood over my head as i walked down the strange marble corridoor, the red velvet providing walls around me as if to sheild me from vampire eyes. Alec was beside me now, his face uncomfortable and pained as he flicked his eyes to mine every few minutes or so. I tried my best not to feel guilty about this as my brothers would know and they aleady had threatend me to kill Alec if i felt anymore guilt to what had happend. My leg wasnt sore at all, it just left small red marks which i knew would fade by sundown. Whenever sundown was. That was something i missed most right now. The sun, even though i had never been out long enough to fully enjoy and appretiate the sunshine, I still missed the heat. Which also led my thoughts to drift off to another heat substance which i missed so much right now. I felt cold with out his touch, so cold that no one could warm me up, even the pain of thinking about him was enough to make the cold turn to ice. It was unbearable, yet there was nothing i could do. He wouldnt feel the same way...right?

To say people stared was an understatement. They glowerd at me and my brothers as we moved swiftly through their hideout. Alec close beside us to show he was the one watching over us, watching over us but not with us of corse. He belonged to the Volturi and not to us...was that what my brothers wanted me and my gift for?

could i do something to change that? Maybe, just maybe, if i could convince him i was in love with him to, his loyalties might be in our favour a little more. That would be an easier escape right?

"YOU DARE" Damien threatend me, not shouting but hissing so much it was almost impossible to understand.

"Im sorry" i wisperd back swallowing deeply...so it wasnt anything to do with alec. that was for definate.

Luckily, the walk wasnt as long as what i thought it would be. A few stair cases and long corridoors later, we reached my mothers chambers. I hadnt really paid attention when i first had walked here with my mom.

The colours were very royal. Very dark, Hostile even. Gold twisted round along the top of the wall and floor way, cream marble slates were almost too clean as we drifted along them. Doors which came in sets of two were lined up against one side of the blood red wall. Oppisite them were huge golden framed portraits that were of corse, hand drawn and painted. Centuries old. And not to mention terrifying, it felt like there was someone watching you where ever you went, Those red eyes following you. It was creepy!

Once we reached moms room, i pushed open the door and flung my self into Gemmas open arms. I didnt really take notice of my aunts greeting with my brothers for the first time in a long time again, i was only vaguely aware of there cries and hugs to each other as Damien held on tight to christine before I released Gemma so that Matt could hug her too. His grip tightend as he inhaled her scent sighing deeply.

I swallowed deeply my eyes on moms face, her eyes closed still. I feared the worst. Would she wake up soon?

After ten minutes or so, Damien explained to us what had happend to mom during her little turn but right now we were confused as to why she passed out

"Its emotional stress, believe it or not vampires go through it too sweetie, it happend to Gemma before remember? before your mother came to the volturi we all were...a little shaken up... being in hiding has that effect, like you would know...well anyway. Gemma was upset over something little, her emotions got so worked up by it that she wanted to cry, but she couldnt so that emotional erm whats the word?" christine trailed off

"Imbalance?" Gemma and Matt both said at the same time and she smiled gently.

"Yeah, emotional imbalance, pushed her over the edge. And it seems like its done that to your mother. shel be fine she should come round in an hour or so. But that doesnt look like the only thing your worried about hunnie" Christine said running her hand threw damiens wild hair as he sighed

"Its not Aunt chrissy, its just that...well... Moms not fine is she? and me and matt think we know a way to get out of this situation. Get mom away from all the stress, bring our families together." He told her as Christine put her arms around his shoulders, giving him a hesitant look.

"I know, i know its just that...it could work" He shrugged

"Tell me" i wisperd as he sat down on the huge king size bed, god knows why that was here. I followed sitting down cross legged beside him. Matt did the same as Damien while our aunts hoverd over Mom helping move her into a more comfortable position. Matts eyes met mine, they twisted into a look of uncertanty before he sighed.

"You know how you can show people your thoughts ness?" He told me as i nodded

"Well have you ever done that...without touching them?"

"Well... damien and daddy..."

"Thats not what i mean" he said shaking his head gently

"What he means is...can you show people your thoughts...people who cant already read your mind. Without touching them?" Damien asked as i bit my lip and shook my head

"No"

"Have you ever tried red?"

"No"

"Can you try now?" Damien pressed as i sighed and twisted on the bed to face Matt fully.

"Okay" i answered

"Just do your best" he told me as damien growled a little

"But try red, really really try"

I closed my eyes and located Matts mind. That was easy. I flicked through it like i was reading a book. Easy, then i did something strange. Instead of swapping emotions like i would normally, i tried to set in a thought, just a simple hello. But as i pushed the word out of me and into Matts head, it was like a door way, you know, the kind of door way in which it turned round so that it would only move if something was being pulled in at the same time as it being pushed out.

I squinted my face a little as it felt like i was swapping something in my mind. I pushed the word Hello into matts mind, but at the same time. He answerd it

She did it! It was his voice, only his lips werent moving and his face had not changed. No vibrations came from his vocal chords to make this sound.

I was reading his mind. I gasped a little as i reeled it in, my head spun like crazy

"She can do it" he told Damien

"Thats not all she did Matt" He wisperd, i could feel his warm hand on my back now as i leant forward a little clearing my hazy vision.

"Its like a door for red, like when she swaps emotions...it appears she can swap thoughts too"

"She heard me?" he asked and i nodded slightly, the feeling of sickness disapeered.

"Do it again ness" he said gently as i swallowed and focused on his eyes again.

This really hurts doing this I thought, in reality, it felt like my mind was being pulled out of my body and i was swapping minds with someone else.

I know it does ness, but its helping us all This time i was prepared for his thoughts. As i nodded once and gasped again. A huge headache was building on me from miles away.

"Well done red" Damien praised relieved now.

"Thats what you wanted me to do?" i asked and he shook his head.

"No...its a little more...complicated than that, this was just a starting point" he said rubbing the side of his neck again. And just on que the raging head ache took over me as i groaned leaning into Damien for support, his arm went around my shoulders as i layed my head on his chest, wimpering a little as my mind throbbed.

"I know shhh i know" he comforted me as best as he could, but it wasnt the same...i missed the way dad would comfort us. The way he would wrap his arms around us as we all slept. As if he was keeping the nightmares at bay, gaurding us from them. I missed that.

"Me too red" Damien wisperd hugging me closer. "me too"

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