Nathan is perfect. He misses you, you miss him. You were happy for and jealous of Marni having him at the same time. Even if he had lied, he was your dearest friend - is your only friend. Don't the both of you deserve happiness after all these years of turmoil? You kiss him, but it's chaste, giving him the decision to deepen it, giving him the choice to back out. He doesn't back out. He returns the kiss with passion, and you don't feel you've forced yourself on him at all. You don't realize that you start to cry into the kiss. He asks you if something's wrong. Do you tell him you're just happy, or that you don't want him to be hurt again?

Just Happy: Chapter 94

Don't Want Him Hurt: Chapter 95