Chapter 54
A couple days later, I sent Jasper out hunting to feed since he hadn't left my side since Jeremy was born and I could see the change in his eyes. Rose was sitting with me and Emmett and my other guards were in the sitting room. Jeremy woke up and Rose took care of changing him for me. Rose handed me my hungry little man. "Rose, would you come sit down on my bed with me please?"
"Of course, Bella."
"Now scoot against the head board and then can I sit in your lap?"
"Are we about to do what I think we are?" Rosalie asked with a huge smile on her face.
"Yes, kind of." Together, Jeremy and I settled back in her lap against her chest. Rose was basically holding Jeremy and I. I brought Jeremy to my chest to start feeding. I laid my head back on her and I said, "Rose, close your eyes and relax. You helped me learn how to do this. I know that you missed out having your own child and raising him; so I want to share this with you." I pushed my shield out and she felt how I felt while Jeremy was nursing from me.
I suddenly felt Jasper come racing back to our wing of the castle and I pulled my shield back up quickly and asked mentally, "Jasper, please give us a moment. I'm perfectly fine, Darlin'. What you felt was Rose, I promise. I'll explain later." I turned to Rose and said, "Help me move to my rocking chair so that I can feed Jeremy on my other side."
"Bella, thank you. I always wondered what it would've been like and you just gave me a human moment, I'll never forget. Thank you, sister."
"You're welcome, Rose. I have loved you like a sister for so long. After my parents found out how sickly, I was. They refused to ever have any more children. So I'll have a sister forever now. Plus you taught me to how to send my memories and feelings to Jasper."
"Yes Bella. You'll have me forever. I'm so sorry for the second day I met you and what I caused you to do?"
"Rose, stop!"
"Bella, you've always given to all of us and accepted what we are. But I judged you very unfairly that day. I promise you I've changed and so has Alice after having you around the family. You named your son after all of us; it's like you're giving a part of him to all of us."
"Thank you, Rose."
"Bella, you're the one that needs to be thanked for what you have given all of us. I'm going to go so that Jasper can be with the both of you. I love you, little sister."
"Good bye, Rose."
Jasper was back in our bedroom with the both of us. Once our son was back asleep, Jasper held me and gently touched me telling me how much he loved me for what I did for Rose. Then he pulled me to him and with a smile said, "I want you to do the same thing for me later today."
"Jasper, I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me."
"Shhh, Darlin', stop it. I'm not mad that you did that for Rose. That was amazing. I just want to experience it myself first hand."
"Of course, Jasper. I would be honored."
A week after Jeremy's birth, Jasper and I sent an invitation to Marcus to come and meet our son in person under a million conditions, of course. I was surrounded by all my guards and my family in our sitting room. I was holding my son to try and block part of my scent some and that appeared to be working for some reason. Slowly, everyone moved away; Marcus saw us and was amazed looking at me and Jeremy. Alice gasped and everyone surrounded me again in crouching attack mode. Then she said, "It's okay, Bella is no longer his singer."
"What? How?" was everyone's response.
You could see Marcus take a deeper breath and realize it, too. "Jasper's venom, your baby's genetics and you breast feeding," Carlisle speculated.
"Everyone, please back up. It's okay. Marcus, please come meet the gift you gave us?"
Marcus still sat about five feet from me and watched us with our son. I went to get up; but Jasper insisted on taking Jeremy to him. Marcus took him easily and said, "Beautiful."
"Thank you, Marcus," I said sniffling. "As you know, the M in Jeremy is for you. It represents a thank you for the family you gave Jasper and I."
Jasper and I settled easily into a routine caring for our son. During Jeremy's first six weeks, I learned how great it's to have a non sleeping vampire husband. All I had to do was wake to feed Jeremy and Jasper and Rose took care of the rest. I even got naps during the day. Shortly after Jeremy turned six weeks old, Jasper said that we were going on a road trip. All our family came along. We boarded a larger private jet and headed to England with Peter and Edward flying the jet. This time we flew farther north than we had explored the last time in January. Jasper and Carlisle each drove a vehicle as we left the airport and we arrived at a castle. "This is beautiful," I said as I got out of our Escalade with Jeremy in my arms all bundled up.
Carlisle said, "Thank you. It's mine."
"So why are we here?"
"A home for all of us to stay in for a while, unless you planned to stay in Volturi."
"But," I said and then I went into Jasper's head and continued, "You said we could be on our own for a while."
"I did, my beloved. If you'll leave Jeremy with our family, I'd like to take my bride for a ride and show you something," and then he kissed me.
So we left Jeremy with Rose, Jasper had me in his arms racing through the woods. Five minutes later, I was set on the ground looking at a second castle. "Jasper, where are we?"
"On my property."
"What?"
"Yes, decades ago, Carlisle and I each bought both of these castles. His castle is larger; but I thought this would work for me. Now it will be filled with our child's love and laughter and quiet time for us. We still have a few rooms for guests to come by when we let them. It's a thirty minute walk at human pace, a ten minute horse ride or a five minute vampire ride to the other castle and family. On another far corner, we share a small lake that a beautiful small human bride of mine will never be able to use to swim in; but it makes for nice walks and private time."
"Can I see the inside?"
"Of course," and we went inside.
Our bedroom was all set up and over our dresser hung a picture of the three of us. I kissed my husband and said, "This is perfect."
"You are the perfect one," Jasper said.
"I love you, Jasper. This arrangement is perfect. I have a promise I want to make you."
"What?"
"Give me five years and then will you change me? Can you handle holding back that long?"
"Yes, I can. Yes, I'll change you in five years."
"Good, but now back to present day, Carlisle cleared me yesterday as long as we are careful. Jasper, can you be careful?"
"Yes, I can; it is called making love to my wife." Jasper had me in his arms and then I was layed down in bed. Jasper then layed down next to me.
I smiled at Jasper and said, "Do me a favor send Edward a mental note to stay away?"
"Already done, Darlin'. Now let me see this amazing body of yours."
After we made love, I said, "Now take me back to our son and our family, my knight in shining armor."
"Your wish is my command."
We spent the next week organizing both castles and finally returned to Volturi. Peter and Charlotte soon left for another adventure and they took Jake and Leah back to New York. We promised to keep in touch and did via Skype and email. Jeremy was growing quickly as Carlisle predicted. It bothered me a little that he was growing so fast, but I understood. Jasper, Jeremy and I had a private meeting with Aro, Marcus, Caius, Jane and Alec when we returned. I was so scared to tell them that we were moving to England. Caius got up and looked very angry with me and walked towards Jasper and I. I just held Jasper's hand tightly. Caius leaned down and then kneeled in front of me and said, "I will miss you terribly, my granddaughter and heroine of Volterra."
Aro then added, "Yes my granddaughter you're welcome here anytime. Bella, it's okay. We didn't expect you to stay forever. But I'm very happy to say that you are close enough, we can come and visit."
I hugged Aro and then Marcus was in front of me and said, "My darling niece, it was an honor to have you here and I look forward to seeing you again soon. I will come and visit often. Jeremy and your family are my family now, too. We can always be your babysitters if the Cullens are not available."
A party was held for us as we were getting ready for our departure. I was given a key to the city and several jewels. Against Jasper's complaints, I was also given my own personal checking, savings and investment accounts. I could hear and feel how upset Jasper was. I slipped into Jasper's head while Marcus continued speaking and said, "Jazz, I love you and I do not need the money. We will let Alice invest it and then together we can by ourselves a new piece of property somewhere down the line."
"Thanks, Darlin'"
Over a final drink goodbye, everyone but me drank some blood and I had some wine. Then I hugged and thanked everyone for bringing me into their family and taking care of me.
After one final night together in our suite and bed, Jasper awoke me and then we headed for our new home in England. In less than a week, I felt settled into our new home. I had settled Jeremy into his crib for bed. Jasper was out hunting so I headed back to our room. I slipped a blanket around me and was sitting on my patio. I couldn't see my husband, but I could feel him and suddenly he was beside me.
"Jasper, I love you and welcome home. Are you full, my husband?"
"Actually, my beautiful Bella, I saved room for dessert."
"Really. What you are going back out to hunt a rabbit for dessert?"
"No Bella. I was thinking something less furry, but just as cuddly."
"Jasper, you promised you would never hunt bear cubs."
"Try again, Mrs. Whitlock," and I suddenly found myself in our bed being cuddled completely naked. "See you're naked, soft and cuddly. Not furry at all."
"Mr. Whitlock, are you suggesting that I be your dessert?"
"Yes. I need some of your delicious orgasms for my dessert."
"Do I get some of yours, as well?"
"Of course, you can."
I rolled onto Jasper and expanded my bubble so that we were in our own little bubble.
Jasper pinned me under him and then said, "I'm going to make you come in your own little bubble and I'll get to feel it, too."
Jasper kept building me into my orgasm and then together we exploded in our orgasm. Our feelings bounced all around us inside my bubble. "Jasper, this bubble beats my old bubble hands down."
"I agree Darlin'. I love you, Darlin'. Now please go to sleep, my love."
A/N Just a quick note- I chose (author's perogative) to allow Bella to breast feed in the beginning. It allowed for this chapter to happen for Rosalie. Thanks for all your love and reviews. Yes this story is coming to an end soon. But there maybe a surprise or two still left.
